His face flushed red, he didn't dare look at me, his thoughts were all written on his face.
Are you kidding me? I said something to him when he first entered school. Is it necessary to start this early love scene?
Given this situation, I felt very troubled. Even if I expressed my refusal openly, there would still be people in the class pointing at me and whispering to him.
I was very troubled and told Pei Hehui about this in a letter.
It was already the first semester of my senior year in high school, and I felt that this situation could easily affect my learning state. Although I tried my best to convince myself not to listen to those rumors, they still always reached my ears.
After writing the letter, I didn't expect Pei Hehui to help me solve the problem. I just complained about my problem to him. I knew I had to rely on myself for more.
If I can't concentrate on my studies in such an environment, then what else can I talk about?
There is still more than half a year left. Aunt Lanhua has already written me a letter saying that Pengcheng's economy is getting better and better, and that there will be more development opportunities for me if I go there.
It just so happened that their family bought a house in Suicheng, which is very close to Pengcheng and has very good economic development. I can be admitted to Suicheng University, and they can take care of me more since they live close to me.
I knew that with my grades, there was no chance of me getting into the best universities, let alone the best ones. Even if I stayed up all night studying hard, there was no way I could improve my scores that much at once.
So since I entered the third year of high school, my goal was very clear: I wanted to be admitted to Suicheng University.
Where is Aunt Lanhua, whom I admire the most? I knew it very early on. Aunt Lanhua does things casually and never cares about other people's opinions. Most of the time, she just cares about her own happiness.
She also instilled a lot of these ideas in me, and I deeply agree with them.
To be happy does not mean doing nothing, but working hard to make yourself live better and feel more comfortable. If your efforts can only make others successful, it is better not to do anything.
My current situation is that I have to calm myself down, study hard, and get admitted to Suicheng University, so that I can be closer to the people I admire and have a better life.
I always remember what my father said: even though I didn't get into college, he raised me until I was 18. After I got into college, he paid for my tuition and living expenses, and he stopped caring about me until I graduated.
After what he said, I knew that he raised me purely for charity, and it was only after I became an adult that he really couldn't bear to leave me alone.
Everything I learned while he raised me will be something I will rely on for survival in the future.
I began to ignore the outside voices and study hard. I was still a little uncomfortable at first. I always felt that people around me were pointing fingers at me. I cared too much about other people's opinions and couldn't completely calm down.
I forced myself to study hard and I didn't say a word to anyone in my class. I used to go out with my classmates and friends, but now I never go out except to the library.
Not long after, I received a reply from Pei Hehui, and in addition, he also mailed me two study materials. He told me to focus on my studies and not to worry about anything else, and that he would arrange everything for me when I arrived in Suicheng.
When I receive a letter like this, I always feel warm in my heart. Even if he can't come back, it can give me the greatest spiritual support.
After receiving his letter, I found that my heart inexplicably became quiet, the noises around me seemed to be swept away, and I was completely immersed in my own world of studying.
I caught up in my last semester.
Finally, during the last few mock exams, I caught up with most people and my admission score was slightly higher than in previous years at Suicheng University.
I wrote a letter to Pei Hehui to share my joy, telling him that my results in the mock exams were pretty good and that I should have a good chance of being admitted to Suicheng University, and asked him not to forget what he had promised me.
He didn't reply for a long time, and I suspected that he was busy with something else. It happened to be the final sprint period at that time, so I didn't write to disturb him.
On the eve of the college entrance examination, he wrote me a letter, which basically told me to do well in the exam and not to forget what he had promised me before.
Although I don’t know what he was busy with these days, I was very happy to receive his reply before the college entrance examination. As long as I perform normally in the college entrance examination, there should be no problem in getting into his city.
After more than ten years of hard study, you will get the performance of the college entrance examination in these few days. Your future prospects may very well be related to these few days of examinations.
During the days of the exam, I remained calm and took the college entrance examination as usual. After finishing the last question, I put down my pen and carefully checked the previous questions.
I found two mistakes and corrected them quickly. Then I looked through the whole thing twice. After making sure that I had not made any mistakes on questions that I knew and was confident about, I handed in the paper and left the exam room.
After leaving the examination room, I took a deep breath, ran to the post office and made a phone call. The call didn't go through, and I felt a little disappointed, but more relieved.
High school is finally over, and in a few months I will be a college student.
Based on the content of this exam, I feel that I should be able to get into Suicheng University, my dream university.
If the exam results are not satisfactory, I don't plan to repeat another year. The last year of high school is really too hard. If I don't get into Suicheng University, I will apply to other colleges in Suicheng.
A few days after the college entrance examination, our homeroom teacher, who usually had a stern face, invited us to a dinner together. He said that it was not easy to be classmates and that he hoped that we would keep in touch after we were admitted to university. The friendship in high school is incomparable in many cases.
I just listened. I don't have any feelings for those high school classmates, but the head teacher was nice to me on weekdays, so I just went to see him.
When I arrived, I found that many classmates were not there.
Students with good grades came, and those with poor grades but a good relationship with the class teacher also came. Those students whose grades were neither good nor bad, and who had neither a good nor a bad relationship with the class teacher, almost did not come.
All the students in our class came to school quite late. The head teacher asked if there were any students under the age of 18. We all smiled and shook our heads.
So beer appeared on the dinner table.
Thinking that this would be the only time in high school, I raised my glass with them and drank together. When I got a little tipsy, I refused to let them add more wine.
My elders all told me that you can play and make noise outside, but the most important thing is to protect yourself. If you already feel a little dizzy, you should stop drinking.
I decisively rejected everyone's toast and finally took a sip with my head teacher.
My homeroom teacher asked me how I did on the exam and whether I was confident about getting into Suicheng University.
I said of course I was confident, he had seen my efforts over the years, so it was redundant to ask this question.
He smiled and drank the wine I offered him. He stopped me from following his example and said, "Teacher drank this glass of wine as a blessing to you. As for you, don't get too drunk. Just take a sip to show your appreciation."
The head teacher is really a very good teacher. Although he is usually serious and old-fashioned and doesn’t talk much, at the last dinner, he really loved to laugh and gave blessings to each of us students who came.
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