I feel very uncomfortable, and many times I have the thought that I might as well just get a divorce.
Until the time we had the most intense argument, he was roaring and screaming at me, and I felt a black screen before my eyes and passed out.
I don’t know what happened after I fainted. When I woke up again, Pei Qinggang told me with an ecstatic look on his face that I was pregnant and that he and I were going to have a baby.
I have been married for so many years but I have never had children because I feel there are too many uncertainties.
I was so annoyed by him some time ago that I finally agreed to have a child.
What I didn't expect was that I would have a child so soon.
I am still busy with my work, but the doctor said that my pregnancy is not in good condition and recommended that I rest for the first three months.
But looking at the doctor's expression, I felt that this child could not be kept.
Maybe it was due to the hormonal changes during pregnancy, but the words Pei Qinggang said to me during the argument kept lingering in my mind.
I was very unhappy every day, and gradually I started to have spotting.
Pei Qinggang finally noticed something was wrong, and he started to care about my emotional problems, but it was too late. Whenever I saw him, my mood would become very bad.
I finally called Nian Nian and asked her to find someone to temporarily replace my job.
I didn't expect that she would come back to see me and stay with me for a while, which really touched me.
During that time, she helped me find the crux of the problem, but I no longer wanted to solve this problem properly. It would be really tiring if a person worked hard for a long time.
When I made so many plans, I thought that he, as my other half, would understand me. But who knew that he actually always regarded my plans as obstacles to his success. It really makes me tired.
Preventing him from taking bribes is like killing his entire family.
It’s hard to persuade a damned ghost with kind words. At worst, we can just leave it alone.
It’s not that I haven’t thought about aborting the baby, but Aunt Baozhu said that if I abort the baby, I might lose my uterus.
I originally thought that if I couldn’t keep the baby, then I wouldn’t have any more children in the future.
But she said that women will age quickly after their uterus is removed.
I hesitated.
To be honest, which woman doesn’t care about her appearance? I am also afraid of getting old.
From then on I never said I didn't want children again.
Maybe it's really the nature of maternal love. As my belly grew bigger day by day, I began to look forward to the baby in my belly. I would talk to him and tell him stories every day. As for the child's father, it's not important.
Whether we get divorced or not, I'm not in a hurry anyway. I can always find a way to live the same life as if I were divorced.
To be honest, I am still quite moved by Pei Qinggang's efforts in the later period, but being moved does not mean forgiveness.
I think more that he realized that I was discouraged and didn't want to lose me, a wife who could make money and a ready-made son, so he tried his best to win us back.
If I forgive him easily this time, he will definitely do it again in the future. After all, no one will cherish things that are easily obtained.
And as I spent more time with him, I began to feel that there was nothing wrong with it. Living alone seems to be much more comfortable than living with two people.
Without him to bother me these days, I feel that my mood has improved a lot. Not only my mood, but even my body feels healthier.
Aunt Baozhu told me that a person’s mood can actually determine his or her physical condition to a large extent.
I see.
For the sake of my health, it seems I should try harder to stay away from him.
I told Nian Nian that I would go on business trips after giving birth.
She refused. Could it be that he still wanted to see me stay and get entangled with Pei Qinggang?
Who knew her next sentence would make me a little upset. She said: "Not after giving birth, wait until after the confinement period."
Can you please not breathe so hard next time? Who knows how many things I thought about in just one sentence?
I did what I said. After the confinement period, I hired a nanny and started traveling on business with my child and the nanny.
The identity of this nanny is quite unusual, and it seems to be somewhat related to Nian Nian.
She is her sister-in-law's eldest sister-in-law.
Her sister-in-law's eldest brother got into a gang fight because of gambling. Originally, he had nothing to do with it, but the fight was so intense that he was beaten to death with a shovel.
The most important thing is that he not only went there alone that day, but also took their son with him. I don’t know what the child went through. After that incident, I became stupid and foolish.
Her sister-in-law took the child to seek medical treatment everywhere. She had borrowed almost all the money the family could lend her, but the child still showed no improvement.
In the end, she had no choice but to entrust the child to her mother-in-law and took on my job as a nanny.
The main reason is that I pay her a lot of money, and she doesn't have to do anything other than taking care of the children, so it's very easy.
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