In that relationship, Gu Feihan did something wrong.
What is the root cause? Probably too selfish and too greedy.
Over the years, recalling the argument countless times from the perspective of an outsider, Su Xiaoli gradually realized that she was also wrong.
The mistake is being too stubborn and too heartless.
I denied him too absolutely. I clearly knew his temper, but I took his angry words seriously. My mistake was that I was young and hot-tempered and cut off all ties with him too decisively.
I remember that I gave Saoirse a copy of The French Lieutenant's Woman and asked her why she didn't tell Henry about her illness and why she chose to divorce him even though they were still in love.
Remember that Henry always called her "Mistress" and was still deeply in love with her, and Saoirse was not without feelings for Henry.
What was Saoirse's answer at the time? -- She loved cultural relics more.
Whether it is the "cultural relics" on the surface, the "freedom" of "Sara" in the book, or the "freedom and respect" that I pursue, thinking about it now, it has a slightly different meaning.
Over the years, she has been asking herself: Which is more important, freedom, respect, or love? And is it possible to have the best of both worlds? After much thought, the only answer she has is tolerance.
Appreciating someone's strengths is only the basis for love, while whether you can accept his authenticity and tolerate his shortcomings is the key to determining whether this relationship can be happy and long-lasting.
What remains in her heart now is more of a heartache for the Gu Feihan of that time.
Su Xiaoli felt like she had drunk the bitterest Coptis chinensis medicine.
Whenever I think of how good Gu Feihan had been to me in the past, I can taste a layer of bitterness.
There are some things that you only seem to understand after you become a mother - just like when a child makes a mistake, the mother will be angry and want to beat him up, but in the end she will still choose to be tolerant.
The right way is to teach him how to recognize mistakes and how to correct them.
And she realized sadly that she and Gu Feihan would probably never have the chance to feel sorry for and tolerate each other again.
Su Xiaoli lowered her eyes, suppressed the sadness in her eyes, and carefully put away the box.
In any case, Su Yuning finally entered the kindergarten's small class.
It's only been a week, and it seems that he has adapted well and doesn't have any bad habits like he did at home.
According to the teacher, Su Yuning has a cheerful and strong personality. Not only has he never cried, but he can also do things on his own and is very organized.
He also knows how to take care of other children and is very sensible. All the classmates like him very much.
Su Xiaoli finally breathed a sigh of relief.
I hope the little one isn't as naughty as he is at home, and he doesn't show off at school.
It seems that the elders dote on him, but in fact they also teach the child a lot through words and deeds.
That afternoon, she finished the work at hand as quickly as possible and came to the kindergarten a little early.
She had just waited for a few minutes when Lu Sinian came over.
Lu Sinian, who is in his thirties, is handsome and gentle, with a calm and graceful demeanor, and his every move exudes the charm of a mature man.
The female compatriots who came to pick up their children once again stole glances or openly commented on the gossip.
Since Su Yuning entered the kindergarten, many more parents have come to pick up and drop off their children on time. After all, they can appreciate the handsome looks of Su Yuning's parents every day.
Lu Sinian ignored the whispers behind him and walked straight to Su Xiaoli.
Su Xiaoli smiled, "Why are you here too? It's a bit of a waste for two people to come to pick up a child."
"Jiaming is watching at the port. I promised Xiaoning that I would take him to watch the game today."
The two chatted casually, and teachers came out with the children one after another.
At first glance, the one who looks the most energetic is Su Yuning.
"Mom! Uncle!" Su Yuning smiled and broke free from the teacher's hand.
Lu Sinian picked him up, lifted him up a few times, and then held him tightly in his arms.
Su Yuning held a small certificate with a proud look on his face: "Uncle, I got it today! I'm the only one in the class!"
"Our Xiao Ning is the best!" Lu Sinian patted his little shoulder happily, "Uncle will take you to watch the game!"
Su Xiaoli looked at Lu Sinian with some gratitude.
Su Yuning lacked fatherly love, but her elder brother helped to make up for it a lot.
"I won't go, Xiaoning. Remember to listen to your uncle and don't eat ice cream secretly anymore." She reminded in a slightly stern voice.
"Oh, I see." Su Yuning agreed readily.
He turned his face away, raised his eyebrows and stuck out his tongue.
With his uncle around, he could always trick his uncle into giving him half an ice cream, and his uncle would always keep it a secret for him.
Su Xiaoli looked at her son, who was obviously planning something bad.
It seems like the little guy has acquired this incredible skill since he was a kid: he looks cute on the outside but is a mean guy on the inside.
The more obedient one appears on the outside, the worse his intentions are inside.
Su Xiaoli felt helpless, and turned to look at Lu Sinian, saying in a serious tone: "You are not allowed to cover for him anymore."
Lu Sinian smiled casually and said nothing.
Su Xiaoli watched the two people get into the car.
Little did they know that in a black business car parked not far away, there was a man who was so shocked and excited that he couldn't utter a word.
He just stared at Su Xiaoli and couldn't control his trembling.
Gu Feihan's heart was filled with lightning and thunder, and it became difficult for him to breathe.
I dare not miss her every look, every smile, every movement.
Five years.
He didn't dare to set foot on Hong Kong Island.
Hong Kong Island has always been a thorn in his heart.
If you touch it, it will bleed.
If the old man had not been in poor health again this time, he would have rushed back to the capital to secretly serve the old man.
It just so happened that Pengcheng Company encountered some troubles, so he had to come to Hong Kong Island to negotiate with the supplier...
I really don’t know if I will ever see her again in this life.
Five years ago, the news in the newspaper: Lu Sinian of Lu Group and Su Xiaoli got married.
For the past five years, Su Xiaoli could only accompany him in his dreams every day.
He originally thought that he would never have the chance to see Xiao Li again in his life, but...it turns out that the world is really only a little bit big.
The driver took him halfway up the mountain back to the hotel, and even though she was far away, he saw her at a glance.
Su Xiaoli looked at two people with a smile. One of them was Lu Sinian, who was holding a boy who seemed to be holding a certificate in his hand.
Gu Feihan was caught off guard when the driver braked halfway up the slope.
At this moment, tears welled up in his eyes.
She looks very happy.
Gu Feihan didn't dare to blink.
It was not until Su Xiaoli got into her car and drove away that he closed his eyes and carefully recalled that moment and those eyes.
The 26-year-old Su Xiaoli still has clear eyes, and she seems to have more motherly tenderness than before.
Gu Feihan just felt dazed.
All that remained in his mind were the past years of intimacy that could no longer be found.
——He hugged her and nestled on the sofa. In between reading, they suddenly looked at each other with a telepathic look. (End of this chapter)
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