I don’t know when it started.
He seemed to like bullying himself more and more.
The most important thing is that I don’t know how to refuse. If I don’t like her, that’s easy to say. The problem is that Bai Shihan herself doesn’t know what she is thinking.
Every time when Lin Xinyu bullied her, it wasn't really bullying, it was just a joke between them. Not only did she not hate it, she was also curious about it. Why was he not afraid of anything?
In fact, she had never really thought about what would happen between the two of them in the future. She just felt that there were too many mysteries about the other person that she could not understand with her existing concepts. Not only that, the most important thing was that nothing Lin Xinyu did would make her hate him.
Although I always asked for her food, I would also buy her milk and many things I had never eaten before.
At first, the little fool was a little afraid to try it, but later he gradually became familiar with it, and with Lin Xinyu's various temptations, he had to give up his original resistance.
Until one day when I was followed.
For some unknown reason, the other person suddenly turned his head. Bai Shihan will never forget the look in his eyes.
Not to mention what the other party said later:
"I like you, will you be my wife?"
When hearing these words, Bai Shihan was stunned, or even dumbfounded. She had never expected such a scene to happen, and Lin Xinyu would actually say such words to her.
After a brief moment of shock, the little girl quickly reacted.
He must want to bully me again, so the most classic sentence came out.
"I, I have nothing to eat, please don't bully me..."
Then she saw the other person staring at her very seriously, and then continued: "I'm serious, be my girlfriend."
She didn't want to talk to him anymore, why should she be his girlfriend when she had nothing to eat?
At this moment, Bai Shihan was surprised and happy, but more of her was afraid of the unknown. She didn't understand why Lin Xinyu suddenly liked her. Although she also liked this guy very much, she was unwilling to admit this fact.
So in the end I responded to the other party by doing my homework seriously.
But she didn't expect that when she was going home from school at night, she was following him, but he suddenly came back and accompanied her home...
From then on, going home together became their daily routine.
Not only that, even when she went to school in the morning, she could see Lin Xinyu waiting for her downstairs.
If it was someone else, she might still feel a little disgusted, but the person waiting for her was Lin Xinyu, and she couldn't hate him at all.
All these reactions made the little girl feel strange. Besides not feeling disgusted, she actually felt a little relieved?
This made Bai Shihan feel incredible.
She, who only cared about studying, began to doubt this behavior for the first time.
Until Lin Xinyu asked her back: "Do you hate me? If you hate me, I won't be like this in the future."
That was the first time she felt anxious.
She had never experienced the feeling of being liked by others, so she didn't know how to answer.
"No, I don't hate it..."
Finally she managed to utter these words.
After that, Bai Shihan became addicted to Lin Xinyu's meticulous care. She gradually liked being with him and began to enjoy the feeling of being together.
This feeling seems wonderful.
After all, she had gradually stopped smelling the unpleasant smell on him. Not only that, compared to Lin Xinyu who always slept in class before, now he had started to study seriously, and Bai Shihan felt that this change was better.
At first she tried to hide this feeling until Aunt Song came to talk to her.
"Do you like that boy?"
“No, no…”
For some reason, Bai Shihan always felt guilty about saying this.
"No? Look at you now, your face is so red." Song Jiali did not hide anything and directly pointed out what was happening to the little girl.
Bai Shihan immediately lowered her head and didn't dare to raise it, because she really had this feeling, or rather, she became extremely sensitive since Lin Xinyu got close to her.
"That boy is pretty good, but now it's just the surface and needs further investigation." Aunt Song continued to remind.
"He's not a bad person..." Bai Shihan said weakly.
"As long as it's really like what you said, Auntie will keep it a secret for you and not tell your father."
"Thank you, Auntie."
Later, as they spent time together day after day, the little girl was also observing Lin Xinyu's various behaviors.
Judging from his various behaviors, he was not pretending, but was really studying hard. Apart from bullying her occasionally, he mostly asked her questions.
However, Bai Shihan discovered that sometimes the other party was not unable to write. Her intuition told her that Lin Xinyu could do it. Even so, when he came to ask questions, the little fool would still patiently answer them.
Time passes quickly.
When the results came out, Bai Shihan's first reaction was not to care about her own total score, but to look at Lin Xinyu's. She was a little looking forward to the other party's score and which university he would apply to in the future.
For some reason, before the results came out, she felt nervous, as if she was looking forward to going to the same school as the other person in the future?
When the little girl saw that the other student was ranked second in the class, just after herself, she felt happy from the bottom of her heart.
If only it could stay like this forever.
This is what she really thinks.
From the previous stable results to the current stable ranking with Lin Xinyu, it has become something she wants to do subconsciously.
For the first time, she thought directly about what the future would be like if she were to be with the other person forever.
I never thought about this kind of thing normally.
But now I have an urge to act.
This feeling sprouted in her heart, then grew and became stronger.
During this period of time together, Bai Shihan's impression of Lin Xinyu has completely changed. She no longer feels that the other party is bullying her. Instead, she begins to enjoy this kind of relationship and gradually likes this feeling.
Moreover, this kind of interaction also brought her extreme pleasure, which she had never felt before, so she liked it more and more.
There is nothing more gratifying than making progress together.
Although the little girl did not agree between them, Lin Xinyu always said that they were best friends.
At first, Bai Shihan would slightly refute it, but later on, she simply agreed.
Because she found that Lin Xinyu really cared about her, she gradually got used to this way of getting along.
She began to take the initiative to talk to Lin Xinyu about some things. Although her words were still intermittent, she still felt very happy. No one knew the value of this joy that could be shared with someone better than Bai Shihan.
Not to mention that the two of them also checked in together at various places on campus.
