Chapter 1713 Fear
It was not because she couldn't explain it clearly, but because the other party could explain it too clearly.
The problem was that her mother was gone, and she was her mother's only daughter. It was not right to say bad things about her mother in front of her, so the other party simply avoided it.
I don't know if it was because he was unwilling to give up, or in order to make his heart die more thoroughly, Zhou Xing asked several families in the compound. They all got the same answer, and even the descriptions of what happened that year were almost the same, without much difference. Zhou Xing's reaction was as if he had been hit hard.
From the descriptions of these people, Zhou Xing heard that many things were not "heard" by the neighbors in the compound, but what he really saw with his own eyes. What she heard might be a lie, but what she saw with her own eyes was unlikely to be distorted.
Zhou Xing finally went to two more places, one was Pingchenggao where Qiao Nan went, and the other was where Qiao Nan and Qiao Dongliang lived later. No matter how many places Zhou Xing went to or how many people she asked, except for the people in the compound, everyone was impressed by the Qiao family. In the last two places she went to, she asked five people, and at least three of them had a particularly vivid impression of the Qiao family, and they could even count several things.
This time, Zhou Xing really believed it completely.
The May Day holiday was not over yet, and Zhou Xing returned to the capital.
Zhou Xing had just returned to the dormitory. He was like a soul that had been emptied. He lay on the bed in a daze, staring at the white wall with his big eyes. Ding Jiayi called.
Seeing that it was Ding Jiayi, Zhou Xing hesitated for a moment before answering: "Hello?"
"Xingxing, did you go back to Pingcheng during the May Day holiday? Why didn't I see you? Where are you now? Grandma cooked a table of your favorite dishes for you. Hurry back." Ding Jiayi heard from others that Zhou Xing had returned, and she bought a bunch of dishes in a hurry to make up for her granddaughter.
But when she saw that the sun had set and Zhou Xing hadn't returned, Ding Jiayi couldn't help but call Zhou Xing to urge him.
Zhou Xing tightened his grip on the phone: "I'm in the capital now. I just returned to the capital today."
"You've already been to the capital, why are you going back again? You're back in Pingcheng, aren't you going to come see grandma?" Ding Jiayi's tone was particularly lost. The May Day holiday was only seven days long, and she was used to Zhou Xing not coming back, and she didn't hold out any hope for this. Who would have known that she heard from her neighbors that her granddaughter was back, and she was thinking about enjoying a few days of family happiness, but she was poured a bucket of cold water again.
"Something happened at school, so I came back first. I went back to Pingcheng because the school needed some information, so I ran back temporarily to get it. So I went back and it was urgent." At this time, Zhou Xing was a little bit unable to face Ding Jiayi.
Ever since she learned that her mother had said before her death that she must not see Ding Jiayi, instead of cursing Qiao Nan, she had already felt that something was wrong. The facts were not only different from what she had been told, but the difference was quite big. After
she knew the real truth, Zhou Xing didn't know how to face Ding Jiayi, the only person who truly treated her, loved her, and did good for her, and regarded her as her only relative.
"Is that so? Actually, if you need any information, just give me a call and I'll find it all for you and send it to you." Ding Jiayi smiled: "Xingxing, are you in a bad mood? Are you still sad about Zhai Xin's matter? Xingxing, listen to your grandma's advice, forget about it, you and Zhai Xin are cousins, you two are not suitable. In the future, let's not meet with Zhai Yi and Zhai Xin anymore, okay?"
The Zhai family's attitude is so firm, Xingxing should also give up, right?
"Grandma, from now on, neither of us should mention the person named Zhai or Qiao Nan, okay?" After a long time, so long that Zhou Xing thought she was about to lose the ability to speak, she said these words in a hoarse voice: "I don't want to know about Qiao Nan and my mother's past. My mother is gone, but you and I are still alive. As long as I remember my mother and visit her grave on Qingming Festival, that's enough."
She really didn't want to listen to the past that was distorted and mixed with too many personal emotions. If she had not been hit by the sudden death of her grandpa and grandma, and stimulated by her father's robbing of the house and money, and influenced by her grandmother's words, she would not have been full of resentment towards this world, especially towards Qiao Nan who killed her mother. How could she have fallen in love with Zhai Xin? You know, she really planned to marry Zhai Xin. If they gave birth to an unhealthy child, she thought it was God's belated punishment for Qiao Nan!
This idea was too absurd and too scary!
You know, that was her child too.
The funniest thing was that she was only sixteen years old when she had such a ridiculous idea. To put it bluntly, she was a child who had not grown up. So, how could she have such deep malice towards her future child? Grandpa was right about one thing. She was too influenced by her grandmother.
Even though grandma only told her what she wanted to say about the "past", she never instilled any idea of revenge in her. But after listening to the "past" that grandma talked about, which was full of unfairness and grievances, she couldn't help but want to vent all the negative emotions in her heart on Qiao Nan.
This emotion must not only exist in her, grandma may not have such thoughts. If grandma didn't have such thoughts, grandma's description should be more peaceful and fair. ..
"..." Ding Jiayi didn't expect Zhou Xing to say this. She was stunned on the other side of the phone. This time, it was Ding Jiayi's turn to be dazed. It took a long time for her to reply: "Earlier, didn't you insist that you wanted to avenge your mother and seek justice for everything you suffered? Why now?" Change your words again? This doesn't sound like what Xingxing would say.
"You are in a bad mood. Are you bullied by someone? Are you bullied by the Zhai family?" That's why Xingxing said that from today on, she would never mention the Zhai family and Qiao Nan again: "How dare they? Xingxing, wait, grandma will go to the capital to find you. With grandma here, no one can bully you. Even if it costs grandma's life, grandma will protect you."
Zhou Xing had a headache: "Grandma, you don't have to come, no one bullies me. I haven't told you yet, more than two months ago, grandpa came to see me, he told me a lot of words, a lot of things, these things you have never told me before."
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