Chapter 325: Keep an Eye on Mom
"Dad, I don't want this child. Can you prescribe some medicine for me?" Kang Zhimiao looked indifferent.
Kang Zhengqing's eyes widened in shock, and then he shouted angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about, kid? This is a little life, how can you just say you don't want it? What's more, this is your child!"
"Dad, just because he's my child, I don't want him. This child shouldn't be here. He's a bastard!"
If she gave birth to this child, she would have no love for the child, only hatred.
Every time she saw the child, she would think of what Xu Xun had done to her and wonder how she could love the child well and take good care of him.
She couldn't force herself to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother, and she knew very well what Xu Xun was like, even though he kept saying he wanted a daughter.
But he is most likely just the nominal father of the child and will not fulfill any responsibility at all, just like when Xu Rui was just born, he didn't care about anything and said nothing, and if she didn't do a good job of taking care of the child, he would even blame her.
This child is innocent and should not be born into this family. If he were a boy, it would be fine. But if he were a girl, Kang Zhimiao could not imagine how she would spend her life if she married a man like Xu Xun.
"Zhi Miao, you are not a child anymore, it's time to be sensible!"
Kang Zhengqing looked at Kang Zhimiao and said, "From childhood to adulthood, you have always been the most sensible one. I don't need to worry about you at all. Why are you so noisy at your age now?"
Kang Zhimiao didn't know how to tell her father. It wasn't that she wanted to be so sensible, she also wanted to be as selfish as Kang Zhixin, and not let anyone get away with anything that made her unhappy.
But no one allowed her to do that. Not long after she became sensible, Kang Zhishou was born. Then her mother kept saying in her ear: "Zhimiao, you are the older sister. As an older sister, you should take good care of your younger brother."
Then after Kang Zhishou came Kang Zhiren, and after Kang Zhiren came Kang Zhixin.
Her mother had a difficult labor when she gave birth to Kang Zhixin. The doctor asked whether to save the mother or the baby, and her father said without hesitation that the baby should be saved.
The scene of her mother being pushed out covered with a white cloth was deeply imprinted in her mind, and she still has nightmares about it.
Especially when she was pregnant with Xu Rui, she was always afraid that she would be like her mother and would never be able to get off the operating table.
After that, she said she never wanted to have children again, so why couldn't she escape.
Just because she is a woman?
But she is a human being, not an animal that gives birth to babies!
Seeing that Kang Zhimiao lowered her head and didn't speak, Kang Zhengqing thought that Kang Zhimiao had heard what he said.
As a result, Kang Zhimiao secretly went to the hospital the next day and wanted to abort the baby.
However, the hospital required Xu Xun's signature and consent before Kang Zhimiao could undergo the surgery, and they also notified Xu Xun to come.
Xu Xun dragged Kang Zhimiao back home. He was very angry: "You actually want to abort my child! Kang Zhimiao, are you still a human being?"
"no!"
Kang Zhimiao glared at Xu Xun angrily: "If I were a human being, you wouldn't stop me from going out to work and fire me from my job!"
"If I were a human, you wouldn't let me get pregnant without consulting me. You know exactly how this child was conceived!"
"This child was conceived the same way as Xu Rui got pregnant."
Xu Xun didn't think he had any problem with forcing Kang Zhimiao: "You are my wife, you sleep with me, and give birth to my children. Isn't that natural? Men work outside and women work inside. Other families don't live like this. Why are you the only one who has so much trouble?"
"I know you saw how Xiaoyue treated Xiaoye, so you wanted me to treat you the same way. But why didn't you see that Xiaoye gave Xiaoyue a daughter as lovely as Yaya? You should give me a daughter like Yaya first, and then I will treat you the same way Xiaoyue treats Xiaoye."
As Xu Xun spoke, he walked forward and was about to hug Kang Zhimiao, but Kang Zhimiao dodged him and lay down on the bed angrily.
She didn't want the child, her father didn't care about her, and the hospital wouldn't allow her to have an abortion, so she just aborted the child herself.
She would never give a daughter like Xu Xun to someone else!
But Xu Xun also became more cautious. He saw that Kang Zhimiao was determined not to have the baby in her belly, and she was stubborn by nature. He was afraid that if he didn't keep an eye on her, she would do something stupid.
Fortunately, Xu Rui was on winter vacation, so he reminded Xu Rui: "Xu Rui, you must stay at home and take good care of your mother, understand?"
"If you catch your mom doing anything stupid, call your dad right away."
"What stupid thing did Mom do?" Xu Rui didn't know much about what happened between adults.
Kang Zhimiao could tell Xu Rui that Xu Xun misunderstood her, but she couldn't tell him that Xu Xun forced her.
Xu Rui was at a curious age, and he would definitely have a lot of questions to ask, and she didn't know how to answer them.
And this fact is so embarrassing that she is too embarrassed to mention it to others.
"Your mother is still angry with your father. She doesn't want the little sister in her belly."
Xu Xun squatted down and looked into Xu Rui's eyes: "Do you want a little sister? The little sister in mommy's belly is your real sister. Unlike Yaya, this sister is yours."
Xu Rui nodded heavily: "I want to!"
He particularly envied the relationship between Jiusi and Yaya. He also wanted a sister who belonged to him completely. He would take good care of his sister just as Jiusi took care of Yaya.
"Dad, don't worry, I will definitely keep an eye on Mom and will never let her do anything stupid."
The next day, Kang Zhimiao wanted to get rid of Xu Rui: "Rui Rui, why don't you go out to play?"
"Mom, Jiusi and Yaya both scored 100 on both tests. I didn't do as well as them. I want to learn from them and get 100 on both tests next semester."
Kang Zhimiao was very pleased to hear Xu Rui say this. She rubbed Xu Rui's head and said, "Rui Rui is so good."
"Mom, please sit down."
Xu Rui helped Kang Zhimiao sit down and asked attentively: "Mom, are you thirsty? Do you want some water? I'll pour you some water."
"Or do you want to eat something? I'll get it for you."
"Rui Rui, why are you..."
Kang Zhimiao did not tell Xu Rui about her pregnancy. She knew that Xu Rui had always wanted a little brother or sister, and she was afraid that after Xu Rui knew about it, the child would have to be kept.
But now it seems that he should know.
"Mom, Dad said you're pregnant with a little sister, so he asked me to take good care of you at home."
Kang Zhimiao took a deep breath, and it felt like a huge rock was pressing on his chest.
Her worst fear had come true.
"Ruirui, I don't know if it's a little sister or a little brother in my belly yet. It might be a little brother."
"Is it a little brother?" Xu Rui gently touched Kang Zhimiao's belly: "Mom, a little brother is also good."
"Ruirui, if mommy gives birth to a little brother, she may not be able to take care of you like before, and you will no longer be the only child in the family. Your grandfather and daddy may like the little brother instead of you."
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