Chapter 181 Confession
"Actually, when I first saw you on the stage of 'Pick Me', I felt that you were very similar to Wen Yu..."
"oh--"
Wen Yu deliberately prolonged his words, then suddenly realized something: "So when you asked me to be your 'stand-in', you were already doubting my identity?"
"Um."
Song Shinian nodded honestly.
It is impossible for two people to be so similar in this world.
The seed of "doubt" in Song Shinian was quietly planted at that time. Later, Wen Yu came to his lounge and asked him to see how the dance was choreographed. Song Shinian originally watched it with a "scrutinizing" look, but when Wen Yu finished the dance, Song Shinian was left with only shock.
That's definitely not something a 17-year-old boy who hasn't debuted can make up.
Later, more and more things happened to confirm Song Shinian's guess...
However, what really made Song Shinian decide was the audition for "Fu Jiang Shan". Wen Yu was a 17-year-old boy who had never acted before. Why did he have such amazing acting skills?
"Song Shinian..."
Wen Yu chuckled: "Why didn't you tell me, you knew it?"
"I……"
Song Shinian pursed his lips.
How should he tell "Wen Yu"?
Should I just say, "I already know your true identity. You are Wen Yu from five years ago?" Song Shinian was worried that if he really said it, Wen Yu would not be able to act as she pleases in front of him...
After all, there was Song Shinian's secret love for more than ten years between the two.
It would be fine if "Wen Yu" did not reveal her true identity, but once "Wen Yu" admitted her identity, they could no longer turn a blind eye to her "secret love".
What's more, Song Shinian also hopes that through his own efforts, Wen Yu will fall in love with him. Even if Wen Yu's identity is exposed, the relationship between him and Wen Yu will remain as close as before...
These are Song Shinian’s little thoughts.
Faced with Wen Yu's question, he didn't know how to answer.
"Um?"
Seeing that Song Shinian was still silent, Wen Yu uttered a questioning "hmm": "Is this question so difficult to answer?"
Song Shinian still didn't speak.
Wen Yu mercifully let Song Shinian go: "Let's put this matter aside for now. Can you tell me the truth, what did you do for me after I died five years ago?"
If it weren't for 'Su Xingye', Wen Yu might never have known that Song Shinian had done so much for her...
He quit the entertainment industry at the height of his fame.
This is something many people dare not even think about...
“Nothing…”
Speaking of the past, Song Shinian's tone became very calm: "After all, I didn't quit the entertainment industry just for you..."
Song Shinian didn't want Wen Yu to feel guilty.
What's more, in Song Shinian's view, "quitting the circle" is just an insignificant matter, and it is not worth Wen Yu spending too much of his energy on it.
"lie."
Wen Yu mercilessly exposed Song Shinian: "You entered the entertainment industry for me, and you left the entertainment industry for me...even..."
Having said that, Wen Yu paused for a few seconds.
His voice became hoarse. "Even your return to the entertainment industry... was for me..."
Song Shinian wanted to collect things related to "Wen Yu", so he agreed to the invitation of the director of "Pick Me".
Everything is inseparable from the name "Wen Yu".
"Xiao Yu'er."
Song Shinian's voice was filled with a hint of doting: "These things are nothing... Really, I did these things out of my own will, you don't need to feel any guilt about it..."
Song Shinian always felt that secret love was his own choice.
"Wen Yu" does not have to bear the price for his choice.
Whether he enters the entertainment industry, quits the entertainment industry, or returns to the entertainment industry... although these things are inseparable from "Wen Yu", this is entirely Song Shinian's personal choice. Wen Yu does not need to bear any responsibility for his choice, nor does she need to feel sorry for his past experiences.
"Song Shinian..."
Wen Yu's voice became hoarse: "Why are you so stupid?"
Is it worth it?
Is he really worthy of Song Shinian doing this?
Before he was reborn, he had only a handful of contacts with Song Shinian. How could one person be so affectionate?
"stupid?"
Song Shinian repeated the word, his voice tinged with laughter: "Are you stupid? I feel very happy..."
Having a crush on Wen Yu was the happiest thing he had ever done.
Whenever Song Shinian was about to give up, he would regain his confidence as long as he saw something related to "Wen Yu".
Song Shinian’s ability to get to where he is today and have so many fans is inseparable from “Wen Yu”.
Perhaps sensing Wen Yu's low mood, Song Shinian changed the subject in time: "If there is really something worth talking about..."
Song Shinian's voice was filled with a gentle smile. "I don't think it's about 'quitting'. It's more about me visiting your parents every month and spending two or three days with them..."
parents?
Wen Yu's fingers trembled when he heard this. He mustered up the courage to ask, "He...are they doing well?"
"very good."
Song Shinian explained with a smile, "My aunt has been practicing cross-stitch recently. Her embroidery skills are already very good. She even embroidered a 'peace charm' for me some time ago, saying that it can bless me with peace and safety. And my uncle likes fishing recently. When I have nothing to do, I will accompany him to fish for a while. My aunt will cook the fish we catch. Sometimes it is braised fish, sometimes sweet and sour fish, and sometimes steamed fish. I personally prefer sweet and sour fish. I will make it for you someday when I have time..."
As Song Shinian narrated, warm scenes appeared before Wen Yu's eyes one after another.
His mother used to hate embroidery and wouldn't even touch a needle; but five years later, she's actually started practicing cross-stitch. And his father used to be quite impetuous and couldn't sit in one place for long, but now he's actually taking part in fishing...
Wen Yu thought about it and couldn't help but curl her lips.
This is indeed good news for Wen Yu.
"That's right."
Not knowing what he was thinking about, Song Shinian's voice became hoarse: "Auntie has embroidered many amulets for you over the years."
Since Wen Yu passed away, her mother has embroidered many amulets. She said that Wen Yu had suffered a lot in this life and hoped that Wen Yu would be an ordinary person in the next life and live in peace all her life.
Song Shinian did not say the rest of the words.
He was worried that Wen Yu would be sad after hearing it.
"Yeah?"
Wen Yu said shyly, "Then my mother is quite amazing..."
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