It turns out that his bottom line is to come up with hundreds of ways to deal with others without breaking the law or violating discipline.
I seem to understand a little more.
When I woke up the next morning, there was no one around me. I reached out and touched my side, and it was not cold. There was still some warmth, so he must have left not long ago.
When I woke up in the morning, I touched the water cup on the bedside table. The water inside was warm. I guess Pei Qingshan changed it for me when he left.
Is he so attentive on weekdays? I thought about it carefully, but I couldn't seem to remember. Since I got married, I did try hard to manage this new family, but I didn't try hard to manage my relationship with Pei Qingshan.
I thought that the love between us was no longer what it was at the beginning. What kind of love was it? I couldn't find a suitable adjective. In short, after marrying him, I deliberately ignored him.
But because of this incident, I discovered that his thoughts about me and mine about him were completely different.
Then I'll try again?
I picked up the enamel cup and drank the warm water in it. When I walked out of the room, I saw my daughter packing her schoolbag.
Seeing me coming out, she pouted and complained, "Mom, you checked my homework last night and forgot to put it back in my schoolbag, so I had to pack it again in the morning."
Nannan has good habits. After finishing her homework, she will pack her schoolbag by herself and check again to see if anything is missing.
I reached out and patted my forehead, saying apologetically, "I'm sorry, Nannan, Mommy really forgot yesterday. I won't do that again next time."
She suddenly came over and hugged me, "It's okay, Mom. I know you've been feeling a little uncomfortable these days. Dad has also told us that we can't let you get too tired. I cooked some porridge, some pancakes, and some sweet potatoes and corn. You take good care of yourself. I can take care of everyone."
What is home? What is family?
I suddenly understood something from my daughter's gentle coaxing.
Perhaps this is what a true family is. We take care of each other and keep each other warm. They will give me a shoulder and a hug when I am tired, support and encourage me when I am helpless, and use their unique beliefs to tell me what is the right direction when I am confused.
Nannan hugged me for a while and then let go. "Dad just left not long ago. I should go to class too. Mom, you have to work hard and pay more attention to your health. If you really don't feel well, you should come back and rest. If you collapse, our team will be leaderless."
"Little girl, you still know what it means to be leaderless. Go to class."
When I finished work and went home that day, Pei Qingshan had already returned. When he saw me, he said that he hadn't gone out for a walk with me for a long time, and took me out for a walk.
Although I was a little confused, I still followed him out.
When we walked out of the door, Nannan ran over and threw herself at the door and said, "You guys take your time walking, my brother and I will take good care of the family, you don't need to worry about anything."
He really looks like a little devil.
I felt that Pei Qingshan had something to say to me, but it might not be convenient to say it in front of the children.
As I followed him, I found that the place we were going to looked more and more familiar. Isn’t this the way to visit the graves?
When we reached the familiar grave mound, I turned my head to look at him, "Why did you suddenly think of bringing me here?"
He pulled me to kneel in front of my parents' grave. Without answering me directly, he bent down and kowtowed several times.
"Dad, Mom, I brought Pingping to see you. I came here that year and swore to take good care of Pingping, but I broke my promise. Now I have Pingping back. I will take good care of her for the rest of my life. I will not let you suffer any grievances or hardships, and I will protect her from wind and rain for the rest of her life."
We have never visited my parents’ graves together. So he has been here before?
He never told me that.
On the way back, I asked him. He was a little embarrassed at his age. "Back then, after we confirmed our relationship, I came here and swore to my parents that I would take good care of you for the rest of my life. I never thought that something like that would happen. I failed you. What I want to say is that my ex-wife and I were just living together. You are the only one I have ever truly loved in my life."
"You're so corny." I rubbed my arms and pushed him away. "You're not the only one I've really fallen in love with. Brother Zhang and his family are so nice to me. I really like him."
Unconsciously, we seemed to have returned to the feeling of the past, walking together shoulder to shoulder, telling each other what happened to us, and occasionally looking at each other.
He held my hand, and except for the time when we broke up, his tone of voice when speaking to me was always very gentle, including when we were working together in the team.
Even if I argued with him in a bad temper, he would always look at me with tolerance.
Perhaps his preference and affection are really only given to me. I silently tightened my fingers and felt the warmth in his palm.
"Hey, Captain, are you taking your man for a walk in the village?"
When I met an acquaintance and he joked with me, I smiled nonchalantly and said, "Yes, it's because my husband got off work early today and said he hadn't walked around the village for a long time, so I brought him out."
"Let's go, let's go. There's no one more suitable than you two. You go ahead. I'm going home to make dinner."
On the way back, many people greeted us and gave us friendly smiles, occasionally with some jokes.
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