Chapter 86 Can't Escape

Su Xi walked over with a little doubt, and a question mark flashed in her eyes. Just when she wanted to sit next to him, he pulled her thigh and touched her muscles.

"What's wrong with you recently? Can't sleep?"

He Yichuan let her lean on his chest, one hand around her waist, and the other hand was playing with her hair in front of her forehead.

After hearing the question, Su Xi couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. She thought something had happened. She raised her eyes, fluttered her thick long eyelashes, and said softly: "No, did I wake you up?"

She probably didn't make any sound, and occasionally got up to drink water. Did she wake him up?

Su Xi muttered in her heart.

"Be good and tell the truth. Su Xi, you must tell the truth to me." He Yichuan looked into her eyes and said seriously.

There was confusion in her eyes, her thoughts were churning, and she looked at him silently.

He Yichuan touched her eyelashes with his fingertips, tapped her eyelids up and down, and changed the question: "Why did you drive up that day?"

How come he suddenly came back to this matter? Her eyes were full of confusion.

"I didn't think too much about it. He is your brother, and I just want to save him. You will be sad if he gets into trouble." Seeing that he still cares about this matter, Su Xi had to tell the truth about her thoughts.

He stroked her delicate nose with his finger and continued to ask softly: "You were worried that I would be sad, so you rushed up?"

"Yes."

Su Xi lay in his arms, her eyes met his, her hair scattered on her back, and her whole body was soft.

Hearing her affirmative answer, He Yichuan was inexplicably happy in his heart. At least she put him first. He whispered to her: "But if you fail and you also sacrifice yourself, I will be more sad."

"No, the degree is different. You grew up with him since childhood, and you have a brotherly relationship."

And she, a couple by agreement, has just become a little closer recently, far less than Fang Junjie and the others.

Hearing this, He Yichuan's soft expression suddenly became sharp, his eyebrows tightened slightly, and he exuded an unhappy breath. He said in a deep voice: "So you think he is better than you. If it was you, I would get out quickly. If you rushed up, he could still be saved, but if you didn't go up, he would be completely finished."

After saying this, his chest was full of anger.

He stroked her chin with his fingers, his eyes close to her, as if to see the most real thoughts in her heart, and his voice was rough: "Don't hide it from me."

Su Xi blinked her long eyelashes a few times, hesitated for a long time, and then there was some certainty in her eyes, and her red lips slightly opened: "Yes."

Hearing her affirmative answer again, He Yichuan's lungs were about to explode. He just wanted to have a good talk with her, but every word she said pierced his heart.

"Su Xi, am I not good enough to you? Why do you have such thoughts?" He tried hard to suppress his anger, and tried to calm down and ask her.

Su Xi looked at him in silence.

"Su Xi, you are very important in my heart, but you don't think so. Why?"

Su Xi still didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"Do you think from the bottom of your heart that your life is nothing more than this, so you are not afraid at all." He stroked her soft cheeks with his fingertips, questioned angrily, and his tone was stiff and dissatisfied.

"But isn't it like this?"

She raised her body to distance herself from him, her eyes widened, and there was some anxiety in her eyes. She really didn't understand what He Yichuan was angry about. Hasn't it always been like this?

Sooner or later they will separate again, and she will return to her original life. By then, her physical strength and judgment may have declined, and the ending will be the same as in the previous life.

So what does it matter if it's a step earlier or later!

At least she has repaid his favor, just as a thank you for his protection over the years, allowing her to experience the life of a normal person. She

can see that she is a little angry.

He Yichuan met her angry eyes, and the big hands around her waist tightened, and their noses met, "Why do you care about what I think?"

His clear breath sprayed on her face, affecting her thoughts.

Su Xi tried to calm down her emotions, and was silent for a moment, her eyelashes drooped and she replied softly: "Because you are good to me."

This sentence revealed her softest side.

No one has ever been so kind to her, who would really care about everything about her and take the initiative to help her bear everything.

This sentence dissipated all of He Yichuan's anger, and his whole body seemed to be relieved of all his strength.

Since it has come to this, He Yichuan has no intention of ending the topic. This time he wants to really see her deepest thoughts.

"So you also want to be good to me, but there is no need to put all your life on it, or do you think it doesn't matter in your heart, and we will separate sooner or later?" He lowered his eyebrows and stared at her tightly, afraid to miss a single expression on her face.

He is really too smart, Su Xi couldn't help but sigh.

"Yes."

She lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look him in the eye. There was a trance in her eyes, and her red lips twitched slightly.

"Why?"

He lifted her chin with his fingertips, met her eyes, and looked into her eyes without blinking.

Su Xi looked at him motionlessly and quietly for a long time, then spoke calmly and with a little anger: "No why, why do you always ask why? He Yichuan, this is it, this is my fate, everyone is like this, there is no exception and you can't escape it."

After enduring the emotions for a whole night, she finally chose to explode.

Her face was pale and calm, as if all the edges and corners had been cut off, and she succumbed to everything.

When she was abducted to the United States, she was adopted twice, one died and the other abandoned her. While she was stumbling, she was caught by the organization for training. After she escaped, she contacted China, and since then she has been wandering in the middle and working hard on missions.

She wanted to return to China to meet her biological parents, but unfortunately, the family bond was too shallow, and she would only bring danger. After eliminating all dangers, her body was already broken, and she was shot dead after divorcing him.

In fact, he was right. She no longer had any reverence for her own life in her subconscious. She knew that everything would leave her again, just like He Yichuan in the previous life. No one would miss her.

Even if she lived again, she felt that she was here to repay the favors, and she needed to return the favors one by one. She would be good to whoever was good to her.

She earned one more day if she lived one more day.

Seeing her like this, He Yichuan's heart ached. He didn't know what she had been through. Why did someone who looked calm and peaceful have such pessimistic thoughts?

He lowered his head, pulled her upper body closer to him, and kissed her forehead, eyes, and nose tip bit by bit. Finally, he landed on her soft lips, rubbing them up and down for a long time, and whispered in her ear: "Okay, I won't ask Su Xi. No, believe me, okay? It will be fine. We have obtained the certificate, and we will hold the wedding right away after choosing a good day."