Jun Yanli still remembers what happened when he was Wuming.
He is not a real beastman.
That appearance was just a preparation for him to better integrate into this new world. He didn't break out of any shell. As soon as he appeared and opened his eyes, he existed as a human.
Because I don't understand anything.
So he was very dependent on the voice that appeared in his mind from time to time. He would do whatever the voice told him to do, and he never thought about the consequences of doing those things, let alone why he had to listen to this voice.
...He thought that the voice in his head was correct and that he must obey it.
Moreover, the voice also told him this - you should listen to me, because you are me, and you are inseparable from me, instead of taking the words of the creatures here to heart and doubting me. You were born to become a god, and one day you will command all spirits and become the master of all living beings. You need to rule them instead of listening to them. This is a mistake and must be corrected.
later.
As he walked in the world for several days, his blank cognition was gradually enriched, although compared with the children who grew up here, he was still as young as a blank sheet of paper.
But at least he understood what was right and wrong.
What makes people smile is right, and what makes people feel painful and angry is wrong.
This was the first time he established the concept of right and wrong. At that time, he did not know that in addition to right and wrong, there was also good and evil.
The voice in his head only appeared when it needed him to do something, and never told him why he did it.
The voice did not respond to his confusion and questioning, and even failed to understand the questions he asked more than he did. Looking back now, it was like adults expecting children to be like adults.
Ye Wanyin also mentioned this.
She usually calls it whimsical, funny, and ridiculous to expect a child who is still crawling on the ground to fly immediately, and a person who has just learned to walk to walk briskly.
Of course, later, when she knew that he was the one who was asked to do this, the smile on her face withered and turned into guilt and caution, as if she was uneasy about having laughed too loudly just now.
And him?
Thanks to her "careful teaching", he did it on purpose.
Until now, Ye Wanyin didn't know that he actually learned everything very quickly and didn't need her to teach him over and over again. He was also a despicable person, just using the excuse of teaching her to keep her longer.
"I still remember what happened that truly destroyed my trust in you."
Jun Yanli's tone at this moment was not intense, but for him who knew nothing at the time, it was no less than the collapse of the heavens and the splitting of the earth.
"You were the one who asked me to bring that seed to that continent, and you concealed from me the fact that the seed was actually the 'Law of Destruction.' That was the first time you began to cleanse the people of that world."
"The human race is dead."
"The orcs survived and became the new human race."
"You made me watch helplessly as those who had shown me kindness died tragically. The family that took me in were the first to die because they were too close to the law..."
That was the first time Jun Yanli felt betrayed. He had told him that there would always be someone to help him, but instead he said coldly, "The human race must die."
reason?
have no idea.
reason?
No.
ask?
The voice died away, and there was no response as the destruction continued.
"Tell me, what kind of role should I think I am in your eyes?" This was the first time Jun Yanli spoke so many words to Him. He had felt it was unnecessary before and it would be pointless to say anything.
The Way of Heaven always feels that He is absolutely right, and this stubborn rightness will not be shaken by any words.
So why should he waste his time?
Tiandao regained his voice: "So this is why you cut off contact with me."
"You have destroyed the original me. Destruction not only happens to the human race, but also to me. When everyone forgets why destruction happens, I will always remember those scenes." The sarcasm in Jun Yanli's eyes was like an invisible blade. He could call the wind and rain in the world below, but here, he was not the strongest. The one in front of him was.
No one in the world can be stronger than Him. When everyone is strong, He will only be stronger!
"..."
The Heavenly Dao did not look for any excuses. Every word Jun Yanli said now was the truth, and He had no intention of making excuses.
"I asked you to come here today to discuss this matter." Tian Dao suddenly spoke. He hesitated, a feeling he had never shown before, but now he did. "I should say sorry to you."
Jun Yanli: "What?"
He wondered again if there was something wrong with his ears again.
But he never imagined that the Heavenly Dao would bow his head and admit his mistakes, especially to his own incarnation.
He said frankly, "Whether you accept or reject it, I owe you this apology for a long time."
"When you first arrived on that continent, I didn't consider the time you'd need to grow as an individual. In my eyes, you were merely a vehicle for that world to reach a higher level. I even took it for granted that, as my incarnation, you should be aware of this and have some understanding."
"But you began to resist, each time more strongly than the last. When I realized you were beginning to understand rejection and didn't want to hurt those humans who were friendly to you, I couldn't understand why you fell for it. It shouldn't be like that. You, too, are part of the Heavenly Dao, yet you've been tainted by the aura of the mortal world. This is a stark difference from the Lord of Heaven and Earth I had initially hoped for."
"I should have erased your memory, but I didn't. Instead, a more cruel and decisive thought came to me—I want you to sever this bond with your own hands! I want you to return to your pure white state!"
And that method, of course, is to destroy everyone equally, including Jun Yanli.
So he was not wrong.
He did destroy him, but he did not expect that Jun Yanli was no longer a complete blank slate. He had also learned a lot from interacting with others.
"What happened next, as you said, was that you chose to cut off contact with me, willingly sacrificing all your power... I could have taken you back by force, but I didn't. You made me realize something."
"For the next hundred years, I left you alone. I occasionally observed you, but I found that you lived better without me, although I was also met with hostility due to my ignorance."
"So you chose to sleep a second time, shedding your human form and becoming like the beastmen of your time."
This should have been something that made Tiandao happy, but He did not feel any joy at that time.
His incarnation felt that He had betrayed him, and in rebellion, cut off ties with Him very decisively!
This has never happened before.
He was an accident.
It was this accident that made him unable to look away and even began to question his past decisions.
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