For Bai Shihan, who has always been alone, she knows very well that having one more friend is something beyond common sense.
How should we get along with each other?
Do you need to pay attention to his emotions every day?
He always likes to eat. Does he like snacks very much?
After Bai Shihan finished her studies every day, she might lie down on the table to simply relax her mind.
It’s different now. She obviously has one more thing to do than before.
Then prepare more snacks next time.
How could Lin Xinyu have imagined what Bai Shihan was thinking at that time? The only thing he knew clearly was that his deskmate was a top student, so why was there so much food in the drawer?
Foodie? Want to replenish your energy and study when you are hungry?
"I noticed that your drawer is like a treasure bag."
The fact was just as he said, no matter when, as long as he asked her for food, she would always be able to take out various foods for him like magic, and each time they were different.
If there is one thing that never changes, it's the candies in the drawer.
"Treasure bag?"
"That's the blue fat guy, haven't you seen him?"
"without……"
"So what animation have you watched?"
"Book?"
How pitiful...
This is Lin Xinyu’s impression of her. Are there still children who have never watched cartoons?
Bai Shihan was even more curious at this time. Every time she could hear a lot of things from him that she had never known, and she suddenly felt that the world was full of mysteries.
"Um... could you please stop sleeping in class?"
Seeing that the other party was still planning to continue the conversation, Bai Shihan gave him a weak reminder.
It's not that she's nosy, but because he said that he wanted to be friends with her. The little girl's concept of friends is to help each other, so she said that.
Hearing this, Lin Xinyu was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly: "Sorry, I want to, but I can't control it."
Bai Shihan didn't answer him because she didn't know how to answer.
If I argue back and force him not to sleep, my friends will definitely dislike me, right?
After all, I have never made friends, so I have no experience in this area.
So she was silent for a few seconds, and finally chose to compromise, and said to him softly: "Then...if you really can't control yourself, can you go back to sleep?"
"Can't control yourself and keep sleeping?"
Lin Xinyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry. After hearing what she said, he suddenly realized that this girl's heart was very pure, even innocent. She had never watched cartoons and knew nothing about it.
It is very likely that he only knows how to study. After all, he has no friends around him and goes to and from school alone every day.
In this situation, if he had met a bad guy, he would have been kidnapped long ago. How could he have grown up safely until now?
Lin Xinyu was also curious about her, but his thoughts quickly changed. At that time, his mind was full of how to have fun in high school, and he didn't notice that Bai Shihan was also curious about him.
When he grew up, he realized that this silly classmate who had always been by his side had actually liked him.
Of course, this is a story for later.
At this moment, Lin Xinyu was completely unaware of it and was just feeling curious.
Just when I was thinking about making friends with her, Kong Yu called me to the bathroom to relax.
Every time this happened, Bai Shihan would frown. She didn't like those smells, and the candies in the drawer were there to cover up the bad taste in her mouth.
Is there any way to make him not hate himself, not have to go to the toilet, and still be able to listen to the class?
Bai Shihan today has no social experience at all, nor any skills in handling complex relationships. She only knows how to do things according to her own ideas, which is why she looks a little silly.
This may be the legendary silly cuteness.
Although they were deskmates, Lin Xinyu always kept a distance from Bai Shihan.
He did this on purpose, not wanting others to misunderstand him.
In this era where it costs nothing to spread rumors, Lin Xinyu does not want to arouse others' suspicion because of some boring things.
What's more, most boys in school are simple-minded and often care about such ambiguous rumors, so Lin Xinyu also tries his best to avoid being too close to Bai Shihan.
However, his deliberate alienation caused the little girl to misunderstand that he did not want to be friends with her.
The communication between the two is limited to when one of them wants snacks, the other will put the snacks on the table, or when one of them wants homework to be copied, the other will say that it is not a good idea but will still hand the homework to the other.
The two of them got along in this way, which was actually quite pleasant, especially Lin Xinyu, who would occasionally discuss some popular things outside the school with Bai Shihan.
She felt bad at first, but then she slowly discovered that the other party did not delay her study time. On the contrary, he always chatted with her when she was resting, which made her relax involuntarily.
Over time, even though Bai Shihan had no friends, she had already regarded Lin Xinyu as her only friend in her heart. It was just that she was shy and didn't know how to express it.
You can only start with other things.
For example, I gradually gave him more problem-solving ideas in his homework, helped him write down the physics and chemistry formulas he didn't know, or gave him prepared water to drink when he was feeling uncomfortable or tired.
These behaviors were not noticed by many people because they were deskmates and sat in the corner of the last row in the class.
All this made Bai Shihan realize that she had gained a new friend.
This feeling...
Good.
The best thing is that he seems to have been studying hard recently and sleeps less in class. The unpleasant smell on his body has also decreased a lot compared to before, but it only occurs intermittently and he has not completely quit it.
Despite this, Bai Shihan felt very relieved. After all, her good friend was indeed developing in the good direction she had hoped for.
But when he was in the first half of his senior year, he seemed to become a little different?
Bai Shihan couldn't tell exactly what had changed, but in short, he had become better than before. The only thing that annoyed him was that he would always say some inexplicable things from time to time.
Either she would ask her whether she thought someone from the next class was pretty, or she would ask how she looked.
How could she know whether he was good-looking or not, but the only thing that was clear was that Lin Xinyu was indeed good-looking, sunny, handsome, and exuded a clean temperament. It would be even better if he could change those bad habits.
But why would he ask if the girls in the next class were pretty?
Bai Shihan herself couldn't explain what this feeling was.
She only knew that every time Lin Xinyu asked her these questions, her face was always red, her heart was beating non-stop, and for a moment she even felt difficulty breathing.
