The poison had already penetrated deeply into Ning Shi's brain by then.
She gradually couldn't tell the difference between Aning and Axuan.
She mistakenly thought that Li Yi had changed his mind.
She became paranoid and refused to listen to others.
She only thought that she was Aning, and had no memory of being Axuan in her mind. She only had the memory of being Aning, a bystander, witnessing Li Yi and Axuan together.
She never doubted why she could always see Li Yi and A Xuan getting along.
She just took it for granted that Li Yi had betrayed her.
However, in fact.
They are the ones who celebrate Chinese Valentine's Day together.
They are the ones who face each other day and night.
They were also the ones who agreed to return in triumph.
However, Ning Shi’s memory was all confused.
She only knew that Ayi was in love with Axuan and that they were a perfect match.
But he was unwilling to give her the same tender love.
…
Li Yi had actually said goodbye to her on the day he left.
But she thought that Li Yi left her without saying a word and eloped with A Xuan.
She chased him to the city gate and begged him not to leave her.
Why go with "her"?
Li Yi had to leave because of military orders.
But looking at Ning Shi's appearance, I was worried that she might be sick. She had been talking nonsense from time to time recently.
But he has been busy with support work recently and has neglected Ning Shi a lot.
He was filled with heartache.
But military orders could not be disobeyed, so he could only leave with the team.
Before leaving, I was still thinking about her.
He felt that his Aning's memory was not very good.
She had forgotten what she had just said the moment before.
When he said it the second time without getting tired of it, she would frown and get angry again, asking him if he talked to others like that.
Inexplicable.
But he always gave in first.
Because I don't want her to feel insecure.
Li Yi, who was hurrying along with the team, was thinking in his mind and wrote a letter to tell his grandmother to take Ning Shi to see a doctor.
But later, when the letter was sent out, he was about to die.
At that time, Ning Shi, who was watching Li Yi's departing back, had already been blinded by the groundless hatred and only wanted to take revenge on that scumbag and bitch.
At that time, she only felt that her former lover was an enemy who betrayed her...
When he died.
She was standing on the hill opposite the military camp, watching his dying struggle coldly.
When he was dying, he seemed to sense something and looked in her direction.
It's just that they are too far apart.
There is already an unbridgeable gap between them.
…
Li Yi is dead.
At that time, Ning Shi felt that it was not enough.
The one called Axuan is not dead yet.
In her consciousness, she didn't feel that Axuan and she were the same person at all.
So, it was natural for her to find "A Xuan" and watch "her" drink the poison.
When the poison took effect, chance struck.
She finally remembered Axuan's existence.
At the same time, she also thought of Li Yi, whom she killed.
She broke down...
She wanted to find him immediately, even if it was just a corpse...
However, she had a splitting headache and could hardly move.
In great pain, she thought sadly: It's better to die like this, it's all her own fault...
She felt that the tearing pain was not enough, so she drank another bottle of poison, intending to be buried with him.
I don’t know whether God is too kind or too cruel.
Ning Shi did not die.
The poisons in her body repelled each other and formed a harmonious form.
It didn't kill her, but it destroyed her memory.
She is crazy.
She doesn't remember who she is.
I don't even remember where I came from.
She only knew that she was looking for someone, someone who was very important to her.
However, she had forgotten everything about that person.
She wandered around in a daze.
Searching aimlessly.
She can't tell the good guys from the bad guys.
I listened to Qian Yousheng's words and was bullied by him and the servants in his mansion...
…
Ning Shi took the relic left to her by Li Yi, and in an instant, many memories flashed through her mind.
A great pain washed over her.
She kept jumping back and forth between the painful experiences of the past two years and the memory of when she killed Li Yi.
She tried her best to calm down, but she could only hold her head and scream in pain.
Bits and pieces of these years...
Every scene pricked her nerves, making her immersed in it and unable to extricate herself.
she……
Killing the person who loved me the most with my own hands...
They were so close at that time, and she just watched him coldly as he gradually became motionless...
Ning Shi's sudden madness scared everyone in the yard at that time.
Ning Shi had never been so crazy before.
Lanxiang was extremely anxious.
She went to ask the second young lady for help, but all she got was a reply of "wait and see what happens".
Ning Shi went crazy for a whole day.
The next morning.
She soberly asked Li Yi's comrades to take her to Li Yi's grave.
I don’t know if it’s a causal cycle.
Li Yi's tomb is on the mountain where Ning Shi was staying at that time.
After Ning Shi found Li Yi, he committed suicide.
He used his comrade's sword and committed suicide in front of his grave.
She died beside him.
After years of searching, she finally found him...
“Her body has been buried there.
The second young lady asked me to pack up her belongings and burn them all for her.
This letter was just handed to me by the second young lady.
It was originally meant for Xiaoshi, but she passed away so suddenly that she didn’t have time to read it.”
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