Chapter 49 I Can't Bear to Leave You

Sheng Shiyan's palms had rough skin, but the knuckles were long and delicate. Pei Du leaned back as he was pinched by him, and squinted his eyes slightly as the stinging pain continued to climb up his jaw.

"Sheng Shixian, you are not pretending anymore now, are you?" Pei Du's black hair was in disarray, covering his intermittent vision. Pei Du smiled and said, "You have remembered it a long time ago."

Sheng Shixian's strength in his hands did not decrease. He smiled hoarsely and said, "Yes, Pei Du, I have remembered it a long time ago. I call you Master, is it good?"

Sheng Shixian would not change his name for no reason. His memory was restored at a time when Pei Du was not aware of it.

But after that he quickly pretended to hide as if nothing had happened.

"Pei Du, every day I was with you, I know everything you did to use me." Sheng Shi's jealous aura was all over Pei Du's face. He finally let go of his hand and rubbed the scar on Pei Du's ear with his fingertips. "I know everything."

Pei Du's eyes paused for a moment, he leaned his head against the wall and asked, "Really? Then why did you come here?"

He deliberately sent a message on his phone, a trap that Sheng Shixian saw through at a glance. It was so clear, but Sheng Shixian jumped down with a clear mind.

"Why did I come here..." Sheng Shixian repeated himself. He seemed to find it ridiculous. He retaliated by rubbing the skin beside Pei Du's ear with his fingertips, causing that part of the flesh to feel hot and stinging.

"Pei Du, don't you know why I'm going?" Sheng Shi was jealous and hated for no reason. As he spoke, his tone darkened, "You wanted me to go, so I went. I know what you're thinking."

A person with an abnormally high level of vigilance, he was on guard against certain things every day. The layer of uneasiness and depression that always shrouded Pei Du also invisibly affected Sheng Shi's jealous mood.

Of course Sheng Shixian knew what was waiting for him when he got there. The military and the aliens were in opposition to each other and were incompatible. Sheng Shixian might never be able to escape once he went there.

But what can he do?

Pei Du was uneasy and afraid.

He needed Sheng Shixian to stand in front of him and give him protection and guarantee.

Although Pei Du did not truly incorporate Sheng Shixian into his territory throughout the entire process, he only regarded Sheng Shixian as a fairly useful knife.

Sheng Shi sneered enviously, as if he was laughing at Pei Du, but also as if he was laughing at himself.

Pei Du's Adam's apple rolled as he looked at Sheng Shixian's blurry facial features in the darkness. His heart was washed by huge waves of sour and swollen emotions, corroding, with his flesh and blood rotting away and growing again.

"Sheng Shixian, I didn't abandon you and run away, and I won't do that in the future." Pei Du's arms moved unnaturally. He was pressed down by Sheng Shixian and half-fallen on the table. He seemed to feel the spasms and tremors in Sheng Shixian's muscles.

"Really?" Sheng Shixian sneered, as if he didn't care at all, "Why?"

Pei Du grabbed Sheng Shixian's neck. The things that he had hesitated for a long time and couldn't figure out, the things that he always watched coldly, finally broke through the encirclement and pierced Pei Du's eyes.

Pei Du sighed, his nose touched Sheng Shixian's for a few seconds, then he turned and kissed the scratches and wounds on Sheng Shixian's cheeks, "Because I can't bear to leave you."

Life is the most important thing, and the same is true for Sheng Shixian.

Pei Du was hardly moved by love. He did not believe in engagements, let alone sweet words and promises. Pei Du would not even spend time listening to such illusory things.

The kind of relationship he wants requires Sheng Shixian to open his chest and fully reveal the heart that beats for Pei Du. Pei Du will feel at ease and satisfied only after getting verification.

Sheng Shixian's body froze in place. Pei Du's lips were wet and hot, and when he kissed the wound on his face, he felt a slight pain.

"Pei Du..." Sheng Shixian was stunned for a moment before he came to his senses. The corners of his lips curled up slightly and his palm slid into the hem of Pei Du's shirt.

"Pei Du, you can't bear to leave me." Sheng Shixian carelessly stroked Pei Du's skin. Pei Du obviously had never suffered any hardship, and his skin felt smooth and delicate to the touch. "Why can't you bear to leave me?"

Sheng Shixian's breathing was heavy, and his mood suddenly changed in an instant, as if he had finally won the game.

Pei Du half tilted his neck back without saying a word. He ran his fingers through Sheng Shixian's thick black hair and moved his gaze downward.

Sheng Shixian bit Pei Du's lips lightly. His amber pupils stared straight ahead, catching the pupils that looked back at him in the darkness. He smiled, "Pei Du, you like me."

"It's good that you know." Pei Du narrowed his eyes. At first, he was slowly responding to Sheng Shixian's kiss, but soon he took the initiative to extend a small piece of his slightly red tongue and probed into the gap between Sheng Shixian's lips.

Sheng Shi laughed enviously, his soft tongue entwined with Pei Du's, intimately transmitting the unfamiliar touch and temperature of each other's body.

Sheng Shi's hand, which was jealously touching Pei Du's back, moved down purposefully and used his fingertips to hook open Pei Du's belt in two or three strokes.

With a crisp sound of metal falling to the ground, a useless men's leather belt was thrown aside.

Pei Du's shirt was half-off, revealing most of his pale chest. He didn't bother with the upper body, but reached down to unzip Sheng Shixian's pants.

"Sheng Shi is jealous..."

After a series of sounds, Pei Du's voice suddenly stopped. The restraints on his wrists were obvious, and the handcuffs were cold, close to his skin, with a threatening chill.

"Pei Du, your game is over." Sheng Shixian was still hot, he kneaded the skin on the back of Pei Du's neck soothingly, and said, "Now it's my turn to be the master of the game."

Pei Du: “…”

He tried hard with his hands, but couldn't get it free at all. This was made of the same material as the one in his house, and it was difficult to tear it apart by force. It was obvious that Sheng Shixian had planned this and had chosen this time to strike.

"Sheng Shixian, what do you mean?" Pei Du's hands were not able to move easily. Seeing that Sheng Shixian still wanted to press on him, he bent his legs and stepped on his thigh.

"It's meaningless. Didn't I tell you it's my turn now?" Sheng Shixian grabbed Pei Du's ankle with one hand. He used the force to move forward and pulled Pei Du's trousers off.

He covered Pei Du's body with a thin layer of underwear and took out several condoms from the drawer beside him.

Pei Du's eyes stayed on the unknown objects scattered down for a few seconds, then slowly moved to Sheng Shixian, "You prepared so much for me."

Sheng Shi smiled enviously and said, "Not much, a normal amount."

Pei Du raised his eyebrows, gave up the struggle and leaned against the wall, looking straight in the direction of Sheng Shixian.

"Turn on the light. I want to watch you."