How does Wen Jingshan like her younger brother?
She didn't know the reason either.
Originally, I wanted to help look after him, but later, as I got along with Bai Wenjie and he expressed his love so boldly, slowly, I would always think of him for no apparent reason.
"Senior, there's a new Chinese restaurant over there. I heard the food there is delicious. Should we go together?"
"Senior, my brother-in-law and the others are out playing, I'm so bored alone..."
"Senior, I feel a little uncomfortable, can you accompany me?"
He asked her again and again, and asked her out to relax again and again. Gradually, Wen Jingshan found that she actually liked this boy who was four or five years younger than her but never looked down on her and was especially gentle and considerate.
It seemed like fate was playing a joke on them.
I clearly agreed to help take care of others, but while doing so, I fell in love with him.
At first, Wen Jingshan refused to admit it and kept denying it. But as time went on, more and more evidence came before her, making her unable to refute it at all.
"Senior, I find that I seem to like you more and more."
Bai Wenjie learned from Kong Yu that one needs to be thick-skinned to pursue girls, so he always plays it straight and takes the initiative.
The sincerity in his eyes was never false. Instead, it made Wen Jingshan feel guilty, a little scared and flustered. She was even a little frightened.
"Sister, you ignore me, is it because you hate me? Did I do something wrong?"
Wen Jingshan: "I don't hate you, I'm just too tired recently."
"Sister, can I hug you?"
Wen Jingshan was stunned, but Bai Wenjie took the opportunity to put his arms around her.
Such sudden intimate contact made Wen Jingshan tremble all over. She struggled almost subconsciously, but then she felt the warmth coming from the other person.
He was comforting her and telling her his feelings and his decision.
Wen Jingshan stopped struggling and let the other person hug her. She lowered her head, her long hair covering half of her face, but could not hide the panic on her face at all.
She hasn't felt the feeling of love for a long time.
The guy he dated before was not attracted to her at all, but her figure and appearance.
They had only been together for a week, but he was already thinking about holding hands, kissing, and even getting a room. This was hard for her to accept as she had a slow pace to begin with.
She was somewhat resistant to holding hands at first, and the subsequent behaviors made her even more disgusted. She just wanted to slow down in this fast-paced era, but the response she got was: Why are you pretending? You are so beautiful, this must not be your first time.
Then break up directly.
It is for this reason that Wen Jingshan does not want to fall in love, and even feels disgusted by boys who are attracted to her by her looks.
Bai Wenjie said: "Sister, I know that I like you now because of your looks, but I am not in a hurry. I will definitely become better and better, and then prove that I like you, not just your looks, but also your personality when we get along. I like it very much."
Combining this sincerity with his respect for her every time they were together, and all the other details, Wen Jingshan admitted that she had indeed fallen for him slowly.
However, he is five years younger than her. Would people really accept such a relationship?
This was what was troubling her, but she was reluctant to push him away.
This contradiction and pain made her feel extremely oppressed.
"elder sister?"
The sound of the girl sobbing in his arms made Bai Wenjie feel heartbroken, but at the same time, his heart tightened and relaxed. When it tightened, he hoped to get her reply quickly so that she could relax, and then continue after she relaxed.
But on the other hand, he was worried that she would reject him. If that happened, he would lose this relationship forever, which made him dare not think further.
"Sister, I'm sorry, I was too anxious."
"Don't say sorry, it's not your problem."
Wen Jingshan raised her head and looked at him with red eyes.
She didn't blame him. After all, she was the one who promised to take good care of him. The current situation was all her fault.
"Senior, we can take it slow. If you still don't like me and have no feelings for me in the future, I won't bother you anymore."
Bai Wenjie was not the kind of person who would keep pestering others. Feeling the other person's discomfort, he understood that he had been pushing her too hard these days and should give her space to think.
Two years ago, Wen Jingshan was only 20 years old. Now she is no longer the ignorant girl she used to be.
"I know. Let's go back first. I'm a little sleepy tonight and want to rest early."
"Well, I'll take you back then."
