I love a boy who is different from me.

He is so radiant that countless butterflies will surely fly around him.

I am confused and hesitant.

At one point I even thought about quitting and giving up to help them.

But in the end, I couldn't do it all.

Because I love him.

I love him who is strong and confident in front of others, but acts like a childish boy in front of me.

We agreed to spend a lifetime together. How can it be considered a lifetime if one minute or one second is missing?

I can no longer imagine a future without Chen Fan.

If that were to happen, I would probably go crazy.

I love him.

Love his gentleness and thoughtfulness, love his childish humor, love his strong self-confidence, love everything about him...

Good men attract the opposite sex.

If Chen Fan was just an ordinary man, there would naturally be no opposite sex around him.

But will I still like Chen Fan like that?

Obviously I was the first one to appear.

Obviously I am your girlfriend.

Why do you have to make me suffer like this?

Sometimes I even secretly wonder if Chen Fan is that good.

This way he can belong to me alone.

Soon I felt ashamed of my selfish thoughts.

Escape is the solution.

Come on, Su Ruchu, face everything bravely.

You can.

…

The last entry in the diary was the night when everyone went on a self-driving tour to Shudu in February after Su Ruochu graduated.

Today Chen Fan proposed to me.

I imagined countless romantic scenarios in which he would propose to me.

But I never thought that Chen Fan would propose to me here, on this ordinary night.

But at that moment, I suddenly wanted to cry.

Because I suddenly understood Chen Fan.

Nothing could be more suitable than tonight.

Stars, bonfires, close friends, love...

When the mood strikes, everything is just right.

The moment when Chen Fan sang the song he wrote for me and knelt on one knee in front of me.

I know.

I have escaped all this time.

Su Ruochu.

Admit it.

You may love other men in this life.

He is your love, your future, your everything...

As for other disturbances, just let them be.

As long as he loves me forever, as long as I can be by his side...

Everything else is meaningless.

Because I firmly believe.

No matter how many butterflies are around him.

No matter what happens in the future.

My feelings towards Chen Fan will change.

I also believe that his love for me is true and unique.

There must be such a thing.

I would hold his arm and walk on the busy streets.

Watching all kinds of people coming and going.

And walk barefoot on the warm beach.

We will greet the first rays of sunshine in the morning together.

I will also look up at the scattered stars...

My name is Su Ruchu.

My name is Chen Su꿻.

All of them are his wives, his women.

It will change.

…

The diary ends here.

Chen Fan finished reading silently and slowly closed his diary.

Tears rolled down my eyes.

Through this diary, Chen Fan understood that Su Ruchu's love for him would never be less than his love for him.

This simple, kind and excellent girl was under too much pressure in order to be with him.

She did not complain or lose her temper, but chose to endure it silently. Then she gave up her previous dream of living an ordinary life and began to work hard to make herself excellent, just so that she could stay by her side.

Chen Fan, ah, Chen Fan.

What qualifications do you have to make such a kind girl do this for you?

Can you bring happiness to others?

Are you worthy of her?

Chen Fan, you deserve to die!

Chen Fan raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, then stood up and put the diary back in its place.

At this moment, Chen Fan's eyes became more determined.

The end of the world.

Su Ruchu must be found back.

I haven’t married you yet, I haven’t made you happy, I haven’t accompanied you to see the most beautiful starry sky…

How could you bear to leave me alone...

…

Jiangnan.

Su Ruochu sat alone in a cold drink shop on the street, quietly looking at the drizzle outside the window, his expression seemed to be distracted.

It's been a while since I came here.

Except for the time when he first arrived and went to visit his grandmother's old house, Su Ruchu spent most of the time wandering around aimlessly alone.

When I was a kid, every time I came here, my grandma would hold my hands and play games.

Go, grandma is leaving.

Su Ruochu, alone, could no longer find the fun of his childhood.

I sat by the window, surrounded by two couples, and a drizzle was falling outside the window.

For some reason, at this moment, Su Ruchu suddenly felt like he was abandoned by the world.

Before leaving, she left a note for Chen Fan.

And turn off your phone, cutting off all contact with everyone.

Su Ruchu's purpose was not to run away from home and completely sever ties with Chen Fan.

She just wanted to be willful.

These days, when she saw the gossip about Chen Fan and Wen Wan on the Internet, she was completely confused.

Especially on the Internet posts, many fans of the two are saying that Chen Fan and Wen Wan are a perfect match, talented and beautiful.

This made Su Ruchu feel very overwhelmed.

Obviously, she was Chen Fan's official girlfriend, and they were even engaged.

Why do I feel like a third party when I read online public opinion?

She understood.

At the same time, I also understood why Chen Fan hadn't come to explain to me yet.

She was sulking inside and thought that if she continued like this, she would go crazy.

Therefore, Su Ruchu, a quiet and honest man in his twenties, decided to do something "out of the ordinary" for the first time.

She is running away from home.

She wants to be like other couples and learn to act like Chen Fan and lose her temper!

Be impulsive and willful once.

That's what she thought.

As a girlfriend, she has the right to act willful and coquettish.

Go out and relax alone, say goodbye to your cell phone and the Internet.

I'll go back when I feel better.

As long as Chen Fan is willing to explain to me, I will forgive him.

Looking at the drizzle outside the window and the people coming and going.

Su Ruochu sighed with a look of disappointment.

My mood didn't improve as I expected.

On the contrary, it's getting worse.

She had long been accustomed to the extraordinary world.

Suddenly being alone, she adapted very well.

Do you know what someone is doing at this time?

Have you seen the note I left for him?

Will he worry about me?

Do you want to call him back?

But if I answer the phone now, will it make me look reserved?

Su Ruochu was depressed.

After all this trouble, I ended up putting myself in a difficult position and I didn't know what to do.

snort.

Wait a few more hours, and if Chen Fan doesn't call me before going to bed at night, I will take the initiative to send him a message to let him know I'm safe.

After making up his mind, Su Ruochu drank the last sip of juice, stood up and walked out of the store.

Su Ruochu walked cautiously along the moss-covered bluestone road.

However, just as I was about to turn the corner, a group of guys wearing hats suddenly came over from the opposite side, each holding a rifle or a cannon, and they all seemed to be reporters.

"Where are the people?"

"You were here just now?"

"Strange, how come you don't see me?"

Su Ruchu was a little confused.

Are these people journalists?

Who are they chasing?

After the reporters ran away, Su Ruochu turned and walked into an alley next to the house.

As a result, after he had taken only two steps, a figure suddenly rushed out from the corner.

The two of them instantly collided with each other.

"ah……"

The two of them screamed in fear.

The sunglasses of the woman opposite were knocked off and fell on the ground. Su Ruchu was about to apologize when he suddenly noticed the delicate and beautiful face of the other person.

The whole person was stunned for a moment.

"you……"

"Teacher Wen?"