Before the seventh day of the New Year, Zheng Xiaoxue had already run back.
"How are you doing?" Zhao Xiaohai asked her.
She held Zhao Xiaohai in her arms, lifting and lowering her legs alternately, causing Zhao Xiaohai to stagger.
"It's so boring! Oh, by the way, when I go back and play chess with them, none of them can match me."
"Didn't you retire from chess? Why are you back again?"
"Who said that? I just don't play games with perverts. I'm afraid that if I give birth to a child in the future, the child will be born with a chess piece!" After saying that, the two of them laughed out loud. They were still hugging each other. No one knew how long it had been, and no one wanted to separate.
"By the way, there is a question that I have been unable to figure out, which is..." Zhao Xiaohai didn't finish his words.
Zheng Xiaoxue's eyes had a kind of insightful light, "Is it about Jin Lulu..."
Zhao Xiaohai nodded, as if he knew what she meant. On this issue, neither Zhao Xiaohai nor Lin Qian had any major problems.
"Let's drink and talk." She took two cans of beer, opened them, and each of them took a sip.
"Answer me a question first." Zheng Xiaoxue said.
Zhao Xiaohai nodded and said, "I welcome everyone who comes and answer all your questions!"
She gently tucked her hair behind her ears. Every movement she made was slow and graceful, full of femininity.
"Honey, do you love me?" She looked at Zhao Xiaohai with deep eyes, eyes that could not tolerate lies!
"Needless to say, of course I love you, I love you very, very, very much!" Zhao Xiaohai said affirmatively.
She smiled and nodded, saying, "That's enough..."
She took a sip of wine, a charming blush on her face. Her movements were slow and graceful, and I was stunned.
"Xiao Hai, I told you that you changed me, do you remember?"
"Yes, I remember."
"Do you remember I told you about your cousin's marriage?"
"Well, of course, that was the first time we parted."
"My cousin and her husband got married within six months of knowing each other. They were introduced by someone else. You might say, isn't that the case for many people?"
Zhao Xiaohai nodded. It was indeed true. For ordinary people, not everyone gets married for love. Many people just want stability.
"If I hadn't met you, if we hadn't met, I would probably be like this too. My cousin is six years older than me. The night before her wedding, she told me that if a woman reaches a certain age and still hasn't married, she feels increasingly empty and helpless. Faced with all sorts of problems, I used to be very picky, never settling for anyone too high or too low. Now, I've lost the right to choose. As for love, it's no longer a consideration. As long as I don't dislike the other person, or don't dislike him/her too much, and the other person's material conditions are acceptable, that's a prerequisite for marriage. This is probably the sorrow of women."
"No wonder there are so many unhappy families in China?" Zhao Xiaohai interrupted. She looked a little heavy and was about to lighten the atmosphere, but she ignored me.
"I feel very lucky, really lucky, to have met you and to have developed feelings for you. This happiness makes me uneasy. I feel a little weird, haha. I look forward to happiness every day, but when happiness comes, I don't know what to do. I'm worried that there will be problems between us. I've thought about all kinds of problems that may arise. I know you are a kind person, and I know you like me, but I just feel this way. I feel uneasy."
"Finally one day, you told me, let's live a good life. This simple sentence dispelled all my doubts. I began to feel stupid. Why did I think about such boring questions?"
"Then, Jin Lulu came. She's a pitiful person, but also very cute and innocent. She has a special history, and all of this makes me feel very uncomfortable about her. I think it's only a matter of time before you two have a physical relationship. The moment I left her here, I was mentally prepared. I carefully observed you, waiting for this moment to come. I even thought about how I would handle it after it happened."
"How to deal with it?" Zhao Xiaohai asked pretending to be stupid.
She glared at Zhao Xiaohai fiercely and said, "Castrate you."
Zhao Xiaohai knew she was joking, and this was exactly what he wanted to see. He didn't want to see her get lost in her emotions.
"If that day ever comes, I want to tell you that no matter what you are like, I love you..."
Zhao Xiaohai suddenly felt a little sour in his nose and tears welled up in his eyes.
"After that, a lot of things happened, and these things made me think through a lot of things."
"I feel so bad for you. Life is so unpredictable, why should I still be so uneasy? What would I do if you weren't by my side that day? I swear I won't think about boring things anymore. I will spend every day happily with you, every hour, every minute, every second, even if it's just a moment!"
"And Jin Lulu, I'm so touched. I know the main reason she did this was for you. In her heart, she also hopes that the woman you love won't be hurt. Her thoughts like this make me feel insignificant. Her love is truly great!"
"At that time, I had already accepted her in my heart. Although I was conflicted, she was still a special girl. I just thought of her as our pet. That's it."
Zheng Xiaoxue lay in Zhao Xiaohai's arms and cried, and Zhao Xiaohai's tears also fell. It turned out that in her heart, she had gone through such a journey. Everyone has bitterness, and some bitterness is really difficult for outsiders to understand.
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