228, I am pleased with you
228, I am pleased with you
“I, I…”
"Ming Fei, I have been attracted to you for a long time."
Two voices rang out at the same time, but Zhao Lang's voice was a step faster than his, finishing the entire sentence. When Lu Mingfei heard Zhao Lang's confession to him, his mind exploded again, almost blowing his brain unconscious.
Although he had been mentally prepared and knew what Zhao Lang wanted to say to him, when he actually heard Zhao Lang say that he liked him, he was still very surprised and a little doubtful that he had heard it wrong.
In fact, he didn't hear wrong.
This was the first time in his two lifetimes that a person of the same sex confessed to him.
However, what surprised him even more was that he found that apart from his heart beating a little faster, he did not feel any aversion or disgust towards Zhao Lang's liking for him.
He turned his head slightly and met Zhao Lang's eyes.
The two of them were so close that he could smell the other person's scent, which was a pleasant and familiar woody scent.
At this moment, Lu Mingfei was still in the mood to recall a sentence he had heard a long time ago, which said that if you like someone, you first like the smell of the other person; the liking of two people starts from the mutual attraction of their breath.
Or perhaps, it is because they are too familiar and accustomed to each other's existence that leads to this illusion?
Zhao Lang opened up a little distance between them, his deep and profound eyes staring straight at the person so close. He clearly saw the shock and panic in the boy's eyes, and then he looked at him calmly.
The two people looked at each other, neither of them avoiding the other's gaze.
"Mingfei, what about you? Can you accept my love for you?" After deciding to express his feelings for Lu Mingfei today, Zhao Lang was already prepared for the other party to sever all ties and contacts with him.
However, only he himself knew how nervous he was at that moment, and how afraid he was that the person he liked would really be disgusted with him and cut off all contact with him.
The two of them stared at each other for a long moment before Lu Mingfei slowly calmed his pounding heart. He stared at the man in front of him without a flicker of his gaze, and asked him seriously, "Zhao Lang, do you know what you were talking to me about today?"
"I know."
"Have you ever thought that if I reject you today, we might not even be able to be ordinary friends."
"I have thought about it."
Zhao Lang gripped the armrests with both hands, gripping them even harder. His eyes were fixed on Lu Jieyuan, who was held in his arms, as if this method would prevent the man in front of him from escaping. "But, can you?"
"What's your answer?" He was still obsessed with Lu Mingfei's answer. No matter what the answer was, he still wanted a result.
Lu Mingfei noticed Zhao Lang's nervousness and the things in his eyes. At that moment, he suddenly felt a little afraid to look Zhao Lang in the eye, because he was sure from the other person's eyes that this person really liked him.
In his two lives, apart from a girl he had once liked in kindergarten and wanted to take her home as his sister, he had never really liked anyone. Naturally, he had never developed feelings for anyone of the same sex beyond friendship. This was the first time a same-sex friend had said they liked him.
At this time, he had to start facing up to Zhao Lang's feelings and love for him, and whether he could accept Zhao Lang's love for him.
In fact, the two of them have been good friends for so many years and are not very suitable for a romantic relationship. Because once they start to get involved in a relationship, if things go wrong, they might not even be able to be friends anymore.
Moreover, the relationship between two men, no matter what era, is destined to be unacceptable to family and the world. If he wants to be with a man, will his family agree? Will Zhao Lang's family agree?
Although Zhao Lang had been in Jingdu Prefecture for so many years, he had never forgotten that he wanted to return to Beijun. When he returned to Beijun, Zhao Lang would be the prince of Dingwang Mansion, and Dingwang Mansion would never allow Zhao Lang to marry a man.
Moreover, Zhao Lang had asked him not long ago if he wanted to live with him in Beijun if he ever returned there. At that time, his answer was that he didn't know.
He had already passed the provincial and metropolitan examinations. Once he passed the metropolitan examinations, the next step would be the palace examinations. As long as he passed the metropolitan examinations, passing the palace examinations would be a sure thing. Once he passed the imperial examinations, he would enter the court as an official. At that time, he might not be able to stay in Kyoto Prefecture, and he might be sent down by the emperor to serve as an official in the provinces.
Therefore, if these two are truly together, then all of these issues standing between them are very real and must be considered. Unless they are simply treating this relationship as a joke, dating for a while, and then breaking up if things become incompatible or if they encounter irreconcilable conflicts, without thinking about the long term, then they still need to consider these practical issues.
Zhao Lang saw the hesitation and consideration on Lu Mingfei's face, but he didn't see any disgust or aversion towards him. This made him feel relieved and a little more courageous. He grabbed the boy's hand and asked, "What are you worried about?"
