Chapter 95 The Only Color in the World
Ning Mingluo didn't sleep the whole night. He was worried that Gu Xiucheng would wake up in the middle of the night. He didn't know what state Gu Xiucheng would be in when he woke up, so he didn't dare to sleep.
And when he suddenly heard this news, his mind was full of Gu Xiucheng's physical condition and why Gu Xiucheng had such a disease. He had no intention of sleeping at all.
Because he had experienced the situation where his grandmother died of illness, Ning Mingluo now has a stress response when someone close to him gets sick.
He would think of the nights he had spent helpless in the hospital, the terror that consumed him.
Ning Mingluo kept looking at Gu Xiucheng. Fortunately, he didn't wake up the whole night, so he felt a little relieved.
When the sky was completely bright, Ning Mingluo fell asleep on the edge of the bed, feeling a little exhausted.
Warm sunlight slowly shone into the empty ward. The person on the bed opened his eyes. He was no longer drowsy as if he had just woken up, but had a sharp look in his eyes.
Gu Xiucheng's memory was still stuck on asking his secretary to take him to the hospital yesterday.
He realized that something was wrong with his condition yesterday, but he was still by Ning Mingluo's side at that time. He tried to stay calm and sent Ning Mingluo back home before coming to the hospital.
At that time, there was only one thought in my mind, that is, Ning Mingluo must not know about this.
As for what happened afterwards, he couldn't remember clearly.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and it seemed that his condition yesterday was much worse than any previous attack.
He wanted to turn over and get up, but the slight pressure of his hand made him pause.
Gu Xiucheng looked over there and saw Ning Mingluo sleeping on the side of the bed.
Ning Mingluo is thin and small, and his body rises and falls slightly with his breathing.
Several images flashed through Gu Xiucheng's mind.
Ning Mingluo looked at his panicked expression, carefully coaxed him and gave him candy, and helped him fold paper cranes.
Gu Xiucheng turned his gaze to the head of the bed and reached out to take something in front of him. It was the paper cranes that he and Ning Mingluo had folded out of candy wrappers yesterday.
Holding the thousand paper cranes, he looked at Ning Mingluo.
In Gu Xiucheng's eyes, Ning Mingluo was just like the thousand paper cranes, the color of this ward and the color of his world.
Although he didn't want Ning Mingluo to know about his illness, he couldn't deny it either, because Ning Mingluo came yesterday and he felt relieved.
This feeling of satisfaction made Gu Xiucheng's gaze towards Ning Mingluo increasingly gentle.
Raising his hand and gently touching Ning Mingluo's hair, Gu Xiucheng curled the corners of his lips.
This guy must have been scared yesterday.
She was obviously so scared, but she still tried her best to comfort him and tried to get close to him. How could there be someone so likable?
This is his personal angel.
As soon as the doctor came in, he saw Gu Xiucheng's gentle expression and almost thought that he was not wearing glasses and his eyes were blurry.
He coughed lightly, signaling Gu Xiucheng to be more restrained.
Gu Xiucheng concealed his gentle expression, looked at the doctor, and signaled with his eyes that the doctor should speak more quietly.
The doctor came to check on Ning Mingluo several times yesterday and knew that he was awake the whole time.
"He didn't sleep all night last night." He walked to Gu Xiucheng, glanced at Ning Mingluo, and said lightly.
Gu Xiucheng looked at Ning Mingluo with even more heartache in his eyes.
"How is my health now?"
The doctor didn't say anything else and said directly, "I checked your data this morning, and it has completely returned to normal. Although the situation this time is more serious than before, your recovery speed is also very fast. So what's the reason?"
Because why?
Gu Xiucheng felt that the only variable that affected his condition was Ning Mingluo.
This was something he knew last time, but he was not so sure at that time.
Their eyes fell on Ning Mingluo at the same time.
The doctor sighed. "Your condition is, frankly, a psychological problem. I've suggested you connect with others and open up, but you've always refused. That's why previous treatments haven't been effective. The medications only treat the symptoms, not the root cause. Now, that person has finally appeared."
Gu Xiucheng said softly, "But it's only limited to him."
Gu Xiucheng understood his own mental state. He knew very well that all his thoughts were now focused on Ning Mingluo.
Ning Mingluo is the special person who can stir up all his emotions, and it won’t work if it’s someone else.
He realized this from the moment he first met Ning Mingluo.
When he saw Ning Mingluo, all the violent factors in his heart were calmed down at once. If Ning Mingluo had not appeared, Gu Xiucheng felt that he would most likely become a madman.
So it is limited to Ningmingluo.
Of course the doctor understood what Gu Xiucheng meant. In fact, if we say that Gu Xiucheng's current condition has returned to normal, we can say that he has returned to normal. If we say that he has not recovered, then in fact he has not recovered.
It’s just that the trigger now has become Ning Mingluo. If something happens to Ning Mingluo, Gu Xiucheng will be even crazier than he is now.
