I was really scared when Pei Yuanzheng stretched out his hand to me before he died. I thought he saw me.
But then again, what if he saw me?
Before I could finish my thought, I lost consciousness. When I woke up again, I was back to the night when I had sex with him.
I must not make the same mistake again this time. If he misunderstands that I am plotting against him, he will probably ignore me for a while. I don't know when I can break the ice again.
But I know that he has had feelings for me for a long time, but he just hasn't realized it yet. So I have to be careful and keep things conservative until the day he realizes his feelings for me. Then my life will be easier.
Pei Yuanzheng in my previous life was mature and charming, and I stayed with him for so many years. It would be a lie to say that I didn't like him at all.
It’s just that when he was young, he didn’t seem to be that charming, and he looked mature and steady on the surface, but if you look closely, you can find that he is more impulsive, irritable, and emotional than in his previous life.
After explaining everything to him, my heart was pounding and I couldn't believe that I really had a chance to start over.
We’ll know tomorrow. If Chen Panpan comes to my house again with those educated youth tomorrow, I’ll believe that I have really started over again.
If I were to do it all over again, I couldn’t be such a coward again. At least I would have to clean up after Chen Panpan myself, and I would have to apologize to my parents.
In my previous life, they probably never thought that the time they sent me to the countryside would be the last time they saw me.
After calming down, I wrapped myself in a blanket and fell asleep. I wanted to get enough sleep so that I could deal with those people who were deliberately looking for trouble tomorrow.
What I didn’t expect was that after I explained everything clearly, Pei Yuanzheng would actually help me.
It seemed that many things were going in the same direction as in the previous life, but Pei Yuanzheng had begun to change thanks to my efforts. Watching him walk out of the house, at that moment I swore to myself that I must make him grow into the man who had me in his heart in the previous life, or even better than in the previous life.
I knew his departure was inevitable, and I couldn't become too aggressive in my temper at the beginning, as that would arouse suspicion from others.
In this case, using a soft knife well is more important than anything else. A soft knife will hurt much more than a hard knife.
With the help of Pei Yuanzheng's mother and sister-in-law, I made Chen Panpan suffer several losses.
She was quite skeptical at first, but seeing that my temper was still the same as before, and thinking that I could be fooled by her again, she endured it and did not break up with me.
What I want is the feeling of her being extremely angry but unable to give up her interests.
She thought she could squeeze more out of me, so she wouldn't completely break up with me, which made it easier for me to dig into her flesh with my soft knife.
My sister-in-law was worried about me, so she asked me to go back to the educated youth camp to live. I felt quite regretful because it made it inconvenient for Chen Panpan to move around.
But with my sister-in-law around, I feel a lot more at ease. At least I can close my eyes when I sleep at night.
I originally thought that Pei Yuanzheng would be like in his previous life and would not come back for more than a month, but who knew that I would actually meet him in the commune.
Could it be that he had also been in the commune in his previous life? How much did I suffer when he was not home in my previous life? I feel like I can't quite forgive him.
But what I didn't expect was that his feelings were more straightforward and passionate than in his previous life.
Until my sister-in-law and I returned to the village, I still couldn't fully react to what had happened. It was as if my entire brain had been deprived of oxygen by his kiss, and even my thinking ability had weakened.
Kissing is such a hindrance.
No matter how different this life is from the previous one, marrying Pei Yuanzheng is inevitable.
First, I have witnessed his success in his previous life. Who would not accept such incredible wealth?
Second, I know that he loved me deeply in his previous life. Even for me, after my death, he did not have any ambiguous relationship with any other woman, nor did he marry another woman to take care of his daily life. He carried out a relationship to the end. Which woman would not want such sincere feelings?
Third, if I was reborn before his mother schemed against me, I might choose to have a relationship before marrying him, but I was reborn on the night when the plot took place. Although I have seen the world decades later, my thinking is still relatively conservative. Since I am already his, I must marry him.
There is one more very important thing before getting married, which is to contact my parents.
At least judging from what happened in her previous life, Pei Yuanzheng's mother had a very sinister mind, but her fundamental purpose was greed for money. As long as my parents showed enough financial resources and status, she would support me in a short period of time.
Not to mention how close we are, she definitely won't scheme against me together with Chen Panpan like she did in her previous life.
I actually didn't want to get too close to her. Who would want to have a sincere relationship with someone who had calculated their life? Anyway, I couldn't accept it.
I'm just trying to keep her calm for now. She will definitely be a part of my revenge in the future.
I thought it was a great fortune to be able to contact my parents in this life, and I never thought that they would be able to come to my wedding.
My mother whispered to me that I had never suffered any grievances at home, and being scolded by my father was the biggest grievance I had ever suffered. They were afraid that I would be bullied here.
When she said this, my eyes felt sore and bitter. I have such good parents, how could I have suspected in my previous life that they thought it was shameful for me to marry a country man and didn't want me anymore?
After sending my parents away, I told Pei Yuanzheng that I would return to the city no matter what, as I couldn't stay here forever.
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