"I have a lot to worry about," Lu Mingfei said, looking up at Zhao Lang with helplessness in his eyes. However, he also knew that since Zhao Lang had confessed his feelings to him today, he was probably prepared for the possibility of not being able to be friends if they couldn't be lovers.
He himself must be reluctant to lose such a good friend of many years, right?
"Tell me what you want, and we'll find a solution together." Zhao Lang looked at the person in front of him nervously.
When Lu Mingfei discovered that even Zhao Lang, a cocky guy, could be nervous, he suddenly laughed and felt less nervous. He looked at the overly handsome face in front of him and thought, if it was this face, this person, then it wouldn't be a problem.
He had to admit that every time he saw the young master's face, he was a little bewitched by his looks.
"When did you start thinking about me like this?"
"Just... a long time ago."
"A long time ago?"
Zhao Lang lowered his head when asked, avoiding Lu Jieyuan's scrutinizing gaze. After a while, he raised his head again, not avoiding Lu Jieyuan's gaze, and said "hmm" seriously, "A long time, a long time."
"How long?" Lu Mingfei had to figure out this question.
"I can't remember." Zhao Lang blinked and said.
How could Lu Mingfei not understand this person? He knew at a glance that Zhao Lang was not telling the truth.
But, looking at this handsome face that was so close that he could touch it, he couldn't help but raise his hand to touch the young master's handsome face. He thought about it, if he accepted Zhao Lang's love... Then he asked a question: "Do you know what kind of relationship I want?"
"What kind of relationship do you want?" After realizing that what Lu Mingfei said was not a rejection of him, Zhao Lang felt great hope in his heart.
"What I want is a lifelong partner. I cannot tolerate any sand in my eyes. If we are together, I will not allow you to have another person besides me, nor will I allow you to get married and have children. You have to think carefully before making a decision." Lu Mingfei gave the choice to Zhao Lang.
Compared to his family's understanding and worldly views, as well as the separation they will face in the future, he actually found that he cared more about Zhao Lang's attitude towards him, as well as his attitude and determination towards the relationship between the two of them.
If this person must be him, and likes him to the point that he will never find a woman to marry or have children in the future, then he can accept Zhao Lang's love.
Moreover, at this time Lu Mingfei had to face a problem, that is, Zhao Lang was also a very special person and a very special existence to him.
Compared to marrying a woman he had never met twice, sleeping in the same bed with her and doing intimate things... he could actually accept Zhao Lang more. After all, they grew up together and had slept in the same bed countless times. He was more accustomed to Zhao Lang's presence.
Sometimes, liking and habit are feelings that are difficult to define.
After he finished speaking, Zhao Lang said "Okay" without any hesitation or pause.
"Are you sure?" Lu Mingfei looked at the person in front of him and couldn't help but laugh.
"I'm sure." As he said these three words, Zhao Lang lowered his head and kissed Lu Jieyuan on the lips. This was the first time he kissed someone he loved, and the awkward kiss was clumsy and tentative.
When Lu Mingfei realized that Zhao Lang was kissing him, he was stunned for a moment and then took the initiative to respond to the kiss.
This was the first time they kissed each other. When their soft lips touched, they were both addicted to this strange yet intimate gesture...
The auras of the two people intertwined and merged together.
When the kiss ended, both of them were breathing unsteadily.
One of Zhao Lang's hands had already fallen from the armrest to Lu Jieyuan's lower back, and the other hand was clasping Lu Jieyuan's neck, while he himself remained in a bent-over standing position.
Lu Mingfei also noticed that Zhao Lang had been standing in this position for a long time, and he couldn't help laughing. He asked him, "Aren't you tired standing like this?"
"tired!"
As soon as Zhao Lang finished speaking, he pulled up Lu Jieyuan who was sitting, and took his place at the bottom, then hugged Lu Jieyuan in his arms.
Lu Mingfei felt dizzy and the two of them changed positions. He was half lying in Zhao Lang's arms, with his butt sitting on the other's sensitive part.
Both of them were men, and they knew very well what that place was.
"I can go to the seat over there..." Sit!
Before he could utter the last word, his chin was pinched by a hand, turning his face to the side. Then a handsome face enlarged in front of him. The owner of the handsome face directly blocked his lips with his own lips, and swallowed the last word "sit" into his mouth. Author's words: Thank you Bole 9492239 (9492239) for your support. Kisses! To know more exciting content, please leave me a message on Liancheng Reading.
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