Chapter 109 The Price of Losing Control of Emotions
"Get something."
Ji Qingshu put his hand on his lips and blinked gently. The meaning was very simple, that is, to let Chu Xueyi not ask too many questions.
Although she was confused, Chu Xueyi didn't ask any more questions.
I just rolled around on the bed, wondering what Ji Qingshu would bring back.
Soon, Ji Qingshu came back, her eyes fixed on Chu Xueyi.
I never thought that such a keen prey would actually walk into the trap on its own initiative one day.
"Xue Yi...Su Shiyu clearly came to see you today."
As Ji Qingshu said this, he began to unpack the things she brought. Only then did Chu Xueyi realize that what he was holding was a thin chain.
And a rope to tie the wrists.
This thing feels extremely soft to the touch, and as long as it is not tied for a long time, it will hardly leave bruises on the body.
"I really don't understand why she still covets you after we've been together for so long."
"Is it because you were too gentle to her before, so she had this illusion?"
While Ji Qingshu was speaking, his hands did not stop moving. Chu Xueyi could feel that she was completely restrained.
Isn't this deal too big of a sacrifice?
It seems that I should ask Zhou Yin for more compensation when the time comes, Chu Xueyi thought to herself.
"Maybe I haven't shown enough, I don't love you enough."
"She doesn't have that perverted desire to protect you, so she keeps provoking you again and again."
When Ji Qingshu said this, his emotions were already somewhat out of control. Chu Xueyi could clearly feel that something was wrong with Ji Qingshu.
It was like a disguised mask began to collapse, revealing the true situation inside, black and pus-filled, and filled with extreme greed.
Su Shiyu had no fear of himself.
The main reason was that he thought Xue Yi would change her mind, but this was absolutely unacceptable to Ji Qingshu.
Today, her emotions were almost reaching a critical point, and Chu Xueyi happened to break in.
I'm sorry...
Xueyi, only in this way can I feel that you can't live without me.
"Qingshu...why do you think so?"
Before Chu Xueyi could finish her words, she was pushed down. What was even more embarrassing was that she couldn't move her hands at the moment.
He could only watch Ji Qingshu approach him.
"Yeah...why would I think so..."
"Because I am such a despicable person, so...Xueyi, you must obey me tonight."
"Anyway, this is a request you made yourself."
When Ji Qingshu smiled, her smile was very bright, and it was almost impossible to tell what kind of dark thoughts she had.
Chu Xueyi was almost pressed into the soft quilt. The slight feeling of suffocation made her instinctively realize that the tenderness of the person beside her was mostly a disguise, and violent nature was her true nature.
But I seem to be trapped in this quagmire, and it is a disaster whether I move forward or backward.
"Qingshu..."
Chu Xueyi opened her eyes dazedly, only to see a tear shed by the person in front of her.
Why are you crying?
Am I not by her side?
Chu Xueyi was puzzled, but... before her fingers could touch the tears on Ji Qingshu's cheek, someone grabbed her wrist tightly.
"Snow..."
Chu Xue was used to Ji Qingshu's gentle demeanor, and this was the first time she saw him lose control. He might be in a good mood one second, but the next moment he would become extremely clingy.
It might even make it difficult for her to control it.
"I don't want this. I don't want you to like anyone else. I want you to only rely on me."
"It doesn't matter if you hate me for this. You know what...whatever I set my eyes on should belong to me, no matter what it is."
Ji Qingshu leaned down again, following Chu Xueyi's nose, she kissed her lips, and then tasted a hint of bitterness.
But... Ji Qingshu didn't stop.
Bitterness mixed with blood, that's good... that's the only way people will remember it.
The tattered chain wrapped around his arms and finally lingered between his fingers.
Chu Xueyi had no time to think and could only obey Ji Qingshu and accept the ups and downs.
"Qingshu...let go...be gentle."
Chu Xueyi said this the most that night.
But before she fainted, she vaguely thought that this time, she must leave the other party alone for ten days or half a month, so that she would feel relieved.
…
The sunlight shines on the floor, bringing warmth to the room. The dust particles floating in the air disappear invisibly under the sunlight.
Ji Qingshu was the first to wake up.
When she woke up, she felt her body was extremely heavy. She was about to reach out and grab the quilt, but she found that her wrists and fingers were trembling.
Ji Qingshu glanced up at the mess on the ground and understood it almost instantly.
That’s right... Ji Qingshu is not a completely normal person. When she doesn’t get what she wants, she will get angry, and it is common for her to throw vases and bully the servants.
If her current fans knew all this, they would definitely be shocked.
And become the black material of life.
She lost control of her emotions last night. She had this kind of outburst a few times since she was a child, but it has never happened again since.
Perhaps it was because I met Su Shiyu yesterday that I lost control of my emotions.
Ji Qingshu clutched the quilt tightly.
I finally managed to build up a little bit of goodwill in front of Chu Xueyi, but I guess it will be all gone this time.
"Snow..."
Ji Qingshu closed her eyes. Her long, jet-black hair was a little messy and draped over her shoulders. Her delicate eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and she almost didn't dare to look at her girlfriend beside her.
"Are you awake...are you angry?"
Ji Qingshu asked two questions in succession. Chu Xueyi heard the other party's weak questioning and then slowly opened her eyes.
She had actually woken up a long time ago.
I'm just not feeling well... I've been closing my eyes and resting.
Chu Xueyi finally experienced something more tiring than acting. She glanced at the other person and said nothing, but her resentful eyes had already revealed her inner thoughts.
"It's my fault. I lost control of my emotions."
Ji Qingshu came over.
But this time it was pushed away.
"I know you're in a bad mood, but I think I've said it many times... There really is nothing between Su Shiyu and me."
Chu Xueyi faced Ji Qingshu's invisible jealousy.
It's really hard to cope with.
"Qingshu...you should reflect on yourself these few days."
"It's terrible to take it out on me because of your own uncertainty."
Chu Xueyi stood up, but perhaps because she walked too fast, she almost fell down.
Ji Qingshu wanted to help people.
Chu Xueyi had already stood up completely. She was only wearing a loose pajamas. Under the pajamas, you could see that her snow-white skin was now covered with marks.
Ji Qingshu frowned slightly when he saw this scene.
I feel like I've really gone too far.
Completely driven by emotions.
No different from a wild beast.
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