These past few days, Zhang Aiai seems to have been thinking about what Zhang Qinghua said to her that day, but at the same time, she seems to be thinking about nothing.
Those old memories were suddenly pulled out, and some wounds were touched again.
However, Zhang Aiai's rationality told her that she had to consider this issue this time and could not delay any longer.
So even though it hurt a lot, she endured it and thought about it for a while.
Zhang Aiai suddenly felt very confused because she had no idea what to do next, or what she really wanted.
She didn't even know if she could continue to be with Fang Yaoqing.
She looked helpless and lost.
"What's wrong?" Song Lili asked casually as she sat down next to Zhang Aiai, noticing that Zhang Aiai seemed lonely.
"Sister-in-law, what should I do?" What will become of her in the future?
"Why are you asking me this question? You should be asking yourself. You should be asking your own heart what you really want."
"Once you understand your own heart, you will naturally understand what to do next."
The reason why people can't figure things out is because they don't understand what they want, which leads to confusion and pain.
But when she understands herself and her own heart, she will know where her choices lie.
That's why Song Lili made that suggestion.
"My heart?" Zhang Aiai murmured to herself, her eyes becoming even more confused. What exactly was her heart?
"Take your time to think it over. There's no rush. It's not too late to make a decision once you've thought it through," Song Lili said with a smile.
She felt a little helpless; she hadn't wanted to get involved in this matter, but she hadn't expected to end up getting involved anyway.
He even gave Zhang Aiai advice, telling her to figure out her own feelings.
When did she become such a caring older sister?
However, since the words had already been spoken, Song Lili could only shake her head helplessly. Oh well, she had already said it. She hoped Zhang Aiai would understand.
Zhang Aiai didn't really understand, but she seemed to have found the direction and knew which aspect to start from.
Before, she was like a headless fly, not even knowing where to start. Now, she finally has a clue.
So in the following days, Zhang Aiai could be seen sometimes looking dazed and absent-minded.
Song Lili and Zhang Qinghua knew why Zhang Aiai was acting this way, so they didn't bother her. On the contrary, Zhang Shengtian was a little worried.
"Ai'ai, what's wrong? You've been so absent-minded these past few days. Did something happen?"
"Huh?" It took Zhang Aiai a while to realize that Zhang Shengtian was talking to her. "Big Brother, I'm fine, I... I was just thinking about something."
"Thinking about something?"
"Yes, I was just thinking about some things. It's nothing, don't worry. I won't be like before. I'll tell you if I have anything to say."
"That's good, that's good. I was just worried you were hiding it from me."
"No, I'm really fine, don't worry."
"Then I'm relieved." Although Zhang Shengtian said this, he was still not at ease and would often keep an eye on Zhang Aiai.
A few days later, Zhang Aiai seemed to have made up her mind, and she was much more energetic and vibrant than before.
"Big brother, I've made up my mind." That day, she found Zhang Qinghua with a bright smile, and that was her first sentence.
Zhang Qinghua smiled and nodded. Now, his younger sister is like the sun, radiating warm light. The gloom of the past is truly gone.
"Now that you've made up your mind, can you tell me what you plan to do next? No matter what you do, I will support you." Zhang Qinghua's voice was very gentle, afraid that Zhang Aiai would be uneasy.
"I...I don't want to go back anymore, I don't want to go back with Fang Yaoqing."
This is the result Zhang Aiai has come up with these past few days, and it is also her most pressing thought.
The thought of having to endure another tormenting day with Fang Yaoqing filled Zhang Aiai with despair. She felt her life was bleak and hopeless, with no direction in sight.
Imagining that kind of life, Zhang Aiai felt she couldn't bear it, which is why she made up her mind never to go back to that place again, and never to be with Fang Yaoqing again.
This decision was difficult, one might even say arduous.
Because in this era, such things rarely happen, and most families would consider it a disgrace.
But Zhang Aiai really couldn't care less about that. Just thinking about how her future life would be tied to Fang Yaoqing made her feel terrible.
So even if she's ridiculed, she'll still do it; she's already made up her mind over the past few days.
In the past few days, she suddenly calmed down, and then it seemed that she had found the voice of her heart. She could clearly hear the voice of her heart.
Therefore, she easily knew what she wanted and understood how to proceed in the future.
The decision came quickly, and after she made it, she suddenly felt much lighter, as if she had returned to her teenage years.
Live happily every day, without worries, sorrows, or resentment, with a relaxed mind and body.
At that moment, Zhang Aiai suddenly understood what Song Lili had said, and understood that as long as she knew her heart, she would know how to make a choice.
She understood her own heart, and therefore made the right choice.
"Have you thought it through?" Zhang Qinghua looked at Zhang Aiai very seriously.
Zhang Aiai nodded without hesitation, "I've thought it through, and I'm very clear about it, clearer than ever before."
“Okay, I support you.” Actually, this was the decision Zhang Qinghua wanted Zhang Aiai to make.
He didn't want his sister to be with Fang Yaoqing anymore, nor did he want her to continue to suffer, so he separated them.
That way, my sister's life will be better, and she won't be beaten anymore; at the very least, she'll be more comfortable.
However, he couldn't make decisions for his sister; he could only offer suggestions and then support her from behind.
However, he simply has his own inner inclinations.
Fortunately, his sister's decision aligned with his own thoughts, which naturally made Zhang Qinghua happy.
"Since you've made up your mind, I'll definitely take care of things for you. You can stay here without worry."
Knowing Zhang Aiai's attitude, Zhang Qinghua could start planning things and resolve them as soon as possible, which would be the best thing for his sister.
"Okay, thank you, big brother." Zhang Aiai smiled, and her whole demeanor changed, becoming somewhat calm and gentle, with a delicate and refined air.
She was completely different from her previous resentful self. If people weren't familiar with her, no one would believe that this was the same Zhang Aiai from before.
"Then I'll have to trouble you, brother." Zhang Aiai didn't stand on ceremony with Zhang Qinghua; only her brothers could handle this matter.
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