This feeling is like secretly liking someone but being afraid of being discovered. When the secret hidden deep in your heart is revealed, you will feel an indescribable tension and fear.
She didn't know it at first, as she had seen these expressions in books. It was only later that she gradually understood the meaning of these words.
So after hearing Lin Xinyu talking about the girl from the next class, I don't know why, but I always felt a little unhappy. I even disliked him and didn't want to pay attention to him.
The little girl is a very self-disciplined person. No matter what happens, as long as it is not a special situation, it will never affect her studies. Therefore, her grades have always been very stable and she has always been the first in the grade.
Despite this, she still disliked Lin Xinyu.
So the next time the other party asked her for snacks, she said something she had never expected.
"No, there's nothing to eat..."
"No food? Then I'll go buy some. What do you want to eat? I'll go downstairs and bring it to you."
Lin Xinyu didn't think much about it. He just thought that Bai Shihan was hungry, so she ate all the snacks. He often ate her food, so it would be a bit unreasonable for him not to buy some at this time.
Who knew Bai Shihan shook her head.
"I don't want to eat."
Bai Shihan's voice was soft, yet extremely firm.
She seldom ate snacks to begin with, and she was a little unhappy with Lin Xinyu at the moment, so how could she accept the snacks he bought?
"Then I'll just buy some."
Then, without waiting for the little girl to speak, Lin Xinyu stood up and walked towards the classroom door, leaving Bai Shihan standing in her seat in a daze, without any chance to refuse at all.
When he came back, he was holding a bag in his hand and happened to meet his class teacher at the door. The two of them looked very happy. If they were not in school, one would have thought they were friends.
In fact, when Lao Chen said that Lin Xinyu did not study hard and just bought snacks to eat, he did not feel annoyed. Instead, he responded with a smile that he was hungry and that he would have the energy to study only after eating. This made it difficult for the head teacher to say anything to him for a while.
After Lin Xinyu came back, he put the bag in the gap between his and Bai Shihan's desks. After all, the trash can was outside the corridor, so he could use the bag as a trash can, which was more convenient.
Bai Shihan frowned as she watched Lin Xinyu busying himself. She wanted to call him, but the words stopped abruptly at her lips.
"Here, the milk you usually like to drink."
Lin Xinyu has always been the type who puts things directly on her desk, because he knows that what he gives is what the other person likes, so he doesn't ask her if she wants it.
"As for snacks, they are all in your drawer. If there is anything you like, just eat it. I ate so much of your food before, so now I will just give it back to you." Lin Xinyu said with a smile.
"Thank you, thank you..."
Although the little girl has not completely changed her mind, she can already figure out what Lin Xinyu means.
She knew very well that the other party did not want to take advantage of her.
Because Bai Shihan had also encountered this situation when she was a child. Every time when she had snacks, children of the same age would come over to greet her and chat with her in a casual manner, giving outsiders the impression that they were very familiar with each other.
But when she had nothing to eat, even if she took the initiative to find her to play, she didn't treat her as a friend, and would even go and play with other children in front of her.
So people like Lin Xinyu are really rare. Not only will he help me deal with things I don’t like, but he will also not take advantage of me.
The most important thing is that any behavioral habits resulting from his personality will make Bai Shihan curious.
He is like a mystery, and there is no way to figure him out.
But he has a warm heart, which makes Bai Shihan more and more curious and want to get closer to him and explore this mysterious feeling.
"No need to be so polite, aren't we friends?"
After saying that, Lin Xinyu took out the homework he needed to review from the table.
"Besides, if it weren't for the problem-solving ideas in the homework, it would be difficult for me to understand how these questions were written."
Hearing this, Bai Shihan just felt a little happy. The unhappy feeling just now had disappeared now.
When he said this, it meant that his energy was not wasted and he had done a great favor.
"Do you want to go home together tonight? Fatty Kong and the others were curious about why my grades have improved so much recently. I told them that I learned it, but they didn't believe me and insisted that I cheated."
Lin Xinyu said this on purpose.
Because every night he saw Bai Shihan going home alone. He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he was avoiding the crowd intentionally or unintentionally and walking in places with few people. What if he ran into any trouble...
I have to admit that Lin Xinyu has a rich imagination, but that doesn't mean he really knows everything, or that he is really concerned about Bai Shihan.
When Bai Shihan heard this, she fell silent. She did not answer immediately. She lowered her head, holding the book with both hands, not knowing what to say.
She wanted to agree but was still afraid to be around people.
After all, being deskmates in the classroom is a special situation and it is unavoidable.
If she left the classroom and just stood next to Lin Xinyu, she would feel a little nervous, let alone going home with others.
"No, no, I'm used to going home alone..."
"I will definitely correct your stuttering habit."
Looking at the other person's unwavering eyes, Bai Shihan gritted her teeth and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it.
"If you really don't like being with others, you can follow us. We won't get close to you, so it's easier to take care of you."
"No, it's okay. I'll go back alone."
Lin Xinyu didn't care at this time. He just said it unintentionally, but he didn't expect Bai Shihan to really do this later. He would follow behind them every time, but always keep a distance.
At first, Bai Shihan was still nervous, always feeling a bit guilty, but as the number of times increased, it became a habit.
At first I was afraid of being discovered by them, but later I saw that they rarely looked back, so I felt relieved.
The only thing you need to worry about is avoiding the passing crowds while following them.
It was because of this action that Bai Shihan found that she seemed to be much braver than before.
There is one more thing I do every day in my notebook: follow without being seen.
It turns out that some things are not necessarily bad.
For example, daily stalking.
Happy ^_^
(End of this chapter)
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