Chapter 96 Let Me Be Your Special Medicine
If they weren't in the ward, Gu Xiucheng would never let Ning Mingluo go.
Fortunately, he still remained rational and remembered that this was in the hospital, so he restrained himself and just kissed Ning Mingluo, then let go of Ning Mingluo.
"Are you hungry? I'll have someone bring some food over."
Ning Mingluo, who was suddenly released, was still a little confused. Was this person going to let him go so easily today?
This is definitely not how Gu Xiucheng usually reacts when he sees meat to eat.
The look in my little lover's eyes is always easy to understand.
He pinched Ning Mingluo's cheek unhappily and said, "I'm fine now, and my emotions are stable. You don't have to worry about me. And you don't have to do this."
Hearing Gu Xiucheng say this, Ning Mingluo's cheeks couldn't help but turn pink, and she didn't know if it was because of embarrassment or because someone pinched her.
Although he was very bold when he said that to Gu Xiucheng just now, only he knew how shy and nervous he was in his heart.
Ning Mingluo is essentially an introverted and reserved person, and saying such words is a big challenge for him.
"Then eat something. You probably haven't eaten yet. I'll go wash up."
Ning Mingluo quickly got out of bed under the pretext of washing up. He could already feel his cheeks getting hot.
Looking at his lover's hurriedly leaving back, Gu Xiucheng curled up the corners of his lips.
As expected, competing with those people in wits and courage is far less interesting than amusing his lover. He still prefers his current life.
Only when the cold water moistened his cheeks did Ning Mingluo feel the temperature of his cheeks cool down a little.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
Gu Xiucheng is such a bad guy. He used to be more restrained, but now it seems that because I have broken that restraint, he has no scruples at all when teasing me. How can there be such a hateful person?
After washing up, I replied to Sister Chen's message and thanked her for helping me take half a day off this morning. I will definitely go back to continue filming in the afternoon.
Gu Xiucheng should have recovered by now. I don't need to stay with him in the afternoon. He also has to take care of the crew, so I should try not to waste everyone's time.
When Ning Mingluo came out, the secretary was setting out the lunch he had brought.
"Mr. Ning, you've worked so hard. Mr. Gu specially ordered this nourishing soup to be made for you."
The exquisite bowl contains clear soup, not at all cloudy or greasy.
Ning Mingluo glanced at Gu Xiucheng, then looked at the secretary: "Thank you."
Gu Xiucheng sighed and said, "I asked someone to prepare it. Why are you thanking him?"
Ning Mingluo gave Gu Xiucheng a sidelong glance.
The secretary looked at the two of them with smiles in his eyes.
Ning Mingluo handed the chopsticks to Gu Xiucheng and asked the secretary, "Have you had lunch yet? Come with us."
The secretary shook her head and said, "I came here after I had lunch. You guys eat. I'll go help Mr. Gu with the paperwork. We'll leave after you finish lunch."
"good."
The two of them had dinner while the secretary went to handle the formalities.
While eating, Ning Mingluo couldn't help but ask the question in his heart.
"What's wrong with you?"
Although I have heard some of Gu Xiucheng's condition from the doctor and Gu Xiucheng's father and mother.
But Ning Mingluo still wanted to hear what Gu Xiucheng thought. He knew his own body best. Especially for psychological issues like this, only by opening up could he get the right answer.
Ning Mingluo was actually struggling over whether to ask or not. After all, this question sounded a bit strange no matter how you looked at it.
It's unlikely that such an outstanding person as Gu Xiucheng would have any weaknesses. This disease is like his scar. Ning Mingluo was afraid that asking about it would rub salt into his wound.
But Gu Xiucheng didn't feel uncomfortable at all. If someone else asked him the same question, he might feel offended, but it was different for Ning Mingluo.
Ning Mingluo's attitude last night showed that he didn't care about these things, he only cared about himself.
"I've been suffering from this disease since birth, but it wasn't so obvious when I was little. It only became more and more severe as I grew older. When it strikes, I'm actually rational, but I can't control my thoughts. For so many years, no medication has worked for me, until I met you that day."
Ning Mingluo had already learned a lot about what happened on the day they first met last night.
"So that day you were actually not in the right state."
"Well, madness and reason were pulling at each other in my mind, and I felt like my brain was going to explode, but the moment I saw you, I felt calm."
The feeling when meeting Ning Mingluo cannot be expressed in words. That was the first time Gu Xiucheng felt redemption.
Gu Xiucheng's eyes were serious, and his tone was not perfunctory or exaggerated at all.
The more plain and level it is, the more it can highlight the emotional waves underneath the calm, just like a volcano, just waiting for the moment to catalyze its eruption.
Ning Mingluo felt a little embarrassed to look at Gu Xiucheng, so she picked up the bowl and drank the soup to hide her shyness.
Gu Xiucheng's words were no less sincere than a confession of love.
"Then why didn't you tell me before?" Ning Mingluo asked another question in his mind.
This question made Gu Xiucheng not know how to answer for a moment.
At first, he couldn't figure out whether his change was really because of Ning Mingluo or something else, so he kept this person by his side. Later, he gradually figured out his feelings and became afraid.
No one wants to have a loved one with a mental illness.
Even someone like Gu Xiucheng would feel inferior in front of Ning Mingluo.
