Chapter 414: No Response Is a Desperate Situation
How could this man who once satisfied all her imaginations of love become so unbearable?
She didn't want to eat the feed that was only eaten by captive slaves.
"You just want to control me, no matter under what name or in what way!" Su Xiaoli's eyes were like a knife, the blade was sharp and emitting a cold light.
Her eyes were filled with disappointment. "If loving me makes you so ugly, I'd rather break up with you."
Gu Feihan was stunned, the veins behind his ears were beating wildly, he clenched his teeth, and then looked at her with a pair of eyes burning with anger.
"Yes, I am selfish and ugly! Ever since I've been with you, I've never felt safe!"
Gu Feihan roared without caring about anything, his whole body exuding a strong sense of hostility.
As soon as he said this, he suddenly realized that his face was distorted with anger.
He seemed to have vomited out all the fears and anxieties of the past few years, and all the dirty desires that made him feel embarrassed and disgusted.
Finally I couldn't hold it in anymore.
The two hot-tempered people eventually started a war.
Under the flames of war, not a blade of grass can grow.
Gu Feihan's total denial, every word he said, every micro-expression, turned into needles piercing Su Xiaoli's flesh and blood.
Every time Su Xiaoli took a breath, she felt the despairing pain in her heart.
He said he didn't feel safe at all around her.
I gave him my heart, my body, encouragement and recognition, information about the future, a home, and funds...
Aren’t these enough as love and security? “What you need is not my love, nor a sense of security, but your own sense of control and possessiveness.”
Su Xiaoli tried hard to hold back the tears that were gradually gathering in her eyes.
He was clearly still unsatisfied and didn't know where the problem lay.
While loving someone, they are full of suspicion of their partner and even resort to illegal means, which ultimately leads to love losing to possessiveness and selfishness.
Su Xiaoli's throat seemed to be choked by something, and she didn't know what else she could give him.
Her emotions seemed to have passed a critical point, and the look she gave Gu Feihan was completely cold.
It was also the first time that I felt truly disheartened, and even before I experienced PTSD, I had never felt so desperate.
Gu Feihan was a little panicked. Xiao Li had never looked at him like that before.
He immediately regretted it terribly.
"I shouldn't have yelled at you. I just want to see you every day... I just want you to have me by your side, to be like me, to have me in your eyes, and to love me wholeheartedly."
He walked towards Su Xiaoli with difficulty, and moved closer unwillingly.
I want to hug her and kiss her, just like the time she lost her memory, and use the memory of her body to awaken her love for me.
He restrained Su Xiaoli, held her hands behind her back, grabbed her delicate neck, and kissed her hard with all his strength.
However, she let him stick close to Su Xiaoli, hug her tightly and kiss her.
Until her lips were swollen, Su Xiaoli did not respond to him.
Even the "bite" that once controlled the violent beast in his heart was gone.
There was no "token" that could keep him awake.
This time, it's really different.
There was no emotion in those eyes, only distance and emptiness, as cold as a dead person.
Where there is no response, there is despair.
In an instant, everything Gu Feihan saw turned gray.
He slowly stopped himself.
I don't know where I am.
I don’t know where Su Xiaoli went.
That’s right, there was a Su Xiaoli standing in front of me.
But she is not his Xiao Li.
What he loved most - the gleam in her eyes, was completely gone.
Seeing that he finally stopped, Su Xiaoli freed her hands from the big palm and wiped her mouth hard with the back of her hands.
When she thought about the past, she felt an unspeakable sadness in her heart, and she couldn't help but tremble all over.
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore and they fell.
Even the cruelty in Gu Feihan's scarlet eyes disappeared. At this moment, his mind was empty, and only his face was pale and his eyes were dim.
Like a defeated beast, facing Su Xiaoli, who was also covered in wounds, he didn't know how to beg her to stay.
"I misjudged the person. I just want a love that respects each other and has breathing space, rather than being locked in a cage without seeing the sun."
After saying that, seeing that he had no reaction, Su Xiaoli's eyes darkened again and she walked out.
Gu Feihan grabbed her from behind and used up his last bit of strength, "Xiao Li!"
"Su Xiaoli, we agreed when we were together that each person can only go back on their word once. This is your second time going back on your word, and I don't agree!"
Gu Feihan felt a sharp pain in his heart, and he muttered helplessly, with a strong desire to survive in his eyes.
The air suddenly became eerily quiet.
"Then let's break up completely, so that no one will have to regret it. Gu Feihan, you take care of yourself."
Su Xiaoli's tone was too calm, without any emotion or feeling.
But every word seemed to hurt Gu Feihan's heart.
"Do you really want to leave me that much?! To go find your good brother? To go find Ling Yicheng, the man who will live and die with you?!"
Gu Feihan's eyes were bloodshot and he spoke incoherently the most hurtful words in the world.
The voice sounded choked and even more ferocious.
His words made Su Xiaoli feel like she was struck by lightning. Her face turned pale and she was so shocked that she became speechless. She stood there stiffly for a moment, with only despair in her eyes.
Su Xiaoli struggled to shake off his hand and slapped Gu Feihan in the face.
He gave him one last cold look, then rushed out without looking back.
The door of the conference room was slammed loudly.
When Gu Feihan woke up and chased out, the sky had become darker and the lights in the yard were already on.
Without Su Xiaoli's voice, Lu Sinian and Ling Yicheng were standing in the yard guarding.
A low-pressure vortex was faintly gathering around the two people, and they had obviously tensed their muscles.
"Let's go." Lu Sinian said.
There was no joy of victory in his tone, only coldness.
Gu Feihan stood under the light, the expression on his face blending into the dim night and not being clear.
The expression on his face was like that of a lost child who had been walking and playing for so long, and suddenly felt lonely and wanted to go home, but couldn't find the way home.
Ling Yicheng was not as tolerant as Lu Sinian. At this moment, he was even more irritated, with only disgust and impatience in his eyes.
He knew that this bastard Gu Feihan would only bully Xiao Li from beginning to end!
In the past, he would have tolerated it just to make Xiaoli happy, but now what has Gu done to Xiaoli? Ling Yicheng had planned to pick Xiaoli up from school in the afternoon... Who would have thought that Xiaoli would vomit as soon as she got in the car? And the results of the hospital checkup...
Just thinking about it, veins popped up on Ling Yicheng's forehead.
Gu Feihan's eyes turned red. He stood there in silence for a while before saying, "I won't give up."
There was no longer any panic in his voice from when he was confronting Su Xiaoli just now.
Now he was like the wind surging in the dark night, or like a ghost crawling out of the fire of karma, low and dangerous.
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