Bai Wenjie took the initiative to drive. He is now eighteen years old and has obtained his driver's license.
The car stopped steadily at the door of Wen Jingshan's apartment building.
"I won't go up there. Just be careful, senior."
Wen Jingshan nodded, turned and walked towards the community. She didn't know how to face him, but she told herself in her heart that she liked him.
I just don't know how to face him.
Wen Jingshan, who was standing at the entrance of the building, did not go home immediately. Instead, she stood there blankly, looking at the dark night and thinking about the hug just now. Many strange feelings surged in her heart.
Does Bai Wenjie really like her?
Or maybe you are just attracted to her because she is beautiful, but after a while, your interest fades and it's fine, right?
Wen Jingshan thought about it and suddenly felt relieved, but she still felt a little sad and aggrieved in her heart. Why did she have the urge to cry?
She doesn't like this feeling!
But Bai Wenjie was a person who made her want to get close to him.
She kept comforting herself and calming herself down. No matter what, she had to stabilize her emotions first.
She needs time to digest this matter.
Wen Jingshan didn't know that Bai Wenjie had been watching her from the bottom of the building until he saw her completely disappear from his sight, and then he left with peace of mind. He also knew that he had been too intense just now, but he couldn't control it. However, he slowly reflected on himself and thought that he was pushing her too hard and he had to change the way he got along with her.
…
the next day.
The two of them tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday, as if nothing had happened yesterday. They only communicated occasionally, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.
Wen Jingshan secretly observed Bai Wenjie while working. He was still as sunny as ever and treated her even more gently and enthusiastically. However, both her answers and her attitude were affecting him unconsciously.
"Senior, what are you looking at?"
Wen Jingshan, who was working, was suddenly awakened when she heard this question.
"Ah? Nothing, nothing, I'm reading the newspaper. Do you want some water? I'll pour you a cup of tea."
Wen Jingshan quickly shook her head, then took out her coffee pot and poured him a glass of water. This action made Bai Wenjie happy. You could tell whether she liked him or not. What's more, the senior sister had never spent his money when she was with him. Every time she bought him things with reasons more important than his. So, he would never believe that the senior sister was with him for money.
She would only come out when he looked for her. Whenever Bai Wenjie was in a bad mood, Wen Jingshan would even put down her work and slowly counsel him.
If this is not love, then he will definitely never believe in any bullshit love again. He will work hard to marry Wen Jingshan in the future.
Thinking of his dream, he became full of energy. He wanted to be a successful entrepreneur and make the woman he loved live a happy life.
Bai Wenjie was planning a beautiful blueprint for the future in his mind, but he didn't notice that Wen Jingshan was looking at him with a strange look.
What emerged in her mind was the scene of last night, that hug, and she did not resist.
Originally, she thought that it was only because of the alcohol that she agreed to Bai Wenjie's request. However, after she sobered up, she had a special liking for that embrace and even felt a little nostalgic...
"What are you thinking about, Senior?"
"No, I'm not thinking about anything. Go to work."
Wen Jingshan quickly lowered her head and pretended to continue working. She didn't want to look at Bai Wenjie's shining eyes. She was afraid that she would not be able to help but throw herself into his arms.
Although Bai Wenjie was puzzled, he did not ask any further questions. Instead, he sat down and concentrated on his work.
…
After spending some time together, Wen Jingshan herself felt a little bit unbelievable. She found that she actually fell in love with this brother who was five years younger than her. It was simply incredible.
Especially Bai Wenjie could always quickly grasp the most sensitive senses in her heart. She could even feel that Bai Wenjie seemed to be testing her, and was testing whether she really liked him?
Wen Jingshan even found that she was feeling a little expectant, a little hesitant, and even a little scared. She was afraid that she would lose Bai Wenjie without realizing it.
"Senior, I'm not in a hurry. If you feel bothered, I won't say those words again in the future." Seeing that she didn't say anything for a long time, Bai Wenjie thought she was feeling unwell.