He was afraid to see Ning Mingluo's disdainful look.
Gu Xiucheng opened his mouth, but didn't know where to start.
Ning Mingluo looked at Gu Xiucheng's embarrassed expression, did not urge him, and waited quietly for his answer.
A sigh sounded in the quiet ward, and Gu Xiucheng only answered with three words.
"I'm scared."
Needless to say, what I'm afraid of.
Ning Mingluo was a little afraid to look into Gu Xiucheng's eyes. The fragility in those eyes was a side of Gu Xiucheng that no one else had ever seen.
Loving someone means you have a weakness, and when you are completely exposed in front of your lover, you are the most naked.
Ning Mingluo couldn't bear to watch.
She stood up and hugged Gu Xiucheng: "It's okay, don't be afraid, let me be your special medicine. I'm very happy to be able to cure you. Because of this disease, I have become the most special person in your world, so you shouldn't feel inferior, and I won't be afraid either. Let's face it together."
After hugging for a while, Ning Mingluo suddenly remembered something and asked seriously, "Am I really helping your condition?"
Gu Xiucheng nodded: "Of course, during the time you were by my side, my physical data were very stable, and they remained stable for a long time."
To be precise, his condition has been very stable since he met Ning Mingluo.
"Then what happened this time? The doctor said yesterday that this is the most serious case, and there has never been such a case before."
Ning Mingluo has always been brooding over this matter.
If he really helped Gu Xiucheng's condition, how could it suddenly flare up so severely? This is unscientific.
Gu Xiucheng pursed his lips. He had actually foreseen the situation this time, because what happened some time ago was stirring up his emotions bit by bit.
"Your situation is causing my mood to change."
Ning Mingluo's eyes widened: "My business?"
Gu Xiucheng explained patiently. This was also the first time that Gu Xiucheng expressed in front of Ning Mingluo that the things that hurt Ning Mingluo were actually hurting him as well.
"I saw the online comments slamming you, and I know they're fake, but I can't help but get angry. Every time I think about the hurt you've suffered, I get angry at them for hurting you, and at myself for not showing up sooner. Especially recently, some people have been trying to hurt you, and I can't control my emotions when I think about it. Besides that, I get a little jealous seeing you getting close to others. Your fans' confessions and your displays of affection for your co-stars are also a thrill for me, but I know you enjoy your current career, so I don't want to constrain you with my own emotions."
The charm of an older lover is probably reflected in this moment. His possessiveness of you is hidden in his emotions, and every outburst is like a tsunami, as if to drown this person, but he will protect you because you are the one he is most reluctant to hurt.
"You are so stupid." Ning Mingluo felt that Gu Xiucheng was clearly a fool.
There is nothing Gu Xiucheng cannot do, but he just happens to express his feelings in the most clumsy way.
Gu Xiucheng hugged Ning Mingluo and said nothing.
He was not stupid at all, but when it came to Ning Mingluo's matter, Gu Xiucheng used up all his patience and care.
"From now on, you must communicate any ideas you have with me. If I catch you dwelling on something else again, I will…I will…"
"What do you mean?" Gu Xiucheng's nose rubbed Ning Mingluo gently, and their breaths blended together.
"I'm just going to ignore you."
Gu Xiucheng laughed out loud. How could his lover be so cute?
"good."
Perhaps because he was worried that Ning Mingluo would get stuck on this matter, Gu Xiucheng signaled to his secretary on the way back.
The latter immediately understood.
"Mr. Gu, when I was going through the paperwork just now, the doctor told me that after this incident, your mood should be very stable. And try to spend more time with Mr. Ning, which will help your condition."
Sure enough, after hearing this, Ning Mingluo finally felt relieved.
As long as Gu Xiucheng is fine, he will feel at ease.
"You are my lucky star." Gu Xiucheng squeezed Ning Mingluo's hand and said with a smile.
Ning Mingluo felt a little embarrassed, but did not withdraw his hand.
In the afternoon, Gu Xiucheng went to the company and Ning Mingluo returned to the set.
When Luo Chen saw him, he asked with concern: "What's wrong? Are you sick, or is Mr. Gu sick?"
Ning Mingluo only told Luo Chen that he was in the hospital, but did not say why he was in the hospital, which made Luo Chen nervous for the whole morning.
But now that he saw that Ning Mingluo looked relatively good and didn't look sick at all, Luo Chen asked this question.
"It's okay, it's not a big deal. He just wasn't feeling well, so I stayed with him in the hospital all night."
Luo Chen nodded: "Mr. Gu's workload is not good for his health. You have to keep an eye on him."
Ning Mingluo nodded in agreement.
"I asked for leave for you and the director this morning, so the filming has been moved to the afternoon. Today's workload might be a bit heavy, but most of it is solo scenes, so it's actually not that bad."
"Okay, it's okay. I delayed everyone's progress, so I should make up for it."
"come on."
Ning Mingluo suddenly remembered something: "Sister Chen, when you help me read scripts in the future, try to choose ones without intimate scenes, and those that weaken the emotional lines are best."
Luo Chen looked at Ning Mingluo in surprise. Although the love lines in most award-winning works are vague, emotional entanglements are usually the highlight of popular works.
Ning Mingluo wants to give up this part?
But after thinking about it, Luo Chen didn't think it was a big deal.
"good."
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