Chapter 181 179. The socially anxious girl starts to cling to others (please subscribe)
Song Jiali couldn't bear to see Bai Shihan feel wronged. Just from her aggrieved look, one could tell that the little girl really liked Lin Xinyu.
"Just tomorrow, I'll tell your father."
“Thank you, Auntie!!”
You can tell the girl's mood just from her words.
The dark clouds were slowly blown away by the wind. Perhaps it was a psychological effect, but I felt that the sky had returned to its previous clear state.
Bai Shihan was called into the room to talk. Lin Xinyu was sitting in the living room. He had no intention of eavesdropping, but he could guess that he was about to be separated from the little girl.
Judging from their recent interactions, not to mention her, even Lin Xinyu felt a little reluctant to leave.
Lin Xinyu had already made plans for the three-month summer vacation, so it was impossible for him not to meet her.
He knew that summer vacation might be a time to relax for young boys and girls who had just graduated from high school, but for Bai Shihan, she might have to study every day or help out at home. Now that Bai Wenjie was here, at least she didn't have to worry for now. That brother-in-law was quite reliable.
The little girl is timid, but that doesn't mean Bai Wenjie is not courageous. Every time his sister is criticized, he is the first one to jump up and get angry. Even if it is his father, he will simply threaten to do nothing unless the father stops being mean to his sister.
There is only one boy in the family, and almost everything is left to Bai Wenjie to take care of, so I can only listen to and do what he says.
It's not the so-called preference for boys over girls. The reality is that Bai Shihan is weak in character and dares not resist. She also envies her brother for being able to refute boldly and even go against their father in person, but she just can't do it and can only endure it silently. That's why she has developed an autistic mentality. Whenever something happens, she will think of hiding herself in her inner world and not allowing anyone to communicate.
Now, the world has him.
"Xinyu."
Song Jiali came out of the bedroom and waited until she got close to Lin Xinyu before she called out his name in a low voice.
"What's wrong, Auntie? Are you leaving today?"
"Tomorrow, she won't want to leave you."
Seeing Song Jiali's expression, Lin Xinyu deliberately lowered his voice when chatting with her. The two spoke in a very low voice, for fear of being heard by Bai Shihan in the bedroom.
"Thank you, Auntie."
Lin Xinyu knew that it must be his aunt who helped, otherwise the little girl would probably have to leave tonight.
Seeing the boy smiling, even though Song Jiali didn't want to admit it, she had to say that she was already very satisfied just seeing the two of them getting along happily.
I watched the grown-up girl find a boy she liked. The boy was very sensible and would always consider the other person's thoughts. When cooking and talking, his various behaviors were exactly the same as those of an adult male. He was even better than many adults.
So, she was very relieved.
After hesitating for a long time, I finally made a decision.
"Xinyu, Auntie wants to ask, can you stay and accompany her tonight..."
Girls are most sensitive at night. She was afraid that the little girl would be sad alone in the dark. After all, they would be separated tomorrow afternoon, not to mention that Bai Shihan was a girl with a particularly fragile heart.
I finally fell in love with someone, and I should have enjoyed the holidays to my heart's content, but in the end, we have to separate...
"Sure, Auntie, don't worry, I won't do anything out of line."
"Auntie believes in you."
Lin Xinyu felt embarrassed by what he said.
I have no idea how many nights I have slept here. Every time, I would clear away all the clothes on the hangers before Song Jiali came, for fear of being discovered. This time, it was the other party who took the initiative to ask for it, and the sneaky mentality disappeared instantly, and only felt that it was natural.
After Song Jiali left, the little girl dared to come out of the bedroom. She looked calmly in the direction where Lin Xinyu was, and their eyes met. She was not as scared as usual.
"Will we always have this kind of relationship?"
"What are you talking about?" Lin Xinyu stood up and walked towards Bai Shihan. After unlocking the hug achievement, the two of them hugged each other without any scruples. He gently stroked her back, "We will always have this kind of relationship. It will only get better and better, not worse. There will be a day when you will ask to be my wife."
“No way…”
"So do you want to be my wife?"
"It's a little difficult..."
The little girl did not refuse this time. She was very afraid that if she failed to achieve her goal, she would not be able to be his wife. She could only express her thoughts a little bit. Just a little bit was enough to relax her. She did not want to think too much, as that would be very tiring.
