248. Chapter 248 Feelings



Su Wenyue looked at the pile of material and picked out two pieces before asking someone to put them away.

"Send these two pieces of cloth to Aunt Feng. The weather is getting colder. Also, get some good cotton and ask Aunt Feng to make two sets of cotton-padded clothes for herself and An Tai."

Feng Susu didn't expect that Su Wenyue would still think about her and her son at this time. She and her son had received too many favors from Su Wenyue, and subconsciously they didn't want to accept them. However, they also knew Su Wenyue's temper. Besides, even if she didn't need it, Tai'er still needed to make two sets of clothes. He was such a big child, he should be considered a man, but he still wore patched clothes when going out. She felt sad just thinking about it.

Feng Susu did not ask anyone to thank her on her behalf, but went to express her gratitude to Su Wenyue in person. She also had some things she wanted to discuss with Su Wenyue. Last time, Su Wenyue mentioned that in addition to pickling vegetables, they could also pickle some meat or eggs.

"Mother Yue, you treat us so well, I don't know what to say. Anyway, I will remember this friendship in my heart, so I won't say those polite words to you."

"Aunt, don't take it to heart. I'm not helping you to make you remember my kindness. I'm just thinking that our men are both working hard for the court in the military camp, and we share the same suffering. There's still no news about Uncle An, and I've been very worried about my husband these past few days. Fighting with bandits, getting injured is a small matter, but if you're not careful, you could even lose your life."

Although Su Wenyue was doing this somewhat for Feng Susu to see, she was really worried about Han Yu, so she couldn't help but shed tears while speaking. That was in front of Aunt Feng, otherwise it would not be appropriate to do this in front of others.

Feng Susu felt sad seeing Su Wenyue like this. Thinking about the suffering she had gone through over the years, she couldn't help but shed tears. After this mutual comfort, Feng Susu felt that the relationship between her and Su Wenyue had become much closer. It was no longer just a relationship of favors like before. It seemed like there was something more and they were closer.

"Don't worry, Yue Niang. Lord Han is such a good man and has abilities. He will definitely come back safely. Don't worry. You still have to take care of the three children. Don't ruin your health." Feng Susu patted Su Wenyue's hand and comforted her.

"Thank you for your good words, aunt. I always hope that my husband can return safely. My children and I cannot live without him. I am not afraid of being laughed at by you. I am just an ordinary woman and cannot be as strong as you."

"Alas, there is nothing I can do about it. The child's father was so good to me when he was at home. I miss him so much that I don't want to lose this thought. Otherwise, my life will be meaningless. I want to tell you my true feelings, Yue Niang. Sometimes I even think it's better not to have any news about the child's father. At least I always have some hope in my heart."

As Feng Susu said this, her face was full of loneliness and longing. She was just an ordinary peasant woman who didn't understand love. She was only thinking about the man who had treated her well and lived with her. She had been searching for him and missing him for more than ten years. It seemed ordinary, but compared to the passionate love of those talented men and beautiful women, it was more delicate, lasting, and touching.

Su Wenyue felt a sense of guilt for no reason when she realized that her actions had brought up Feng Susu's sad story. Although she had no bad intentions and just wanted to take this opportunity to get closer to Feng Susu, in the face of such sincere and simple feelings, such utilitarian thoughts made her feel a little ashamed.

"Okay, aunt, let's not think about these unpleasant things. Since there has been no news from Uncle An for so many years, I believe he must still be alive, waiting to reunite with you somewhere in this world. Even if God sees your unchanging infatuation and obsession, he will not be so cruel. The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold. The pain and suffering you have suffered over the years will one day have a good ending." Su Wenyue's words were not purely consolation, because knowing what happened in the previous life, even if she did not play a role in it, Feng Susu would be reunited with her husband sooner or later.

"How about I take you to Lingyin Temple to worship the Bodhisattva one day. It is said that the Bodhisattva there is very powerful. You see, I gave birth to three children at once. Maybe I can make your wish come true." Su Wenyue suddenly said. She didn't believe these things before, but after living a new life, she began to believe them. Such bizarre things could happen to her. Maybe the Buddha really blessed her and gave her a chance to start over. Moreover, she seemed to have heard in her previous life that Feng Susu and her husband met in a Buddhist temple, but she didn't know which temple it was. It might really be Lingyin Temple.

Su Wenyue originally wanted to let Feng Susu meet her husband later, so that Han Yu could get the greatest benefits and help at the right opportunity. But now she has changed her mind. Seeing Feng Susu's infatuation, she cannot help but feel grateful, and she only hopes that they can be reunited as soon as possible.

But she knew the whereabouts of Feng Susu's husband, but she couldn't say it out loud, otherwise she couldn't explain how she knew it, and people might even suspect she had ulterior motives.

Since Feng Susu's husband could rise to that position from a farmer, he was no simple man. It was not something he could achieve with passion and hard work alone. Just look at Han Yu's days in the military camp and you will know that the military camp is not a place with only passion and brute force. Although luck played a big part in Feng Susu's husband's success, he is by no means a scheming person.

Once she revealed her flaws, not only would all her previous hard work be ruined, but there would also be unpredictable consequences. She could help Feng Susu reunite with her husband earlier, but she could not let this put her in a passive or even dangerous situation, so she could only take Feng Susu to Lingyin Temple to try her luck. If that didn't work, she would look for a suitable opportunity later.

Su Wenyue felt that she was not a good person. She was not one in her previous life, let alone in this life. Everything she did was only for her relatives, friends and family. Everything else had to be put aside. Even if she had feelings for others, her bottom line for helping others was that it would not affect her own life.

Feng Susu was very excited about Su Wenyue's proposal and agreed immediately.

"Then it's settled. When Lord Han comes back, we'll go to Lingyin Temple. I hope the Buddha will bless me and my husband to meet and reunite soon."

"I will."

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After saying this, Feng Susu remembered that she came here not only to express her gratitude, but also for important business.

"By the way, Yue Niang, I came to see you for something else. The idea you came up with last time was a good one. This time, I not only pickled vegetables, but also took some meat to experiment. The meat tasted a little lacking, but the salted eggs tasted very good. I cooked a few and brought them over for you to try and see if there is anything that can be improved."


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