Jason's hypnosis treatment continues.
Gu Feihan firmly and gently accompanied Su Xiaoli to face her fear.
Thoughtfulness and love are sprinkled into every detail of life.
All the hidden and repressed pain that Su Xiaoli had experienced in her previous life burst out unstoppably when the pain was released that night in this life, and was written into Jason's case report.
A secret box is opened little by little, and once it is opened, the secret inside can no longer be kept.
All memories are not delusions created out of nothing.
To be honest, Jason was shocked at first.
The world in this girl's mind was not a delusion caused by stress, but a real world, not the past, but the future.
While Jason was amazed at the magic, he also added several passwords to the safe where the data was kept.
Su Xiaoli had a strong psychological resistance at the beginning, but after learning that the information would never be exposed to the world, she gradually relaxed.
She chose to bravely open the secret box.
No longer trying to plug the memories that she had frozen and all the black holes in her heart with sawdust or mud.
But like a real doctor...if there is a wound, then disinfect, bandage, heal, and finally restore it to its original state.
The memories of both lives are the ones she is most familiar with. In the familiar environment of the previous life, the fear of this life will also be alleviated.
Look directly at all the dark and silent black holes, squeeze out rationality from severe emotional reactions, and analyze the injuries.
However, this is destined to be a painful "major operation".
During the treatment, the secret box would often explode suddenly and break into pieces, and the treatment would often be interrupted due to her shock and crying.
But the next time, Su Xiaoli still insisted on moving forward towards the black hole, going deeper and deeper, trying to defeat the fear that would devour her.
Hugging the scorching fire tightly, I smashed my old self into pieces in violence and pain.
It was finally discovered that at the deepest part of the black hole, underneath all the masks, was a baby's clean and innocent face.
This "major surgery" heals my entire self.
"Psychological projection" is not just a few simple words.
Saving Ling Yicheng was an instinctive reaction at that moment, and it was also a way to redeem myself who was once isolated and helpless. Wanting to keep him away from the dark shadows was the same desire as wanting to wipe away my own tears in my previous life.
There is nothing to be ashamed of, and it is not abnormal.
She finally realized that there was no love between them, not the kind of turbulent love between her and Gu Feihan.
Gu Feihan's figure and Ling Yicheng's were gradually separating.
The nightmares were gradually diminishing, and Su Xiaoli was gradually waking up.
The tree trunks that previously existed out of fear of loneliness no longer need to be filled or repaired, but are slowly turning yellow and falling off on their own.
Burn the pain of two lives and the old self like dead leaves and turn them into nutrients for new life.
Instead, there is a more independent, more real and more vigorous Su Xiaoli, who has grown new branches and leaves that are increasingly flourishing.
Even Su Xiaoli seemed to be able to feel that her love for Gu Feihan had reached another level.
It is no longer like the beginning, when the sweet daily life was mixed with doubts, bitterness, and the greed for a sense of security.
But when all things have passed, one's mind is focused.
For her, it is a truly ultimate deep emotional connection.
——She loves Gu Feihan. In this life, only his love can reach the deepest part of her life.
So sure.
The new love comes from her own sincerity, tenderness and courage after she lets down her guard.
It also comes from Gu Feihan's tolerance, care, and companionship from beginning to end, as well as his unique individual charm as a human being.
The two people meeting, falling in love and staying together seems like a gift from heaven and as if they were helped by God.
Su Xiaoli gradually became more relaxed, with more and more cheerful smiles on her lips.
Even when they hugged each other, she felt more and more real happiness when she breathed in Gu Feihan's scent.
Gu Feihan naturally also felt the joy of her gradually becoming more lively, and the light that Su Xiaoli gave him again.
Not only is it the same as before, it's even stronger.
His lover is back.
Saving Xiaoli is also saving himself.
Xiaoli's physical and mental happiness can give him real comfort.
Gu Feihan no longer worried about gains and losses, and once again felt an unprecedented sense of being at peace.
All the emotions and feelings were taken in by Su Xiaoli, deeply and steadily.
Seeing Su Xiaoli, who was cheerful again and could sleep well at night, he even felt that Ling Yicheng's existence was not a big deal.
Of course, Su Xiaoli, who came back to life, still hasn't forgotten that there is still one person missing and she has to deal with it next.
No matter who it is for.
In her opinion, the escaped Jiang Yuelong was just struggling to survive.
But at least the sooner we find him, the sooner the matter can be resolved, and it can be considered an explanation to myself and Ling Yicheng.
Winter vacation is here again.
Having just finished her winter vacation exams, Su Xiaoli finally breathed a sigh of relief.
I took too many days off this semester, which resulted in me cramming for classes very quickly. I'm going to be able to just barely pass each subject in this exam.
A few people agreed to wait for Gu Feihan to finish his New Year celebrations in Beijing, and then meet up in Yinglan.
This year, Zhang Yun still spent the New Year in Pengcheng.
I have to say, there are some people in this world who just love children.
Zhang Yun has been unsatisfied with raising her child recently. Little Jim had just adapted to life in Beijing when Oscar took him to Hong Kong Island to play.
She felt so empty inside.
Coincidentally, her newborn niece Zhang Baoyi was so tender and cute that she was reminded of the good times when her own daughter was just born.
He loves that child even more than her own parents.
Zhang Yun refused to follow Su Xiaoli and the others no matter what. Going back to Hong Kong Island or going to Europe would only cause a lot of trouble.
"I'm not going anywhere for the New Year this year. I'll stay in Pengcheng and love my good little Baoyi." Zhang Yun said firmly.
This is her top priority.
Su Xiaoli had no choice but to say, "Okay, then you have to take some rest."
She had to stand aside in front of little Jim and her little sister.
Zhang Yun followed Gu Feihan directly to Pengcheng.
Su Xiaoli was packing her luggage at home, preparing to go to Pengcheng Company first and then return to Hong Kong Island. Her eyes were fixed on the set of badly worn playing cards.
She was distracted for a moment.
A few days ago, Su Xiaoli and Gu Feihan went to the Gu family to pay New Year's greetings, and the Gu family treated her more and more intimately - as if they had already treated her as a family member.
As soon as she entered the house, Lin Yaru took Su Xiaoli aside and asked her questions in detail, her tone gentle and compassionate.
Gu Feiyan is even more enthusiastic, kind and loving.
But no matter who it was, their words were cautious and detailed, and no one revealed any information about Ling Yicheng in their words.
Su Xiaoli understands everyone's concerns.
She is always cruel to her enemies, but she always knows her limits when it comes to her family.
She followed Gu Feihan's lead and greeted everyone one by one. (End of this chapter)
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