I had met Yamamoto before that...
Back then, I was a beggar, filthy and wandering around with my master. Those days seemed endless.
But back then I had a dream: I wanted to live a normal life, get married, have a few children, and live a peaceful and happy life with my family.
During my wanderings, I had several opportunities to settle down, but each time I saw my master's lonely figure, I gave up.
At that time, I was thinking that my master was my great benefactor, and I couldn't leave him alone because of my own little thoughts.
So I continued to wander with my master, crushing all my dreams and swallowing them alone, until one day, Yamamoto found me.
Contrary to what you might imagine, despite all the bad things Yamamoto did, he actually appears to be a very gentle, polite, and harmless person, as anyone who has met him will know.
At that time, Yamamoto kept saying he felt guilty towards my master, and I believed him after his tearful confession.
So I tricked my master into coming. Trusting me, he came without any suspicion, and then...
I still remember the temperature of my master's blood splattered on me; it felt like it was scalding me, burning off a layer of my skin..."
Lu Yi scoffed, "Are you really that unaware? You trust your master's enemy so readily?"
Wu Shan shook his head with a wry smile, "Yamamoto said something similar to what you said back then..."
After it happened, I frantically questioned Yamamoto, asking him why he lied to me, but he only said a few words to me, and I was too ashamed to say anything more...
He said... I'm the same kind of person as him...
They are all selfish, and no matter when, they will always want to do things in a way that is most beneficial to themselves, regardless of how much harm these things may cause to others.
Yes! Over the years, I've thought about his words countless times, reflecting on my thoughts at the time.
At the time, did I really not consider that Yamamoto might be lying to me? No! I did consider it.
But looking at the tempting conditions Yamamoto offered, I consoled myself and chose to believe him.
My master also lost his life because of my selfish choice.
I have no right to condemn Yamamoto, because I am essentially the same kind of person as him, and I am even more hypocritical and less worthy of forgiveness than he is.
My self-righteous actions back then, saying that I didn't want to leave my master alone, were actually just my own weakness!
I lack confidence that I can live a good life on my own, which is why I habitually want to hide behind my master.
Actually, my master had advised me to find a place to settle down, but I just didn't listen.
So, someone like me... is actually the one who deserves to die the most!
Su Ji couldn't take it anymore. "You really are hopeless. You already knew what kind of person Yamamoto was back then, but you still ended up hanging out with him, didn't you?"
You were still conducting those inhumane live experiments together in Unit 444.
Even now, your daughter is still working for Yamamoto and hurting even more people!
Wu Shan's expression grew even more bitter. "That's right! That's what happened later..."
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