June 1, 2000. A sunny Thursday

There are 36 days left until the college entrance examination.

Today is a very special day.

At least that's how it feels to me.

During the afternoon class, Chen Fan next to me fell asleep again.

I know that 놛 has been under a lot of pressure recently, so I hesitated whether to wake her up. Because this class is taught by our homeroom teacher, Mr. Wang.

But to be honest, I hope Chen Fan can rest for a few more minutes...

Because I'm worried that if I continue to fight like this, I won't be able to hold on.

However, my worries were unnecessary because Teacher Wang soon discovered Chen Fan.

Chen Fan was called upon to answer the question.

What happened next will never be forgotten in my life.

Chen Fan, you were so excited that you hugged me and kissed me.

In front of Teacher Wang and the whole class.

Everyone laughed.

I was so shy that I wished I could find a crack in the ground to crawl into.

I have never thought that Chen Fan is such a person.

At that moment, I felt like I was really going to cry.

Teacher Wang yelled at Chen Fan to go and stand in the punishment room.

But someone didn't seem to panic at all, instead he shouted at me.

"Wife, don't leave after school. I'll take you home!"

Chen Fan is really annoying.

I wasn't like this before.

I swear, I won't care about it anymore.

But I changed my mind after school at noon.

I've been under so much pressure from studying lately that I didn't expect my period to come early.

Looking at the bloodstains on my pants, I felt so embarrassed and shy at that moment.

Just when I was at a loss, Chen Fan next to me took out a pack of sanitary napkins as if by magic.

To be honest, at that moment I even doubted whether I was dreaming.

He was still saying something like he knew me very well, remembering exactly when I had my period every month, and even... even my measurements... Ugh! You big pervert!

Su Ruchu, you have to be more careful.

This guy might have been pretending on purpose before, but now that the college entrance exam is approaching, he finally stopped pretending...

On June 1, 2000, one month before the college entrance examination, I lost my first kiss.

But why don’t I feel as angry as I imagined?

June 2, 2000. Sunday. Sunny.

Today Chen Fan actually confessed to me.

Although I have noticed that Chen Fan seems to have a crush on me.

But with your shy personality, I thought you didn't have the courage to confess.

But since he did that to me yesterday, Chen Fan seems to have become a different person.

He actually confessed to me today.

Of course I refused immediately.

Actually, I was very nervous and a little overwhelmed.

Fortunately, Chen Fan did not dwell on this issue, but immediately said that he wanted to make an agreement with me.

She said she would take me home after school every day if I agreed.

I refused.

Chen Fan also asked me if he could be my girlfriend if he and I were admitted to the same university.

This time I didn't reject him outright, but told him to pass the exam first.

In my opinion, this is an impossible task.

Of course, the college entrance examination was coming up soon, and I didn’t want my refusal to affect Chen Fan’s mood.

I hope that the goal of getting into a university can give Chen Fan some motivation.

놛...I guess I won't be able to get into Unhai University?

Wednesday, June 7, 2000. Sunny.

I don't know what happened.

These days I found that Chen Fan seemed like a different person.

놛 became more talkative, more cheerful, more sunny, and even took the initiative to chat and joke with me, and... always secretly called me wife...

In short, I seem to be getting more and more shameless.

In addition, I found that Chen Fan's temperament seemed to have changed into a different person.

The first thing is that I became more confident.

Whether in his speech, behavior or other aspects, he is completely different from the Chen Fan I knew before.

Am I hallucinating?

June 9, 2000, Sunday. Sunny

Oh my God, the honest Chen Fan I knew, who was shy in front of girls, is gone.

Instead, he was replaced by a sunny, optimistic, confident and cheerful big boy.

If Chen Fan's appearance had not changed, I would have even suspected that someone had changed my table.

Most importantly, I seemed to be the only one in the class who noticed this scene.

Even Chen Fan's best friend Guo Shuai didn't notice this.

Am I sick?

Saturday, June 10, 2000. Sunny and sunny

These past two days I noticed that Chen Fan always liked to stare at me quietly.

In the past, she would just peek at me, but once I caught her, she would blush and quickly look away.

But now, even though I had discovered him, Chen Fan remained unmoved.

Especially the way he looks at me, deep, gentle, and full of experience.

At that moment, I even saw several emotions in her eyes: joy, excitement, satisfaction, regret, and love...

I don't know why a boy's eyes can express so many emotions.

If the person sitting in front of me was not indeed Chen Fan, I would even suspect that he was a middle-aged man in his thirties or forties.

June 12, 2000. Monday, sunny

These days, Chen Fan really doesn't bother me anymore.

I don't know if it was my previous rejection that hurt your heart.

At least Chen Fan hasn't been joking with me and calling me his wife these days, nor has he continued to confess his love to me.

There is not even any question to ask.

놛 Could it be that you are angry?

I secretly observed that Chen Fan did not do any test papers in the past few days, but just flipped through the textbooks frantically.

He reads very quickly, and I don't know what he is looking for.

In addition, Chen Fan often goes to Internet cafes outside the school.

Could it be that he has given up on himself?

To be honest, I'm very angry.

I don't know why I'm angry. I'm just angry.

I swear, if Chen Fan really gave up on himself, then I... would never talk to him again in this life.

Tuesday, June 13, 2000, Sunny

It turns out that I want to learn computers.

I misunderstood.

To express my apology, I introduced Chen Fan to Brother Honghai's computer school.

I hope Chen Fan can stay away from Internet cafes and really learn something.

Of course, he assured me that it would not affect my studies.

That's disgusting.

Why give me a promise? I am not yours.

Monday, June 26, 2000 Rainy

I don't know when it started, but Chen Fan, Guo Shuai, Li Na and I formed a group and often went out to eat together at noon.

While eating, everyone would talk about study, the college entrance examination, and their longing for college life and beautiful love.

Occasionally, everyone would sneak a beer.

Today I secretly had a drink.

This was absolutely impossible before.

I don’t know why, but I think lunchtime is my happiest time.

I like the current Chen Fan.

Chen Fan is optimistic and humorous.

Wednesday, July 5, 2000, heavy rain

I'm in love.