I have lived quite a long life.
Because the abbot told me that the more merits I accumulate, the higher the possibility of success will be.
I paid special attention to my health. I picked up exercise after a long time and had regular physical examinations. If I had any problems, I would cooperate with the doctor.
Occasionally when I was sick and receiving treatment, I would hear her teasing voice in my ear.
"Oh, some people start to pursue health preservation when they get older? Tsk tsk tsk, after all, their bodies are not the same as they were when they were young!"
She is right. After all, I am no longer young. How long can I accumulate merits like this? Even if I live longer, my life is only a hundred years or so.
Finally, when I felt that my body was becoming increasingly unable to cope, I went to see the abbot again.
He never showed his face, only sighed and said, "This matter is too absurd, and I cannot guarantee success. Even people with high merits can fail. It's just that people with high merits have a higher chance of success."
"So what is my success rate now?"
I won't give up. I've already made so much effort and I don't want it to go to waste. Even if something does go wrong, I still hope to be able to succeed a little.
"Her life shouldn't have been like this. She is indeed a bit spoiled, but kindness is engraved in her bones. Seriously speaking, all the merits I have accumulated should be attributed to her. I did it for her."
When he heard me say this, he asked incredulously, "Are you willing to transfer the merit to her? That is merit. Do you know what merit is?"
Obviously, merit is something that even the abbot wants very much.
"I don't know, but no matter what it is, as long as it's good for her, I'm willing to give it to her."
Besides the throbbing in my heart, I also felt guilty towards her.
I can't lie to myself and say that her death has nothing to do with me. I always feel that I am the driving force behind it.
If I had shown my love for her earlier, perhaps my mother and Chen Panpan would not have dared to attack her so easily.
Although those people died long ago due to the torture day after day, for me, the guilt is not diminished much because of their death.
Even if the plan the abbot mentioned cannot be realized, I hope that she can live a good life in the next life, as smooth as before she met me, and never be harmed by evil people again. She can live a happy life with her sincerity and kindness.
He called me a fool again.
Finally, he couldn't bear my pleading and agreed, but he didn't say that he would convert it immediately.
He said that I was a person with great luck in this world, and these merits could make the magnetic field around me more stable. But if I rashly transferred these merits to other people, the magnetic field of this world would be disturbed, and it was unknown what would happen then.
I made an agreement with him that when I am dying, he would come to find me and help me deal with this matter so that I can go on my journey with peace of mind.
Since then, I have felt that time is running out more and more, and I can clearly feel the traces of life slipping away from my body.
I tried my best to arrange everything. The company I founded has a significant impact, and my death cannot affect its operation.
After dealing with everything, I declined the company of friends and relatives and enjoyed the last time she was with me.
Before my consciousness faded, the abbot came to me and helped me complete what I wanted to do.
She doesn't know any of these things, and she is still being silly and happy.
"Pei Yuanzheng, I have been with you for your whole life in disguise, right? Although you have never known of my existence, I really admire you. You are a good person in every way, except that you don't love me."
"Why do you want to love me? You are so outstanding. Your time in this life has come to an end. There will definitely be an excellent girl to accompany you in the next life."
"If accompanying you is my mission in this life, then it has been completed now, right? Can I be free now? I have been by your side for decades, but apart from the things around you, I have not seen this world."
"But after being with you for so long, I won't forget you easily, right? Also, it might be hard for me to find a partner in the future. After all, I've been watching you closely for so long, how many men can be better than you?"
"But my requirements are not high. Just understanding me and loving me is enough. My man must always treat me well."
After she finished speaking, I looked up in her direction with eager eyes. Although I couldn't see her, I wanted her to know that I had always known that she was by my side.
Sure enough, she was startled by the look in my eyes and started to talk a lot.
I held out my hand to her and asked softly, "Are you here to pick me up?"
After my consciousness faded, I was in a state of chaos. I didn't know where I was. I could occasionally hear voices from the outside world, some from familiar people and some from unfamiliar people.
With my senses, the abbot's plan must have failed, right?
What he told me at that time was that as long as he accumulated enough merits, he was sure that he could let my wife's life start over again, and even send me back to my youth, to the time when my story with her just began.
At that time, I was skeptical, but I tried my best to do what he said, because I felt that as long as there was a glimmer of hope, I didn't want to give up.
I don’t expect to meet again in the next life, I just want to cherish this life.
I don’t know how long it took, but there were always confused voices in my head. Occasionally, it seemed like I was faced with a decision. I couldn’t tell what it was, but I could always make a choice based on my instinct.
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