Ninety-five:
Chu Cheng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, "Don't worry."
"Then when will you be anxious?" Ji Qingzhou asked him, "When do you want to do it?"
Chu Cheng didn't expect him to continue asking questions. He looked at Ji Qingzhou's clear eyes and said softly, "We don't have to do it. It's good as it is now, isn't it?"
Ji Qingzhou looked at him puzzledly, "You don't want to do it with me?"
"Of course not." Chu Cheng hugged him and said gently, "Zhou Zhou, if this was the first two months of our contract, I would have sex with you without hesitation, but now, our contract is about to expire, with only a little over a month left. There's no need, don't you understand? You don't need to add this kind of stain in these last thirty or so years. There's no need."
"I don't think this is a stain." Ji Qingzhou explained to him, "I took your money, I enjoyed your benefits, I should pay the price, right? Isn't this the good deal we have?"
"That was in the past, not now. You don't need to do this. I've been with you for a year, and I've been very happy this year. That's enough."
"But..." Ji Qingzhou looked at him, "What have I paid for? If everything between us is innocent, then what kind of financial sponsor are you to me? How can I enjoy your efforts?"
"Not all sponsors will have sex with their lovers." Chu Cheng reached out and held his hand. "It's fine for us to do this."
Ji Qingzhou felt that this was not good at all. This was not what he wanted. He looked at Chu Cheng, not knowing what to do. In the end, he could only say dryly, "Then I will pay you back."
Chu Cheng was afraid that he would do this, "Do I need money? I don't need you to pay me back. If you want to do this, do I need to pay you back for your time? I need to give you back all your time for this year." He sighed and said helplessly, "You don't have to feel any psychological burden. Between the two of us, I am always the beneficiary. I can't let myself suffer any loss. So don't say this again. I don't like to hear it, and I don't want to hear it again."
"Then what do you want? You don't want this, you don't want that, so what do you want?" Ji Qingzhou felt like his chest was blocked by a ball of cotton, and he was almost suffocating. "We were good to each other, and you wanted to sleep with me at the beginning, didn't you? Why don't you want anything now?"
"I wanted to sleep with you at first," Chu Cheng looked at him, "but that was in the past. People develop feelings when they get along with each other. I did want to sleep with you at first, because I didn't care about you at all at that time. Your future has nothing to do with me. But now, we have been together for so long, I have watched you grow up little by little, I hold you in my arms and protect you, and I have never even said a harsh word to you. I hope you are well. I hope you come here clean and leave clean, and your life is spotless. Do you understand?"
Ji Qingzhou shook his head. He didn't understand. "Do you like me? If you don't like me, why do you think so much about me? If you like me, why do you want me to leave?"
Chu Cheng looked at him with mixed feelings in his heart, "Of course I don't like you, I just hope that your future can be better, Ji Qingzhou, I've lived my life, I hope you're well, I really hope you're well."
"But I'm not feeling well now."
Chu Cheng hugged him and coaxed him softly, "Don't be like this. I know you have been preparing yourself mentally for the final step. Now that I suddenly don't want it anymore, you will be surprised and even don't understand. But this is my decision. I don't want it anymore. This way, you will feel better in the future."
"Then what do you want?" Ji Qingzhou asked him blankly, "You have collected all seven cards, but you don't want them anymore, so what do you want?"
Chu Cheng let go of him, looked into his eyes, and said softly, "Kiss me."
Ji Qingzhou looked up at him, put his arms around his neck, and slowly kissed him. He closed his eyes and hid his tears under his eyelids. He opened his eyes where Chu Cheng couldn't see, his eyes full of grievance and sadness.
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