So that's why. Xu Yixing was indeed a little surprised and impressed. Did he have to tell it at this point in time?
"You may have forgotten the first time we met. It was when you were six years old. One time you went to the palace and we happened to run into each other."
"Then what?"
"Then...some very bad things happened. Even now when I think about it, I still feel very sorry for you."
Xu Yixing smiled faintly. If he still had some grudge against Lu Anyuan during the day, now he was somewhat impressed by his honesty.
"How could that be? What have you done to me?"
"Yixing, you don't understand. Actually, when you asked me before, I swore on my mother that I didn't lie to you, but that was a real lie. My mother doesn't like me, so I always thought that even if I swore on her, I wouldn't feel guilty. But it's different with you. After all, I am sorry for you."
So that's how it is. Xu Yixing only knew that Concubine Yi died early, but he didn't know that she didn't even love her own son.
"You can tell me about it. Maybe what you think is too much is nothing to me."
Lu Anyuan shook his head, still lowering his eyes: "Yixing, in fact, what happened to you later was mostly related to me, including Sun Ziyou's attempt to kill you, I should also bear the main responsibility."
"I said, I don't blame you." Xu Yixing really didn't blame him anymore. From the moment he apologized tonight, all the grudges in her heart were wiped out.
Compared to his father's cover-ups and evasions, Xu Yixing feels more at ease living with someone like Lu Anyuan.
"You have no idea what happened... You have no idea... You will never forgive me..." Lu Anyuan whispered, looking more like a drunkard at this time.
People say the truth comes out when drunk, but Xu Yixing doesn't think so. She's been drunk before, so she knows it's all lies. Besides, Lu Anyuan had already said that the wine he drank was diluted with water, so he wasn't drunk at all, so he certainly wasn't putting on an act for her.
"I said, I forgive you."
Lu Anyuan seemed to wake up suddenly, looked up in disbelief, and saw Xu Yixing's clear eyes. For a moment he felt as if he had been struck by lightning.
"Yixing...you, do you remember?"
"Yes, I remember. Ever since I last saw Sun Ziyou in prison, my brain has been working much better, and some of my memories have returned."
Xu Yixing pointed to her temple. No one was more sober than her now.
"In prison... no wonder!" No wonder Yixing hid and refused to see me after the last visit. It turned out that he remembered everything.
"Then why do you say you don't blame me?"
"Some fruits are unworthy of their causes. You planted a cause, and Sun Ziyou produced a fruit for you. Unfortunately, it was a rotten fruit. I believe that when you used the fake name, you didn't expect what would happen later, so I don't blame you."
Xu Yixing paused: "But I'm really surprised that you can say it tonight. Otherwise, I really don't know how to get along with you in the future."
Lu Anyuan straightened his back, as if pondering what Xu Yixing said.
"But this is my fault anyway. You, you really don't blame me?"
Xu Yixing shook his head and explained carefully, "In fact, we all have many opportunities to correct our wrong impressions. For example, you helped me out of guilt after knowing my identity, and I initially thought you were just a fool, but later found out that was not the case."
Lu Anyuan blinked, not understanding the meaning.
"Similarly, Sun Ziyou also had many opportunities to correct his stereotypes about me. For example, during the two years after we got engaged, we saw each other almost every day, but he didn't notice that I had truly lost my memory and wasn't just pretending to be innocent.
"And for two years, I haven't been able to let him see my true character and be honest with me. This is his fault, and of course it's my fault too. You are the only one who can't be blamed in this process. It's that simple."
Lu Anyuan was a little confused. This, this, this, did Yixing get rid of it?
"Of course, I did resent you when I first recalled that memory, but since you've admitted it today, I have nothing more to say."
"Yixing!" Lu Anyuan suddenly stood up and pounced on her, hugged Xu Yixing tightly and strangled her.
"I said... Hey!" Xu Yixing was suddenly picked up by the waist. Lu Anyuan strode towards the bed and carefully put her down.
"Yixing, you are so nice. It is my blessing to marry you!" Without waiting to hear Xu Yixing's reply, Lu Anyuan's lips had already touched Xu Yixing's mouth. A light kiss was enough to make him fascinated.
Xu Yixing wanted to struggle at first, but as he gradually got into the mood, he became less resistant.
"Come in..." She herself didn't know how these words slipped out of her mouth. She was so shy.
Lu Anyuan was originally concentrating on kissing, but when he heard these words, his body stiffened, the confusion in his eyes disappeared, and was replaced by a bewildered look.
How would Yixing know what to do?
Xu Yixing was also in high spirits when she suddenly relaxed. She opened her eyes and saw Lu Anyuan leaning on his elbows and looking at her.
Eh? Is he really impotent? Holy shit! Didn't I marry the wrong guy?
"You... well, how did you know... that we should..."
Xu Yixing didn't react at first, but when he saw the deep red tips of Lu Anyuan's ears in the candlelight, he suddenly realized what he had just said.
"Are you sick? I've been married once. How can you expect me to pretend to be an ignorant little girl?" Xu Yixing turned over and sat up, feeling very unhappy.
"Oh oh oh!" Lu Anyuan looked as if he suddenly realized something. He was indeed a little confused just now, and his mind was foggy. He actually forgot such an important thing.
"I'm sorry Yixing, I forgot. Let's do it again."
Before Xu Yixing could refuse, he felt him approaching, and this time it went much more smoothly.
The so-called "dancing with the wind and rain" and "fish and water" are idioms that are familiar to people to describe the love between men and women. However, when it really happens to you, you will find how pale and powerless language is sometimes.
At least until tonight, Lu Anyuan realized that there are not many things in this world that can make people happy, and the wedding night is definitely one of them.
Fortunately, I didn’t drink too much today, otherwise I would have wasted this wonderful moment.
When Xu Yixing opened his eyes again, it was obvious that daybreak had already arrived. The sun shone softly through the screen window and then through the loosely drawn bed curtains.
Xu Yi moved his arms and bumped into someone on his left side. Turning around, he saw Lu Anyuan with his hands raised high. He didn't know why he was in that position.
What's wrong with Lu Anyuan's arm? Who sleeps with their arm raised?
When I looked again, hey, he wasn’t asleep, he was awake!
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