My name is Wu Xinghua. I am not a good person, although I was a girl from a good family at the beginning.
The year when I was preparing to get my marriage certificate with my first love, we were truly in love with each other, and I thought I would be working hard with him for the rest of my life.
Unexpectedly, the marriage certificate was not printed.
This is impossible. The two comrades mentioned above clearly have obtained their marriage certificates. I don’t understand how someone could lie like this with their eyes open?
My partner was unwilling to give up, so he took me to catch up with the couple who were showing their marriage certificate.
I have always liked good-looking faces, and this man was very good-looking, but I didn’t feel attracted to him. I was even a little scared. I pulled my partner’s clothes, wanting him to stop asking, but he refused.
He was very jealous when he saw the gay man's bicycle, and I felt a little uncomfortable. I always knew that he liked money, but our family's conditions were not that good.
Although he always likes to tell me that he doesn't particularly like money. If he really likes money, he would become a son-in-law of a rich family.
I think what he said is wrong, he just likes him that much, luckily no live-in son-in-law likes him.
But maybe I have a hard life. Although no one was interested in him as a son-in-law, his biological parents came to find him. His family is rich and powerful, which is the kind of family he longs for.
I wandered at home for two days, and finally got the news that he had abandoned me. He left with his biological parents without leaving me a word.
At that time, I naively thought that he would come back to find me. He left just for a better life. Once he settled down, he would take me to enjoy life.
But it was all what I thought.
He did come back, but not to take me to enjoy a good life. Instead, he wanted to kill my family. He felt that being engaged to me was a stain on his face.
I thought that just like in the picture books, my parents and grandparents would protect me and would not do anything to me even if my family was broken up.
I was wrong again. In order to please him and stop him from doing anything to my family, my family locked me up in the cowshed.
We haven't raised cows in the cowshed for a long time. It was built when our family was quite wealthy. Now cows are public property, so there's no way they would allow us to raise any.
When I was in the cowshed, I didn’t have enough to eat and was almost hallucinating because of hunger. Then a girl who I used to be very close to brought me some sweet potatoes.
After eating, I regained some strength and ran away, but I didn’t know anyone, so where could I run to?
When I ran to the commune, I saw my cousin who had already married. She was selling buns in the market. I heard that the market belonged to her brother-in-law from her husband's family.
She should be living a good life now, right? Yes, she has had a good life since she was a child. The fortune teller said that she was born to enjoy happiness.
I was very jealous and too embarrassed to look for her, so I just walked past the place where she was selling buns with my shoulders hunched.
"Hey, wait a minute."
It was my cousin. She called me and stuffed two steamed buns into my pocket.
I was extremely hungry at that time, and I gobbled the steamed bun up in big mouthfuls. I have never eaten such delicious steamed buns in my life.
After eating the steamed buns, I left without looking back. I swore that if I didn’t die, I would live a better life than my cousin in the future.
I started to keep an eye on her life and occasionally went to her to ask for two steamed buns. She was really kind-hearted and would give me any leftovers in the store.
There was a place for hard labor in the field, and I would occasionally do some work in exchange for food.
This went on for about a month. When I was not working, I would watch my cousin in a dark corner.
I often saw her talking and laughing with a handsome man. I knew he was my cousin's husband. I had seen him at their wedding banquet before.
I am so happy. I only work two or three hours every day. I heard that I earn a lot and I have such a handsome man and a lovely son.
If only I could take her place.
I admit that I have a very dark heart, but who can blame me for not being born a bright person? I am a bad woman.
After making sufficient mental preparation, I was ready to go and live with this cousin. I imagined in my mind how I could make my experience sound even more miserable.
My kind-hearted cousin will definitely feel sympathy and pity for me, right?
But before I could take any action, someone knocked me out with a club. When I woke up again, I was in an unfamiliar place with some unfamiliar people around me.
I was so scared, thinking he had come after me again. I hadn’t washed my face for days, fearing he wouldn’t let me go.
As long as it's not him, I feel like I can do anything. I still want to keep my life. It would be best if I could go to that man's city in the future to see if he has been ruined.
The biggest difference between me and other bad women is that I admit that I am bad and never hide my badness.
The purpose of these people arresting me was very simple. They were also eyeing that breakfast shop and that place. The boss behind them actually wanted to open a similar one.
I was thinking, if I could follow him, could I also make money like my cousin?
But he didn't want me. Those people said that their boss kidnapped me because he saw that I had been squatting for so long and wanted to ask me what information I had heard and what my purpose was.
Even though they said they didn't want me, I was still kept because no one among them knew how to cook.
This group of people are quite young, and they all call me Sister Xinghua. Like my cousin, they are all good people.
I cook three meals a day for them and eat with them. I find that their food is really good. They also invite me to cook whatever I want and I can add whatever I want as long as the ingredients are available.
Sometimes they would go out and bring back the dishes I wanted to cook.
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