These three little girls were ignorant of the immensity of heaven and earth, and relied on their master's name to rescue themselves from those people.
They know what I have been through, and they don't despise me. They always care about me in every detail, and even speak carefully, for fear of touching on my sad stories.
They would take her out shopping, eating, and visiting flower shops, and they even planned her future for her.
If it weren't for the killers sent by her sister, she might really choose to live with them.
If her parents hadn't sent someone to find her, she might never have returned.
Unfortunately, there is no if.
When bandits entered the town, she and the others got lost. On the way, she met someone her parents had sent to look for her.
That was her former wet nurse, and she found her by asking for her whereabouts along the way.
How ridiculous.
For so many years, they thought she was still on the farm and never visited her once.
It wasn't until many years later that he suddenly felt guilty and sent someone to find her.
Oh.
When I don’t want to look for you, I have been wandering around for so many years without ever visiting you; when I want to look for you, I can find you in two years.
When the wet nurse found her, she hugged her lovingly, expressing her longing for her over the years and her sympathy for her situation.
She is not a fool.
It's clear to see.
They just feel guilty and their concern is just hypocritical.
She didn't say anything and went to find Chunhua and the others.
The wet nurse stopped her.
He threatened her that the group of people had offended the nobles in the capital and she couldn't get involved.
The wet nurse also said that people's hearts are fickle, and if they knew her secret, it would be a disaster sooner or later.
The wet nurse gave earnest instructions, used threats and inducements, and said all the "nice things".
The more she listened, the more frantically the darkness in her heart roared, struggling and crashing, trying to break free from the cage.
She was jumping back and forth between black and white, her thoughts kept jumping back and forth between the two, and she was about to be driven crazy.
But looking at the people in front of her, she gradually calmed down.
The looks in these people's eyes were full of false concern and implicit sarcasm.
Even her former wet nurse is like this, what else can she expect?
That day, the weather was a little gloomy. The wet nurse held her tightly and would not let her leave. That moment seemed very long, so long that she thought of a lot of things. That second was also very short, so short that she did not wait for the burning, killing and looting outside to end before agreeing to go back with the wet nurse.
She cannot escape the Sun family's bloodline.
It is impossible to erase the torture and pain of these years.
You can’t even choose the small and dull life you want.
There is no room for a good person in this world.
Therefore, if she wants to do something, she must be unattainable, an existence that others must look up to. She wants to easily crush to death those who bully her, and make all those who dislike her disappear completely from her sight.
She didn't go to look for Chunhua and the others again.
What did she think at that time?
It’s been a while.
The madness, bloodshed, and power struggles of these years have occupied too much of her mind.
Sun Chanyu watched the pond gradually calm down. The dark green water had become murky due to the recent struggle. But as the noise gradually died down, the dust sank to the bottom of the pool, and the water became clear again.
She seemed to remember.
She thought at that time: Since it was God's will that they rescued me, then the banditry and chaos were also God's will. Whether they can survive depends on God's will, and she will not interfere.
If they survived, she would completely hide what happened to them, make other people who knew about it keep silent, and let them go back to their own lives.
If they unfortunately died, then it would be considered that their fate had ended. She would remember them and the short time they had spent together.
So that day, when they were surrounded, she followed her wet nurse and left.
Her eye sockets were swollen, and warm liquid blurred her vision. She suddenly felt empty inside, as if something was missing. She raised her eyes, letting the tears flow back into them, and her breathing slowly calmed down.
Suddenly, she forced a smile, and that smile was a little bitter.
ha.
They survived.
In the end, it was actually themselves who put them in danger again.
The belated apology was stuck in her chest, making it impossible for her to breathe up or down, just stuck there.
She returned to the capital, wanting only revenge, to take revenge on those people. So she resorted to any means necessary to get close to the emperor, climb up to the position of imperial concubine, and gain his favor.
When Qiao Si returned to Beijing, she tossed and turned.
After these years in the palace, she has long lost her former innocence.
She personally caused the annihilation of the Sun family, whispered in the emperor's ear, and eliminated those who were harmful to her in the harem. She climbed to her current position step by step by relying on ruthlessness.
The princess's return made her wary and unable to sleep. She worried that the princess would attack her after recognizing her. After all, she had helped the emperor kill many loyal officials in the past few years.
So, when Qiao Si and others entered the palace for the first time, she tested her, but Qiao Si acted flawlessly, as if she had never seen her before, and was only wary of her as the legendary demon concubine.
So she hesitated.
She didn't know whether to take action.
After much thought, she decided to leave the matter to fate again.
She begged the emperor to hold a spring hunt.
She knew what Li Xianyu had done, so she just went along with it.
Qiao Si disappeared, and Chunhua and the others went to the woods to look for her.
She sent assassins with one instruction: if they are lucky enough to escape within one stick of incense, let them go.
Later, only one of her people came back, and none of them died.
At that time, she herself couldn't explain why she was happy that the assassination failed.
She decided to let them go.
Until one day, she realized the princess's intention and began to doubt her original judgment.
Qiao Silian can use Li Guanghan, so if he has something on himself, why doesn't he use it on himself?
She once again had murderous intentions.
Fortunately, with the help of the International Assembly, they were eliminated without anyone noticing.
But after they really met again, she saw that they were still the same as before, still retaining that ridiculous kindness. Even at the moment of life and death, they left the chance of survival to others and put themselves in danger.
She suddenly felt a little confused.
This feeling of being in another world made her feel as if she was back in that winter.
Yes, the same season as today.
But their eyes were more defensive.
She looked at them and just found it funny.
How could someone, after all these years, still be so stupid? They didn't even recognize me...
As if a blessing came to her mind, those memories flashed through her mind, and a voice sounded in her heart again:
If God allows you to survive this time, I will never kill you again.
Just treat it as a gamble. Anyway, I have already killed the people I should kill, so I don’t care.
Even if you threaten me with this, it doesn't matter. If you want to do it, then go ahead.
If... you are really lucky and survive...
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