But the original body didn't have any money. Her marriage with Mu Shicang was a fake marriage. Mu Shicang would give her daily living expenses, but she always felt like a kept mistress and was unwilling to touch a penny.
Finally, Yang Li set his sights on Mu Shicang. Yang Shushu didn't know what he said to Mu Shicang, but Mu Shicang did give him some money to do business, but it was a loan, and the interest was not less at all.
Seeing how guilty he looked, did he borrow money from Mu Shicang again? And lose it again?
Thinking of this, Yang Shushu was too lazy to pay attention to him. He was almost thirty years old and didn't have any children. He had to fill the hole he had dug for himself.
So, after Yang Shushu glanced at him, she looked away and turned to Yang's mother: "Mom, Brother Ling..."
At this moment, Yang's father's face darkened: "Don't mention him, this brat..."
He didn't finish his words because he saw his daughter's face was not looking good and he was afraid that she would be upset again. In fact, Yang Shushu felt very normal. She could feel the overwhelming pain when she saw Yang Shushu cutting her wrists in the video, but inexplicably, her feelings for Ling Xiao were very weak. Apart from knowing that this person existed and was her first love in her youth, she didn't even have many memories of them.
She was a little confused. Was it that her original body didn't have much feelings for Ling Xiao, or was it that she took back the memory of Ling Xiao and didn't share it with her?
She was lost in thought, and Yang Li, unwilling to be lonely again, wandered around the ward and sat down on the sofa. "Why are you still asking about that useless wimp? I don't know what you like about him. He's got nothing but a pretty face. I think you were bewitched by him and did something so foolish..."
Receiving his parents' eyes that told him to shut up, he paused, but seeing that Yang Shushu was rarely listening to him seriously, he felt he needed to analyze the situation with her to prevent her from thinking about divorce all day long, so he continued, "You contacted him before you got married. If he really cared about you, why didn't he help you when you were in the most difficult time? And when you were taken back to the Mu family by your brother-in-law, you secretly contacted him once, but he disappeared after that. This man is a softie, with no sense of responsibility. What else do you want? Just be your wealthy wife honestly."
Yang Shushu was stunned after hearing this. It wasn't even in her memories? Could it be that her original body had sealed away most of her memories of Ling Xiao? Was it hatred? Or love?
After hearing what their son said, the Yang family's parents said nothing, but just lowered their heads. Yang Shushu felt that Yang Li might be right, but she still didn't quite believe what Yang Li said, so she stared at him and asked again: "Are you telling the truth?"
Even Yang Li noticed that Yang Shushu's gaze at this time was different from before, but he usually lived in a confused state and would not notice it even if he felt it. He just felt inexplicably uneasy in his heart when he was looked at by that gaze, and avoided Yang Shushu's gaze almost in embarrassment.
Yang Shushu narrowed her eyes. Was there something else going on?
She looked at her parents uncertainly, but their expressions were much calmer. Mother Yang said, "I really don't know where Ling Xiao went. His parents moved abroad two years ago, so... maybe he left."
Yang's mother's words were not as harsh as Yang Li's, but her meaning was very clear. Yang Shushu did not believe Yang Li, but she still believed Yang's father and mother. So this page was temporarily turned over, and the family talked about Jiachen again, trying their best to avoid the issue of suicide.
When it was time to leave, Yang's father and Yang Li left first. Yang's mother took Yang Shushu's hand and said, "Shushu...if you're not happy, let's get a divorce. At worst...your father and I will pay back the money that President Mu gave us, including principal and interest. If that's not enough, we can still have our house. As long as our family is well, that's better than anything else."
Her heart was warmed. Even though she knew that this love was not for her, Yang Shushu still felt happy.
It turns out that when someone takes on something you don’t want to do, you will be so tempted by it.
But it is precisely because of this greed that she should protect it even more.
"Mom, don't worry, I know what I should do." She patted the back of Yang's mother's hand and said softly.
Mother Yang looked at her in surprise: "Shushu...you have grown up a lot..." The child who used to just cry when encountering such things was now able to comfort herself.
Yang Shushu cursed inwardly, but quickly calmed down. She couldn't pretend to be the weak Yang Shushu forever. Not only could weakness not solve the problem, but she also couldn't suppress her personality forever. Perhaps this incident could be used as an opportunity, both for the Yang family and the Mu family.
"Mom, after this incident, I've figured out a lot of things. I can't say I've been completely transformed, but it's enough to make me understand a lot. Don't worry, Dad. I won't cry when something happens again."
Mother Yang pinched her nose gently, looking somewhat emotional and relieved.
At this moment, Yang Shushu suddenly asked a question: "Mom, do I really like Brother Ling... After this incident, I don't know whether I am right or wrong..."
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After seeing off the Yang family, Yang Shushu sat back on the hospital bed. It was just after three in the afternoon, and the sunlight shone straight into the ward from the window. She walked to the window and placed herself in the sunlight. The warm light made her whole body relax, so she moved a chair, wanting to bask in the sun for a while and think about something.
It was not until just now that she realized that the original body did not seem to transfer all of her memories to her. Was it that the original body wanted to retain all the memories related to Ling Xiao, or did she not have many memories of Ling Xiao in the first place?
It was for this reason that she spoke to Yang's mother before she left, hoping to get some clues from her. Yang's mother didn't say bad things about Ling Xiao like Yang Li did, but her attitude was still indifferent: "Shushu, don't think about him anymore."
Although Yang's mother did not explicitly state the relationship between her and Ling Xiao, Yang Shushu could see that Yang Shushu must have really liked Ling Xiao in the past. As for how much Ling Xiao liked Yang Shushu at that time, she was not sure.
The man who might have eloped with a married woman was nothing like the man that Yang Shushu remembered.
The man in my memory was gentle, calm, and reassuring. How could he do such a thoughtless thing?
At this moment, her eyes inadvertently looked downstairs at the hospital. The windows here faced the backyard of the hospital. The environment was good and people would usually take a walk downstairs when they were sick.
She suddenly grew smaller, leaned against the window frame with her back to look downstairs, her pupils contracted in shock and pain, and then she turned around and rushed out of the ward.
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