Therefore, Wu Huan wasted some time. He didn't make a decision quickly. He seemed to be busy at home every day, but he just couldn't make up his mind and be sure at any given moment.
I firmly believe that I made the right choice.
At first, no one found it strange. Because everyone understood that Wu Huan needed time to think things through.
But when Wu Huan still had no answer after two or three days, everyone felt a little strange.
This shouldn't be a difficult decision to make, so why is there still no news from Wu Huan?
Song Lili didn't really want to ask, but seeing how anxious Wu Jiang was every day, even losing his appetite, Song Lili decided she should ask him anyway.
If we finalize Wu Huan's job as soon as possible, Wu Jiang will feel much more at ease.
"Cousin, have you been thinking about something lately?" Song Lili asked Wu Huan directly, voicing her own doubts.
But Wu Huan was somewhat confused because he still couldn't find those little ideas scattered in various corners of his heart.
So he shook his head, looking quite confused. "I don't know either. I just feel like something's always missing."
"But I can't quite explain what those things are. I hold this piece of paper with those jobs written on it, and many times I want to nod and confirm one of them."
"But I just can't make up my mind to stick out that finger and point it at something. I always feel like something is stopping me."
"But I can't figure out what you are, so I've been feeling a bit lost and confused these past few days."
"Lili, what's wrong with me? Why am I like this?"
Wu Huan truly had no way to solve this problem on his own.
Since Song Lili came over and asked at this moment, Wu Huan took the opportunity to express his little doubts.
Song Lili looked at Wu Huan thoughtfully. "You mean you're finding it hard to make up your mind to do the jobs we picked out before?"
"Yes, you said it's such a good job, why can't I be sure about it? It's a job that countless people want, but I just can't make up my mind."
Song Lili fell silent. After a long silence, she finally looked up at Wu Huan, her expression very serious and her tone very solemn.
"Then cousin, answer me honestly, is there anything else you're thinking that you haven't told me?"
That's why when you finally make up your mind, something keeps stopping you.
"Is there anything I haven't told you? Well, not really, it's just a little thought of mine, and I don't think it will have any impact."
Those little ideas were discovered by Song Lili when she took Wu Huan for a stroll in the capital.
Those little ideas were just scattered here and there, and Wu Huan didn't connect them together.
Therefore, he simply had no way of finding the core element from this chaotic mess.
Therefore, Wu Huan felt that this was not important, and those thoughts had no impact on their current situation.
Song Lili, however, did not think so. If Wu Huan had tried many times but still couldn't make up his mind...
That can only mean one thing: he has other options in his mind, and those options are what he wants more, which is why he is hesitant to make a decision.
Because he already had a better answer in his heart.
Judging from Wu Huan's current demeanor, it seems he hasn't realized this problem yet.
So Song Lili directly broke through his messy ideas and went straight to his core.
“You think these things are unimportant, but on the contrary, I think these things are the most important.”
"These are the things that are preventing you from making a decision, so can you tell me what's on your mind?"
Only now did Song Lili begin to have a slight realization.
It turns out that Wu Huan hesitated to make a decision for a long time because he had his own ideas.
But he hadn't realized that he already had what he wanted, which is why he hesitated, struggled, and even felt somewhat lost every day.
Wu Huan truly hadn't expected that Song Lili would take something he didn't consider a big deal so seriously.
He could tell himself with absolute certainty that his little inner thought was the culprit preventing him from making a decision.
Wu Huan really wanted to burst out laughing and tell Song Lili that she was wrong.
But no matter how many times he opened and closed his mouth, he couldn't utter those simple words.
A voice inside him kept telling him that Song Lili's guess was correct.
He couldn't make a decision because those little thoughts kept stopping him.
This shocked Wu Huan for a moment, astonished that he could have such an incomprehensible thought.
Lili found him jobs, and they were all such good jobs. He should have been content and satisfied.
But then he had an even more absurd idea: he didn't want such a good job. This made Wu Huan feel a little disgusted with himself.
I always thought my ambitions were sky-high, and I actually thought about such unrealistic things.
He felt he had been heartless and had wasted the hard work of Song Lili and the others.
So after the initial shock, Wu Huan felt guilty and looked at Song Lili with a sense of remorse, feeling that he had done something utterly heinous.
Seeing Wu Huan suddenly slump his shoulders and look listless, Song Lili patted him on the shoulder with amusement.
"What on earth are you thinking? How can you have so many strange ideas?"
"Do you remember what I told you before? I remember I always told you that when you look for a job, you should look for one that you like and that you are interested in."
"Only in this way will your future life not be spent in resistance and antagonism."
"So, I don't feel that your rejection of those jobs is a waste of my efforts. On the contrary, I'm even happier that you have something you enjoy doing."
"And the most important thing to me is that you have found your own way forward."
"So you don't need to feel sorry for the three of us at all, because our starting point was also for your own good, to help you find a job you like."
“If it weren’t for your preference, any one of the jobs the three of us found could have been given to you.”
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