Chapter 116 114. The crystallization of love
Bai Shihan's mind went blank and her fists were clenched tightly. Only then did she notice that Lin Xinyu beside her was always secretly rubbing against her shoulder from time to time. Like a frightened rabbit, she immediately distanced herself from him.
Kong Yu also left sensibly and did not continue to disturb the two's private space.
The two of them didn't walk very fast. The path was very quiet at night, and even the movements around them could be heard clearly.
I used to always follow him home, but recently I have gotten into the habit of holding his clothes. It has gradually become a habit, and when I realized I wanted to change it, I found it very difficult.
As for the environment, the little girl didn't care at all. The only thing she cared about was that she could walk home with him, which made her feel particularly comfortable.
Looking down at his shadow, the black shadows were already leaning against each other, and I wondered inexplicably, what would it feel like if I really got into his arms like his shadow? Would it be as comfortable as holding hands? What would it feel like to melt into the other person's body?
She really wanted to try it, but now she didn't dare and could only fantasize about it in her mind.
"Why do you always like looking at shadows?"
Lin Xinyu suddenly asked such a question, which made Bai Shihan panic instantly, fearing that her little secret would be discovered by him.
"No, no, I don't know."
She lowered her head and dared not look at him. Suddenly, she remembered what he said. Whenever she lied, she would not dare to look him in the eye. Now, if she lowered her head, wouldn't it be the same as admitting it herself?
So the little girl forced herself to look up again, and looked into his eyes with a red face. Even so, her face was still full of guilt.
She doesn't know how to disguise herself and can only try her best, and often this effect is the most adorable.
"Okay, okay, I know you didn't lie to me."
"I didn't lie..."
Bai Shihan said angrily, as if she had been wronged and deliberately disguised herself. At least in her opinion, she would be able to perfectly deceive the other party this time.
"Yes, yes, you never lied to me."
"right."
She could stop blushing and her heart from beating fast, which was the biggest improvement.
Lin Xinyu stopped, and she had no choice but to listen, otherwise she would bump into his back. Although the little girl wanted to do so, she still resisted the urge and controlled her temper.
"What's so fun about a shadow? Am I not right in front of you?"
Hearing this, Bai Shihan opened her mouth unconsciously, as if she had heard something incredible.
In summary, it seems that -
Stop playing with shadows. What’s fun about shadows? If you want to play, play with me.
At this moment, the little girl admitted that she was indeed more than a little moved. The pressure that had originally been generated in her heart had now inexplicably disappeared, and all she could do was try every means to control herself and not be too impulsive.
"No, you can't."
"I know, we are good friends."
Lin Xinyu looked at her, and every time it was his gentle words that made her want to hold his hand and hug him, and every time it was with such a bewitching feeling.
"Don't get me wrong. I just want to say that as your good friend, if you get bored studying shadows one day, it's not impossible to study in person."
Bai Shihan nodded, her pretty face blushing, and she probably knew what the other party was planning.
He didn't continue talking, but continued to walk in front and lead the way. The reason why she liked to follow behind was entirely because only at this time could the other party not stare at her, as if creating an atmosphere, an atmosphere of 'I'm not looking at you now, even if you peek, I can't catch you'.
This feeling is very good. At least she can feel involved. It is not like in the classroom, where she has to observe carefully before peeking to make sure he is not looking at her, so she peeks, but ends up being caught by him every time. There is really no experience at all.
If she follows him from behind, even if he suddenly stops to look at her, she will have a reason to respond, because she is looking at the road ahead and he is right in front of her, so their eyes meet and it is not a peek.
"Lin, Lin Xinyu..."
"Look, calling you that will distance us again. You should call me Xinyu. That's the way good friends should address each other, don't you understand, Shihan?"
"knew."
"Tell me, what do you want from me?"
"I, I want to ask you, if my parents force me not to go to Zhejiang University in the future, what should I do..."
The little girl asked about the concerns that had been on her mind for a long time.
This was something she had not dared to say out loud for a long time. It must be because she felt that the other party was reliable recently that she felt relieved to say it out loud.
"It's normal. No parent doesn't like their children. They may have their own ideas. Even so, you can't erase what you want. You should learn to express yourself and tell them no. Let me give you a very simple example. I want to kiss you now. Will you kiss me obediently?"
"No, I won't..."
Why was he like this? They were clearly talking fine, but out of nowhere he brought up wanting to kiss her. How could he ask her such a question?
Bai Shihan herself didn't know whether she would agree or not. The only thing she understood was that if the other party forced herself, she might not have any means of counterattack and would not know what to do.
"Right, you can reject me, so how can you not know how to reject others? People are born with their own rights. You have to know how to reject others so that others won't take it for granted. You are just soft-hearted."
"Um……"
The little girl didn't know how to respond and could only remain silent, responding from time to time to prove that she was listening.
Even so, I was still a little surprised by what he said. After thinking about it for a while, I could understand. No wonder he always looked rebellious, fearless, and seemed not to listen to anyone. Every time I went to peek, he always seemed to be having a great time.
According to observation, the only thing that seems to make him unhappy is studying. However, recently, Lin Xinyu seems not to be as passive in studying as before, and she also knows why.
"Don't be depressed. This is a simple question. Do you think you live for yourself or for others?"
"Own."
"Look, you know it, too."
Lin Xinyu was happy with what she said: "Right, you see, you also know that it is not easy to live this time, of course, for yourself, for your ultimate goal? It must be to find someone you get along well with to live with, get up together, brush your teeth together, work together, watch the sunset together, play together, and produce a child full of love together..."
"Is that really the case?"
"That's absolutely true. I swear, if I lie to you, I will never be able to find a wife again."
Bai Shihan was a little panicked. What should she do if she couldn't find her wife?
How could you make such a vicious oath!
She admitted that she was indeed moved.
I feel uncomfortable in my stomach. I mentioned it in the group this afternoon. Please forgive me for my slow typing. There is one more chapter that hurts my stomach so much that I will make up for it the next day. Love you~
(End of this chapter)
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