After a while, I was looking forward to that gaze coming at me again, or to hearing her voice again.
But no, not at all.
It was as if it was all my illusion from beginning to end, interfering with my life, affecting my senses, and finally disappearing in a hurry like a gust of wind.
Sometimes when I am dealing with company affairs, I would chat with Gangzi.
"Gangzi, do you believe that there is a soul in this world?"
He looked at me in surprise, "Brother, have you forgotten where we came from? In this age of science, you ask me if I believe in the soul? You might as well ask yourself, do you believe in it?"
In his surprised eyes, I nodded, "I didn't believe it before, but now, I firmly believe it."
Yes, that’s right, I have begun to believe in this thing now, and I believe that miracles will definitely happen in this world.
I started looking for those self-proclaimed reliable charlatans. Every one of them was talking in a mysterious way, saying that they had seen situations like mine before and explained a lot of mysterious things.
At first, I didn’t know whether it was true or not. I just believed whatever others said and was cheated out of a lot of money.
But I didn't give up. I started to learn about metaphysics from various websites and books. The longer my wife's sight and voice disappeared, the more anxious I became.
Could it be that she really disappeared? Blame me for not being sharp enough. If I had discovered her earlier, would I have started looking for a master in this field earlier?
After studying on my own for a while, to be honest, I sometimes felt a little discouraged because everything I encountered could be explained by scientific methods.
Did she really just disappear like that?
After being depressed for a while, I stood up again.
There are thousands of metaphysical theories, and those are just a few of them. There are many more that I have not verified. As long as there is some hope, I will not give up.
After all, those of us who have served in the army are the most persistent.
During the subsequent searching process, I no longer felt her presence, and my mood gradually calmed down from the initial anxiety.
Since I can't forget her no matter what, I'll stop harming other women in my life. It's also good to be a golden bachelor for the rest of my life.
The first time I felt the difference was in a temple in the suburbs of Beijing. I heard from many people that it was very effective, so I went to visit it, had a vegetarian meal, and stayed there for one night.
That night, I felt as if she had come back.
I seemed to hear her saying: "What happened to you in recent years? I have been neglecting exercise. My favorite abdominal muscles are almost fused into one. Although you are a little older, can you pay more attention to your body management?"
very nice.
Although her voice was erratic, I had a feeling that she was back.
The next day I paid a large sum of money to ask to see the abbot of the temple, but he refused to see me and even sent someone out to tell me that our destiny had not yet arrived.
So what does it mean when fate has arrived?
From then on, I started to fight to the death with Jing City, and my businesses began to invade Jing City in every possible way, just to be closer to that temple.
And I found that the farther away I was, the weaker her presence became.
So unless it is necessary, I seldom leave Beijing, just to enjoy the feeling of having her by my side.
Although she often complains about me, I am very happy to hear it. I also teach her lessons occasionally because I know her life must be very boring if she lives with me.
It was like she couldn't go anywhere but by my side, and she had no idea that I could feel her presence.
I didn't show it on purpose, for fear that I would scare her and she would stop talking so much.
In fact, her soul state when she is by my side is very different from when she was alive.
She was a coward during her lifetime. She didn't dare to refute or resist, and looked like someone who could be easily bullied.
But after paying close attention, I discovered that she also loves to play and make noises, has a kind heart, sympathizes with others, and especially likes children.
Because of her love, I set up a foundation to help children in poor mountainous areas across the country. On the day the foundation was established, I seemed to feel her deep emotion.
Her kindness and conscience touched me. People say that businessmen are ruthless, but she made me become a sentimental, righteous, flesh-and-blood person again after years of doing business.
I was successfully selected as one of the top ten outstanding young people. While listening to others' praise, I felt more ashamed in my heart.
It would be more accurate to award this title of Top Ten Outstanding Young People to her.
When I spoke, my words were sincere and my eyes were firm, telling the people of the whole country that I could have achieved what I have today because of my wife.
"When she was still alive, I worked hard to start a business and make money so that she could live a better life."
"Later, I started to get richer and richer, and I often thought of my wife as a very responsible person, so I asked our company to provide very good benefits to employees, just to improve their quality of life."
"A few years ago, I met a child who needed help. Actually, I didn't have any special feelings towards children at first, because I am afraid of trouble, and children happen to be troublesome creatures."
"Why did I help him? Because I thought about how my wife really likes children. She is always very patient and considerate to the children at home. Whenever she sees a child in need, she will always lend a hand."
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