When the little girl came, she looked left and right and stayed where I was.
I asked her curiously, "Nannan, does your aunt not have to go to school today?"
"No, today is Saturday, and Auntie is giving us a day off." She replied, and then was quiet for a while, and suddenly asked me, "Chairman Liu Mumu, will you marry my father and be my new mother?"
"I……"
She asked this question suddenly and I hadn't thought about it yet.
If it were before that day, I would definitely answer her that children should not worry about adults' affairs because they don't understand many things.
But my thoughts seemed to have changed a lot after the reservoir rescue.
The days and nights we spent together in the reservoir made me regain the passion I had when I was in the army, and also let me see Pei Qingshan's responsible side.
He always rushes to do things before others, and is always the last one to leave when things are done. He regards the safety of others as extremely important.
But it was this person who, when faced with the choice between a partner and his mother, chose his mother without any hesitation.
I couldn't describe the feeling I had during those days. Although I knew his choice was not wrong, I just couldn't help but blame him.
But when did this resentment completely disappear? Perhaps it was when I sought medical treatment everywhere and tried my best to give Brother Zhang a child, or perhaps it was when my mother-in-law had no desire to live anymore and was willing to freeze to death in front of Brother Zhang's grave.
It was then that I realized how important a child is to a family. If I could have a child, Brother Zhang's lineage would continue, and my mother-in-law would also strive to live on for the sake of this child.
Probably from that time on, I understood Pei Qingshan’s mother and understood why Pei Qingshan gave up on me.
In fact, I have no resentment in my heart in the past few years. I rationally weighed the pros and cons, considering whether marrying Pei Qingshan now would have more advantages than disadvantages or more disadvantages than advantages.
I just want to do things that benefit myself now.
Just when I was thinking about how to answer Pei Nannan, she said, "Chairman Liu, I think even if you don't marry my father, you should find another man."
"Why?" I pinched her face, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "You know what it means to find a man at such a young age?"
"I know."
She raised her head and looked at me seriously. "Finding a man is like finding a pillar to support the roof beam and protect your safety."
"Just like yesterday, Chairman Liu, you had a high fever. My father noticed something was wrong with you during the day. After dinner that night, he stayed up all night and sat on the dam smoking."
"After a long time, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I cooked a pot of porridge, put it in a lunch box and ran out."
"My great grandfather said that my father went to pursue his own happiness. I don't know what this means, but I know that you must be very important to my father. Even if you don't want to marry my father, he still hopes that you can live a good life."
A child actually said so many things that shouldn't come from a child's mouth. She seemed to be quite opposed to my marrying her father before.
Before her parents divorced, I was always nice to her and she was still willing to be close to me. But ever since her father divorced and started pursuing me, she saw me as a little hedgehog with all my quills spread out.
She probably doesn't want Pei Qingshan to remarry.
Now you are telling me all this, have you thought it through and want me to be her mother?
Actually, what she said was very right. I should find someone, a companion. At least if I have a companion, I won’t get sick and have a high fever at home without anyone noticing.
If Pei Qingshan hadn't been keeping an eye on my condition, I would have had a high fever all night and my brain would have probably been damaged.
From then on, I stopped weighing the pros and cons and began to carefully appreciate the benefits of having someone around me.
In the past, Brother Zhang was in poor health and couldn’t accompany me to do many things. Even in sex, I was the one who did most of the work.
After I started to receive Pei Qingshan, I sometimes wondered if marrying him would make my life easier. He would do a lot of things, and I could enjoy myself to my heart's content, and I wouldn't have to hold back because of his physical condition...
receive!
I must have blushed thinking about it.
At your age, it's a bit inappropriate for you to still blush when thinking about such things.
But it is human nature to have needs.
Before I agree to him, I still want to ask you one thing.
His ex-wife once revealed that Pei Qingshan was not very good in that aspect. Although he was physically strong, I heard that physical strength was not completely equal to ability in that aspect.
So when he asked me out again, I started to respond to him.
"Pei Qingshan, we can get married, but you have to answer a question for me first."
He immediately straightened his back and uttered two words as if he was reporting work: "Ask."
Perhaps he felt that these two words were too cold, so he added, "I will tell you everything I know."
"Your ex-wife said in the village that you are not good in that aspect. Is that true?"
I really haven't verified this matter. After all, our relationship was too pure at that time, and it was impossible for us to do that kind of thing before marriage. I really don't know if he can do it.
But I feel like it’s probably just a rumor, after all, her son is that big now.
Who knew he actually admitted it.
"There was a time before that..."
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