After An Yuan'er left, An Huaishou locked himself in his room and wrote a letter.
An Huishou's first reaction was to explain to Mo Ran that he hadn't been with Han Yuanyuan after she left. An Huishou belatedly wanted to express his feelings to Mo Ran—that longing and yearning had become increasingly apparent with Mo Ran's departure.
Perhaps, as Yuan'er said, he was just too "cheap," only realizing how good the other person was after leaving.
She quickly wrote several pages of eloquent prose. In the letter, An Huishou repeatedly emphasized that it was not a bad thing that she could not write poetry, as Mo Ran had something unique that no one else could replace.
That kind of persistence and tenacity is also what silently attracts An Huishou.
After finishing writing, An looked back at the letter and suddenly became very dissatisfied.
Without hesitation, he tore the letter, which had been several pages long, to shreds.
Mo Ran was proud but also sensitive. An Huai Shou's explanations and emphasis in his letter seemed a bit strange. An Huai Shou was afraid that Mo Ran would overthink it and think that he was just comforting her because he thought she had gone to such a dangerous place, and that these letters were just to make her happy.
The battlefield situation is dangerous, and even if there is only a one in ten thousand chance, An Hui doesn't want Mo Ran to be distracted and get into trouble.
All he wanted was for Mo Ran to return safely.
Mo Ran had been by his side for so many years. Feelings are complicated; they don't come suddenly and intensely. Often, they are subtle and gradual.
That's why there's the saying, "The longest-lasting expression of love is to accompany someone."
After thinking it through, An Huishou picked up his pen again.
I recently learned a new sword technique, and I was thinking that if you were still here, we could spar together.
One shouldn't be too hasty in appreciating poetry; a simple analysis is sufficient for the beginning. I have several poetry collections here that I cherish, all of which are among my favorites. You can take a look when you have some free time.
Everything is fine in Shengjing, and I'm fine too. Yuan'er is still as mischievous as ever, and she can't stop talking about you in front of me. But the little girl has become much more sensible than before. She did make a fuss for a while when we got home, but she quickly calmed down. Now she owns more than a dozen shops, and she's quite successful at it.
The battlefield is tough, don't force yourself to bear it. If you secretly hide and cry, it's okay, just like when I was a child, I won't tell anyone.
As a child, Mo Ran was the leader of the group, and she was usually the least likely to cry. But one time, she was severely reprimanded by General Lin, and being a little girl, Mo Ran hid under a tree and cried her heart out. That day happened to be An Huishou's first day at school, and he stared blankly at the crying little girl.
Mo Ran felt a little embarrassed when she was caught crying for the first time. With tears still in her eyes, she rushed up to An Huishou, grabbed An Huishou's collar with a fierce look, and threatened, "Which household are you from? If you dare to tell anyone, I...I'll...smash your head."
An Huishou said softly, "I'm new to the An family. I won't tell anyone. There's nothing shameful about crying. My sister cries all the time, but I think she's adorable."
After saying that, he handed Mo Ran a handkerchief. This was the first time Lin Mo Ran had heard the word "sister" from An Huai Shou.
Mo Ran wiped his snot and tears onto the handkerchief, and to this day, Mo Ran has not returned the handkerchief to An Huishou.
For a long time, Mo Ran believed that it was her threat that day that had worked. An Huaishou was afraid that she would blow his head off, so he didn't spread the embarrassing thing about her in the school.
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