Lin Xinyu just found it funny.
The Bai Shihan he likes is like this. Even if she thinks about it in her heart, she will consider other people's feelings.
Not only does she want to get married, she also wants to get blessings from everyone, including her parents, aunt, brother, and so on. Only with blessings will the little girl be willing to marry him with peace of mind.
"It's okay, I will try my best to marry you."
"But, it may take a long time..."
"Then I will continue to achieve my goal and marry you home in style."
"I trust you."
She originally wanted to say that she would work hard with her, but she knew that if she said that, the bad guys would definitely take the opportunity to bully her, so she gave up the idea.
Bai Shihan was still the same. No matter how unrealistic his words sounded to others, she chose to believe them.
For the little girl, her high school life would have been extremely boring just like her junior high school life, where she would be either studying or reviewing every day.
Ever since I met Lin Xinyu, I have been unlocking new achievements every day together with him.
In addition, either he held her hand or he touched her head and hugged her. In Bai Shihan's opinion, this might be the best time in her high school life.
The little girl cherishes the present moment very much. She feels that she is extremely lucky. With Lin Xinyu's arrival, she has learned many things that she has never tried before.
"Shihan, will you miss me?"
"A little bit……"
Bai Shihan's pretty face flushed, and she leaned quietly in her arms shyly.
"Want to go out for a walk?"
"good."
Under the bright white moon, many people go out at night, some are just getting off work, and some are graduating students who have just finished the college entrance examination.
Lin Xinyu led the way in front, and Bai Shihan held her hand and followed slowly behind.
The two of them didn't go far, and walked along the path towards the lakeside of the park next to them.
It is only early summer now, and the gentle breeze blowing in your face is refreshing and gentle, with a hint of coolness.
The little girl wore a long skirt to cover her slender legs. She was not deliberately trying to protect Lin Xinyu, but she changed it when the other party reminded her. She didn't want to have red spots from mosquito bites on her beautiful legs.
He had never kissed her before, so how could he let those annoying mosquitoes kiss him? It was impossible to think about it.
To be on the safe side, Lin Xinyu also asked Bai Shihan to wear white silk stockings, mainly for better protection.
The moonlight was reflected on the lake, and the starry sky appeared in it with a crescent moon, forming a beautiful and natural picture. In this unique situation, Lin Xinyu put his hand on the little girl's shoulder like a good brother.
"Honey, isn't this place beautiful?"
Bai Shihan was obviously enjoying the beautiful scene and nodded: "Hmm..."
Lin Xinyu was very happy, and lowered his head as if he had gotten a great advantage: "You agree to be my wife?"
"Not my wife!"
After realizing what was happening, the girl blushed, but still refused to be called that as usual.
"Tsk, how stingy."
Although she is not his wife, the little girl's action can be regarded as an indirect acknowledgement. She leans quietly on his shoulder. Which couple would not do this?
I don’t know how much time had passed before Bai Shihan looked up and admired the beautiful moonlight. It would be a lie to say she wasn’t happy to have the person she loved by her side.
"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight."
The girl sighed heartily.
Lin Xinyu touched her head and whispered softly in her ear, "Do you know what the next sentence is?"
Bai Shihan shook her head, not quite understanding what he meant.
Then you can hear what he said next: "The next sentence is, I don't know how much I like you."
At this moment, the little girl's cheeks seemed to be burned by fire. She obviously didn't want to express this meaning, but when she heard these words from his mouth, it seemed as if she really wanted to say it to the boy.
I lowered my head, not daring to meet his gaze. Even my legs started to feel weak. Fortunately, there was a lounge nearby, which alleviated the pain.
Lin Xinyu did not force her to do anything. Seeing that she wanted to rest, he took her hand and sat in the lounge.
There was no other sound around except the chirping of insects.
The little girl likes this kind of time very much, quiet and without any noise or noise, just sitting next to the person she loves and staying with him.
"The gift for marrying you shouldn't be cheap."
Bai Shihan raised her head and looked at him nervously. She didn't understand what Lin Xinyu meant by suddenly saying this.
