Even though it was An Yuan'er who wanted to see it, and Yi Chenli hadn't done anything wrong, his first reaction was to apologize to An Yuan'er.
Although Yi Chenli didn't show it on his face, he was terrified inside, afraid that the girl would dislike him like that.
The veins and bulges on his legs disgusted even him, let alone a young girl like Yuan'er.
An Yuan'er immediately sensed Yi Chenli's low mood.
She knew that her reaction had hurt Yi Chenli.
"That's not how it is, Ali, I..." An Yuan'er was still thinking about that leg covered with veins. She was indeed scared. It was an uncontrollable physiological reaction when a person sees something horrifying.
but.
An Yuan'er reached out her hand towards Yi Chenli's thigh, even though her hand was trembling violently.
“Ah Li, Yuan’er is timid and really didn’t expect it to be like this. But if I’m scared after watching it once, and scared after watching it twice, then I’ll watch it three times, and many more times, and watch it every day, until I become indifferent to this fear.”
"These marks may be frightening, but they are the marks you left behind as you tried to stand up for me. Despite their damage, they are still beautiful."
Yi Chenli opened his eyes and said, "Yuan'er, you don't need to say such things to yourself. You can be willful, you can be disgusted, you can do anything. You don't need to care about me."
Sometimes Yi Chenli would despair. Why was he a cripple, a useless piece of trash, when he met Yuan Gungun? Why couldn't he show her his best side? He didn't want her to see his flaws, his imperfections.
He cared too much about her opinion, to the point that he grew increasingly disgusted with everything about himself.
Ugly legs, a vile soul, and a heart that wants to defile girls.
He was extremely restrained, refusing to cross the final line with the girl, but in his dream, he had already violated her time and time again.
He may have already committed unforgivable crimes.
"Ah Li, Yuan'er is not wronged, really."
An Yuan'er deeply felt that although this man could confidently tell her father that he was hers, in reality, the pressure and bitterness he carried in his heart, behind that simple sentence, was a heartache and inferiority that others could not see.
He never had complete confidence in her.
But clearly, in An Yuan'er's heart, even though he was flawed, he was still the most perfect.
An Yuan'er was no longer afraid. He was her Ali, so what was there to be afraid of?
The girl lifted the blanket again and gently placed a tender kiss on that horrible spot.
“Ali, don’t worry. Actually, you don’t know, meeting Lan Jingtang was an accident. I never thought that I could really cure your leg. So, long ago, I was already prepared to spend my whole life with the big boy in my heart, even if he could never stand up again, I would stay with him for the rest of my life. Because a long, long time ago, my heart could no longer accommodate anyone else.”
These words were unexpected for Yi Chenli. He was somewhat shocked. That silly girl, so wonderful, had actually liked him so long ago.
"I'm not getting better, and I'm making you suffer so much. My girl, you deserve the best of everything."
An Yuan'er smiled: "What's wronged about it? Everything I have is you! You're right in front of me right now, but he's still too naive to know it."
"Yi Chenli, it is a blessing from heaven that your legs have the opportunity to heal. So, don't take away this blessing from heaven. No matter what the reason, cherish yourself and don't force yourself to recover quickly."
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