It’s like a person who has been walking in the desert for a long time and suddenly gets a bottle of water. This bottle of water can save him and its preciousness can be imagined. But if this bottle of water is destroyed, he will go crazy without considering the consequences, and no one will be able to stop him at that time.
Gu Xiucheng is now in this kind of stable but hidden crazy state.
Mental illness is not something that can be cured with just a few words, nor is it something that can be cured simply with medication.
Magical and unreasonable.
The doctor could only sigh: "I know, but you have to learn to control your emotions as much as possible. You probably don't want to scare him. Remember to come for checkups regularly. It's best if he comes with you."
"good."
If Ning Mingluo could hold the reins to control Gu Xiucheng, it would be considered another kind of recovery. This was already the best state for Gu Xiucheng.
After the doctor left, Gu Xiucheng got out of bed and carried Ning Mingluo to the bed.
Feeling his body moving, Ning Mingluo seemed to subconsciously remember that he was in the ward. He moaned and was about to wake up.
Gu Xiucheng reached out and gently patted his back, lowering his voice as if coaxing a baby to sleep: "Be good, sleep a little longer."
The familiar gentle soothing sound from his lover made Ning Mingluo fall asleep peacefully again. His breathing gradually became steady and his body relaxed.
Gu Xiucheng glanced at the time, sent a few messages to his secretary, explained the work, and returned to bed with peace of mind. He hugged Ning Mingluo and took a nap without any psychological burden.
It was already noon when the two woke up again.
Ning Mingluo was stunned for a moment when he realized that he was in bed. How could he be in bed?
The man's gentle voice made Ning Mingluo realize that it seemed that Gu Xiucheng had woken up and carried her to the bed.
Has he recovered?
Ning Mingluo immediately turned her head to look at Gu Xiucheng. The man was looking at his cell phone with a serious expression. When he noticed that Ning Mingluo had woken up, his serious expression immediately turned into a gentle look.
Ning Mingluo asked cautiously, "Have you recovered?"
"Well, did I scare you yesterday?" He reached out and hugged his lover in his arms, resting his chin on the crook of Ning Mingluo's neck, looking a little lost.
Ning Mingluo felt that Gu Xiucheng should not have fully recovered yet. He insisted on sending her back in that state and didn't want her to know what he looked like when he was sick. Now that he saw her in the ward, he must be very concerned about her thoughts.
Especially now that Gu Xiucheng looked so lost, Ning Mingluo felt even more distressed.
He immediately reached out and put his arm around Gu Xiucheng's neck: "Yeah, it's scary. You know how panicked I was when my secretary told me you were in the hospital. Gu Xiucheng! Let's discuss this. From now on, I want to be the first person to know about anything about you. I want complete knowledge."
She never mentioned Gu Xiucheng's illness, and instead acted like a spoiled child, accusing him of hiding something from her yesterday.
Ning Mingluo rarely called Gu Xiucheng by his full name, and today's behavior immediately soothed the slight uneasiness in Gu Xiucheng's heart.
If someone like Gu Xiucheng didn't want Ning Mingluo to know about his illness, he would definitely try his best to hide it from him, but since Ning Mingluo knew it, he would not let Ning Mingluo back down.
If he was really afraid, he would use other means to keep the person by his side, and showing weakness like this is one of Gu Xiucheng's means.
Sure enough, there was no other emotion in Ning Mingluo's eyes except heartache.
"I won't hide it from you anymore. I'm sorry if I scared you."
Ning Mingluo watched Gu Xiucheng apologizing to him all day, sighed, moved closer to Gu Xiucheng, gently kissed his lips, and then quickly separated.
"Stop apologizing. Getting sick is normal. Everyone gets sick, including me. You're just special, but we're all the same in my eyes. You're sick, and I take care of you. That's all. You're nothing to be afraid of in my eyes."
Ning Mingluo stared at Gu Xiucheng with a firm gaze and spoke gently and forcefully.
Gu Xiucheng's eyes darkened. He really wanted to hug the man in his arms and kiss him hard. He was so lovable.
How could someone say such likable words? How could someone be so likable?
"Don't say such things anymore. I'm afraid I won't be able to help but bully you." He gently stroked Ning Mingluo's cheek, and his eyes darkened.
"Everyone is yours. Who can stop you from doing whatever you want?" Ning Mingluo put her cheek against Gu Xiucheng's hand with an innocent look in her eyes.
But a seductive scent came to my face.
After Ning Mingluo learned about Gu Xiucheng's condition yesterday, he decided to change his shy habit.
He wanted to express his ideas more boldly. Since he could influence Gu Xiucheng, he would let Gu Xiucheng focus all his attention on him and not have time to think about those messy things. In this way, he would not get sick again.
Give him a point to vent, he doesn't mind that point being himself.
Sure enough, after hearing these words, Gu Xiucheng gave Ning Mingluo the most intuitive response.
Ning Mingluo raised the corners of his lips.
Who would have thought that Gu Xiucheng, who was unattainable in both the business and entertainment circles, could not control his reaction just because of Ning Mingluo's words.
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