When she thought of her aunt, she started to worry because of the bride price issue and she didn't know how many men had changed. She was also afraid that Lin Xinyu would give up after knowing it. The little girl didn't distrust him, but she didn't trust herself. She always thought that she was not good and Lin Xinyu was the best person in the world.
Pinching the hem of her skirt, she felt a little sad, but she couldn't help but want to tell him that she was working hard to save up the betrothal gift and would definitely make sure he couldn't marry her.
But the girl was unsure. She didn’t know how long it would take her to save up enough money, and she might not be able to save enough money in her entire lifetime. But she didn’t want to give up and wanted to wait for him forever.
"What are you thinking? Are you worried that I'll find it too expensive and then stop wanting you to be my wife?"
"No, it isn't."
She bit her lip, not knowing how to explain to him. From childhood to adulthood, the little girl had always been submissive and speechless. As long as the suggestions were made, she would do it after a little consideration. She did not dare to refuse or try to keep someone, and she was also afraid of being rejected.
The more I thought about it, the sadder I felt.
He lowered his head and didn't dare to look at the other person.
"Just say whatever you want to say. If you keep your thoughts to yourself, no one will know. You should speak out boldly so that I can know what you are thinking."
"I, I...I will try my best."
"What are you working hard for?"
"Don't guess!"
This is Bai Shihan's personality. She always denies herself at the most critical moment.
Lin Xinyu reached out and held her in his arms. The girl did not dodge, but let him stroke her head, peacefully enjoying what she thought was a short time.
"I mean, no matter how expensive you are, I will marry you home. If there really is a price, I don't know how happy I will be. In my heart, you are a priceless treasure, and you can't be measured by a price at all. If there is a price, then isn't it a huge bargain for me?"
"If your father is making things difficult, I will add a lot of zeros to him and let him know that I will not marry anyone other than her daughter in this lifetime."
"If love doesn't last until the end, it will only make people hate it. I hate the kind of love that breaks up halfway, such as parents breaking up a couple, or the heroine in a melodrama getting cancer and dying. The two were supposed to be together, but ended up breaking up due to various problems. I think the person who designed this kind of plot has a problem with his brain!"
"It's because I hate this kind of thing that I won't let it happen."
"And the most important thing is, don't always listen to what others say. You have to look at it yourself and do it yourself. Express directly what you want and what you don't want, even if that person is your father. If it's something you don't want, reject it."
Holding Bai Shihan in his arms, sitting in the pavilion, Lin Xinyu said a lot. He didn't want the little girl to return to her original state because of their short separation.
There was no one near the park.
The girl listened to the boy's speech, and as she listened, she slowly moved from the stool into his arms.
She was originally sitting on a stool, and first she slowly raised her legs, and her beautiful white silk fell on the boy's legs. Not long after, the whole big cat sat down with her arms around each other, turning her face to the side and listening quietly to his heartbeat.
The familiar and pleasant smell of milk wafted into Lin Xinyu's nose.
This smells better than anything else.
Not only the girls, but even the boys felt that something was not right. The girl who would normally blush when holding hands outside, now sat completely in his arms. This thing that was completely impossible to happen before, now actually became a reality before his eyes.
Has the socially anxious girl become bolder?
"Shihan, is this what good friends should do?"
"Um……"
"Sure enough, we are the best of friends."
Bai Shihan did not continue to respond to him. She wrapped her arms around his neck. She did not dare to move too much, fearing that the other party would have another reaction that she was not aware of. She sat quietly, enjoying the smell of his body.
The girl understood what love meant, but there were still many things she didn't understand. She wanted to figure it all out with him, and only when she knew everything would she dare to continue with him.
The person you like also likes you, which must be the most incredible thing in the world.
She really liked staying in his arms, something she had only thought about before, or only dared to do when the lights in the bedroom were off.
We were by the lake, the wind was icy cold, luckily there was no one around, otherwise it would have been really embarrassing...
Ever since she knew that Lin Xinyu would only scare her but not do any excessive actions like fighting, Bai Shihan was no longer afraid of him. Not only was she not afraid, she also liked him very much and sometimes even had the courage to bully him.
I just want to be with him, and give him everything I have.
The girl herself didn't expect it.
It's getting more and more clingy...
(End of this chapter)
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