These were things she had never experienced before, so every time she saw Lin Xinyu's back, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.
She began to feel fortunate that she met Lin Xinyu.
If it weren't for the other person, she would probably still be like before, staying alone in the corner of the class, studying day after day, without friends, and not knowing what else to do besides studying.
Of course, Lin Xinyu was also very good to her. This kindness was not only reflected in her studies, but also in his meticulous care. He would even help her clean the house, cook, and go back to the countryside to visit his grandmother on weekends.
Under such circumstances, the friendship between the two grew rapidly, until at one point, Bai Shihan admitted in her heart that she did like the boy in front of her.
She even thought how nice it would be if she could stay with him forever.
No matter whether the other person really likes her or not, at least she can feel his presence, and that is enough for her.
She likes Lin Xinyu, it's true.
However, this love cannot be revealed for the time being.
She needed to keep her distance and not let her family know, otherwise her parents would definitely get angry and take her away from school.
So, at that time, Bai Shihan could only love cautiously.
She likes it secretly.
In her eyes, Lin Xinyu was a special person, but she couldn't get close to him for fear that he would be discovered.
Although she had Aunt Song's support, Bai Shihan still didn't want to let her parents know what happened between her and Lin Xinyu. She was afraid that this beautiful memory that she loved would come to an abrupt end.
However, such worries did not last long. The other party seemed to have discovered the problem she was worried about and began to work hard and become motivated. He was completely different from the idle Lin Xinyu before. He began to plan their future and at the same time tried to find ways to deal with the relationship between her and her family every day.
Bai Shihan also clearly felt the changes in Lin Xinyu.
He seems to have a strong sense of responsibility.
However, these were all her views from a bystander's perspective, not to mention that the other party also proposed a solution to the bride price, which made Bai Shihan feel a little shocked at the time.
etc……
How come we are suddenly getting married?
She listened to the other party's plan with a blushing face. Strangely, she didn't feel too much rejection in her heart. Instead, she wanted to cooperate?
She had never done such a thing before, but for some reason, when facing Lin Xinyu, she had an inexplicable sense of trust!
Even when he expressed his idea, the first thought that came to Bai Shihan's mind was not to refuse, but to want to try it together.
Could it be that this is the instinct of people in love?
Bai Shihan didn't know, she just felt her cheeks burning, her heart beating fast, and even her breathing quickened.
This feeling is... very strange.
But I don’t think there’s anything wrong.
She had thought about what it would be like without Lin Xinyu around, and simulated various scenarios in her mind, and finally told herself that she would be very unhappy.
But she just likes to be with Lin Xinyu.
It feels like I have found my home, feeling safe, warm, satisfied and comfortable.
When she is at school, the little girl is mostly happy.
It was not until the college entrance examination was approaching that she began to worry. Fortunately, Lin Xinyu cheered her up and they encouraged each other, which made the little girl relax.
However, she also noticed that her love for Lin Xinyu was growing deeper and deeper.
Although the two of them were getting along as good friends, Bai Shihan told herself in her heart that she and the other person had already gone beyond the relationship of good friends. This was her intuition.
"You haven't fallen in love with me yet?"
Every time she heard Lin Xinyu say this, Bai Shihan wanted to tell him that she liked him, liked him very much.
Unfortunately, she didn't dare to say it.
"It's okay. One day I'll let you tell me in person that I like it very much."
Every time this happened, the little girl couldn't help but blushing.
She lowered her head, not wanting Lin Xinyu to see her expression, and only responded softly: "Hmm..."
Lin Xinyu didn't mind her shyness at all. Instead, he reached out and rubbed the top of her head.
The summer vacation after the college entrance examination.
She really didn't want to leave, but she had no choice but to go to where her parents were. If she didn't go, they would definitely find any trace of her and him.
She was reluctant to leave him, but had to.
However, before leaving, she briefly expressed her feelings to Lin Xinyu and took the initiative to hold his hand for the first time.
"It's okay. You have to take good care of yourself when I'm not around."
That was what he said to her before he left, and he took out his cell phone to remind her that they could contact him via text messages.
At that moment, Bai Shihan suddenly felt sore in her eyes and her nose was also sour.
She didn't know why she had this feeling. Perhaps, it was just because of what he said. The little girl had experienced too many separations like this, so this was why she didn't dare to make friends. After all, she knew very well that they would be separated in the future.
But no matter how sad she was, the little girl still smiled bravely, waved to Lin Xinyu, and got in the car.
Fortunately, the other party did not lie to her. He contacted her every day through his mobile phone, sent some funny expressions to make her happy, and shared some so-called interesting things to make her laugh.
Everything is moving in the right direction.
Originally, Bai Shihan thought that she could endure it, as long as she secretly filled in the application form and went to university happily...
But when Lin Xinyu appeared in front of her, she couldn't help but throw herself into his arms, hugging him tightly, tears streaming down her eyes.
At this moment, the little girl realized that she couldn't control her emotions at all. She missed him and liked him very much.
From then on, she accepted his confession and unlocked this new milestone of girlfriend for the first time.
Lin Xinyu was very happy and gave her the best reward - stamping her forehead with her own seal.
This is a mark that belongs to her alone.
They have been through a lot together, suffered together, and enjoyed sweetness together. They are each other's only ones, bound by fate, a bond that no one can break.
I always think of these things.
Bai Shihan would just smile foolishly.
As the saying goes, pregnancy makes women stupid for three years, but from what was recorded in the notebook, she only felt happy.
"You are a big liar."
At this time, Lin Xinyu had already become the child's father. He rocked the cradle to let the child sleep while hugging the little boy.
"Yes, I am a liar. I have deceived you in this life, the next life, and the next life..."
(End of this chapter)
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