"No, no, don't think too much about it." Wen Jingshan shook her head in panic.
"You... don't dislike me?" Wen Jingshan hesitated for a moment, and finally mustered up the courage to ask.
As soon as she said this, her cheeks turned red and she felt so ashamed that she wanted to crawl under the table to avoid his gaze.
"Age is not a problem. What's more, sister, you are very beautiful and look younger than me." Bai Wenjie praised her with a smile.
Wen Jingshan was immediately relieved. It turned out that he didn't dislike her. She thought he would think she was too old.
"Thank you." Wen Jingshan thanked him with a smile and returned to her previous elegant appearance. She was a person who could easily regulate her emotions.
Bai Wenjie pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes fell on Wen Jingshan, he became more gentle, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
"No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you. I admit that I do like your looks and figure, but after getting to know you, I also like your personality and every move you make."
He is not a superficial person. If he likes someone, he must kiss and hug her, or even check into a hotel with her to show that he really likes her.
In this fast-paced era, Bai Wenjie also wants to take things slow when it comes to relationships.
"Okay, eat your meal quickly." Wen Jingshan was a little flattered. She didn't expect that he would say these to her. A sweet feeling spread in her heart, but she didn't show it at all. Instead, she urged him to finish his meal quickly so that she could start working as soon as possible.
Bai Wenjie was not polite. He liked this opportunity to be alone with Wen Jingshan. Although there was a gap between them, he believed that he could solve it.
…
In the evening, Wen Jingshan washed up and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, and the words Bai Wenjie said to her this morning echoed over and over in her mind.
She suddenly found that she had become accustomed to Bai Wenjie's daily company, accustomed to his insistence on leaving get off work on time every day no matter it was windy or rainy, even with thunder and lightning, accustomed to chatting with him, joking with him, and discussing future plans with him in the company.
She also knew that she liked him, not only because of his handsomeness and excellent looks, but also because of his kindness and simplicity.
But……
How much does Bai Wenjie like me?
She couldn't guarantee it.
Wen Jingshan tossed and turned, unable to sleep. Her mind was filled with the scene of Bai Wenjie confessing his love to her today.
Her heart was beating fast, her heart pounding so hard, as if she had returned to the way she originally treated her relationship.
It's so embarrassing. I took care of my brother so much that I fell in love with him...
Wen Jingshan's face became more and more red. She quickly covered her hot cheeks. Her heart beat faster and faster, as if it would jump out at any time.
Wen Jingshan kept comforting herself: "Wen Jingshan, Wen Jingshan, why are you so useless? It's just that my brother confessed to me, why are you so scared!"
Wen Jingshan closed her eyes and forced herself to fall asleep. However, no matter how she forced herself to sleep, she could only think of the disgusting words Bai Wenjie had said to her. Her ears turned red, her heart beat faster and faster, and even her breathing became rapid, with her chest heaving violently.
Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore, so she threw off the quilt, climbed out of bed, walked into the bathroom, turned on the cold water, and washed her hot face with cold water.
"Wen Jingshan, are you crazy?"
Wen Jingshan stared at herself in the mirror with a flushed face and blurry eyes, and cursed in annoyance, but as soon as she finished speaking, she burst out laughing.
"Why don't we just talk about it secretly and not let anyone else know?" Wen Jingshan murmured softly and made the final decision.
"Sister, you haven't slept yet?"
After receiving a call from Bai Wenjie in the middle of the night, she found that she didn't feel annoyed at all, but rather a little bit fond of him.
From this moment on, Wen Jingshan understood clearly that she could no longer live without her younger brother.
If she didn't like him, she would never be like this now. She wouldn't be so worried and anxious, and she would feel particularly happy every time she heard his voice.
When you like someone, your heart won't lie. You will be nervous and worried when you are not with him/her. You will feel all kinds of uneasy emotions, and you will only feel at ease after hearing his/her voice.
This is what Wen Jingshan is like now.
Slowly, she discovered.
It's hard for me to leave him now, at least that's what the voice in my heart says.
(End of this chapter)
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