Chapter 526: He who wears the crown must bear its weight
It is impossible for two people to live together without any conflicts, even if they grew up together.
Relatively speaking, Yaya felt that the conflicts between her and Huo Jiusi were much less. Only occasionally would Huo Jiusi's possessiveness and desire for control take over and he would have an attack, causing some minor friction between the two.
At this time, Yaya just needs to be a little tougher and give him a beating, and he will behave himself.
As long as Huo Jiusi gets over that stress, he will turn back into the little devil exclusive to Yaya, one of the Twenty-Four Filial Exemplars.
After finishing the pudding cake, Yaya looked at Huo Jiusi and asked, "What has stimulated you recently?"
Huo Jiusi's attacks usually occurred when he was stimulated, but he was usually unwilling to talk about it and would just hold it in, and as he kept holding it in he would have an attack.
Yaya also understood his temper well and knew that he would not kick her for no reason.
Huo Jiusi was too embarrassed to say it, and Yaya didn't rush him. She just kept looking at him, meaning to give him time slowly, but he had to say it.
If he doesn't say the main thing, the knot in Huo Jiusi's heart will not be untied, and he will have another attack later.
"I don't want to be angry with you all the time. If you do this a few more times, I will really ignore you."
Yaya took a strong dose of medicine, and Huo Jiusi immediately panicked. He knelt on one knee in front of Yaya, tightly grasped her hand, and begged: "Yaya, you can't ignore me. If you ignore me, I will die."
"Not afraid of death, but afraid that I will know why you feel insecure?"
Yaya raised her other hand and touched Huo Jiusi's face: "Little devil, what should I do to make you feel safe and not afraid of my leaving?"
Yaya did not completely sacrifice her right to make friends and do what she wanted for Huo Jiusi, but she had to admit that she did give up something.
For example, sometimes if there is a conflict between her own affairs and Huo Jiusi, she will choose Huo Jiusi, because to her, Huo Jiusi is much more important than those things.
Of course, Huo Jiusi did the same thing. Yaya knew that he had paid or shouldered more for her.
Yaya can see and feel the dedication that Huo Jiusi has put in for her, and that is why she is so tolerant of Huo Jiusi.
If it were someone else who dared to say something like Huo Jiusi, Yaya would not even look at him and would directly put this arrogant chauvinistic pig into the blacklist of her life.
"I...I don't know."
Huo Jiusi had actually thought about this question as well. What should Yaya do to make him not be afraid of Yaya leaving? But he thought of many possibilities and found that no matter what Yaya did, he would be afraid.
Even if Yaya was with him, he was afraid that it was a dream and Yaya would suddenly disappear.
"You don't know, and I don't know either."
Yaya hugged Huo Jiusi and patted his back gently: "Brother, no matter where my body is, my heart is with you."
Yaya didn’t know what kind of things would separate the two people’s hearts. Anyway, they certainly couldn’t be together physically all the time. She was an independent person and she had her own things to do.
"Where are you going?" Huo Jiusi straightened up, with obvious panic on his face.
Yaya sighed: "I'm just making an analogy. I'm not going anywhere."
After thinking for a while, she added, "I'm not going anywhere for now. Maybe I can go back to her homeland with Zhenya during the holidays."
Zhenya had mentioned to her before that she wanted to go back to her hometown during the holidays, and Yaya was also very interested in Zhenya's hometown.
There are all kinds of animals on the savannah, and it has always been considered to be the real nature.
"Then I'll go with you then." Huo Jiusi said.
Yaya wanted to tell Huo Jiusi that if he had something to do, he could just mind his own business and not worry about her.
But on second thought, if she said that, Huo Jiusi would overthink it, and if Huo Jiusi didn't follow her, her family wouldn't feel at ease.
"Little devil, do you think I am in my rebellious teenage period now?" Yaya changed the subject and tilted her head to think.
She always felt that she wanted to be independent recently and hated being treated like a child.
She clearly didn't have these thoughts last year, and it's only been a few months.
“Everyone has those times.”
When it came to business, Huo Jiusi regained his senses.
"Were you like this before?" Yaya leaned on Huo Jiusi.
"I don't."
"That's right, you have always been independent."
"Then would you like to throw away everything you have now and live the life you want?"
Yaya felt that the burden on Huo Jiusi made him unhappy.
"No, my life now is the life I want to live."
Huo Jiusi hugged Yaya and said, "Of course it's because you are by my side. If you are not by my side, then the life I want is a life with you. If the burden on me conflicts with yours, then I will want to unload my burden, regardless of the Norn family, and no longer be the earl."
Yaya didn't know what to say. She didn't want Huo Jiusi to be so irresponsible. After all, he was responsible for the entire Norn family, and the Norn family now affected the fate of millions of people.
But she also felt sorry for him working so hard. He was only five years older than her, but he had to work such long hours every day, and there were many people secretly trying to hurt him.
If you want to wear the crown, you must first bear the weight. Yaya understood this truth from Huo Jiusi.
“There won’t be a conflict.”
Yaya comforted Huo Jiusi: "Didn't I just say that no matter where I go, my heart will be with you."
"I'm just going out to have fun. I'm not planning on living there forever. I'd be happy if you could spend some time with me."
In fact, she also hoped that Huo Jiusi could be with her. She felt particularly at ease with Huo Jiusi by her side. She always felt that even if the sky fell, she would be safe with him by her side.
He was like air, filling her entire world without her noticing. She didn't feel anything when he was around, but if she lost him, she would die.
The two of them share a common destiny. If one of them is no longer by the other's side, it will be unbearable for the other.
When she was young, she didn’t quite understand what Taoist Qingfeng meant. But as she grew older, the more their fates became intertwined, and she gradually understood how deep the bond between them was.
"Yaya, besides traveling around the world, what other wishes do you have in the future?"
Yaya thought about it carefully and said: "I want to have my own zoo."
With the increase of environmental pollution and urbanization, the space for animals to survive will become smaller and smaller.
In addition, not only humans, but also animals in some special cases may not be able to survive in the wild.
This is the meaning of the zoo's existence.
Zoos are not about locking up animals that should survive in the wild and depriving them of their freedom. Instead, they are about protecting animals that can no longer survive in the wild and allowing them to survive.
People living in this world have all kinds of goals. Some people know exactly what they want, while others are not, but slowly find them after many years.
Yaya doesn’t actually have a clear goal, but she knows what she wants.
She wants to help the country and the animals as much as possible.
As a cat in her previous life, she knew how difficult it was for small animals to live in this world, and she also knew that small animals were kinder than some people.
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