"No, I'm not moved, I, I think..."
"Come on, aren't you quite straightforward?"
She looked at Zhao Xiaohai with determination, and besides the mist in her eyes, there was something even more unfathomable.
Zhao Xiaohai's heart began to beat wildly. This was clearly the look Zheng Xiaoxue was giving him. How could it be?
"Can you kiss me?"
Zhao Xiaohai's head buzzed and he was stunned.
Her tears fell out like water breaking through a dam.
"No one ever kisses me. No one ever kisses me."
Her eyes were filled with despair. Was she talking to Zhao Xiaohai, herself, or her memories?
"I'm just a, just a..." She smiled, a smile so bitter, with tears glistening on her forced smile, "Just a bitch, you say, really? Just pretend I didn't say anything, okay? Just pretend I didn't say anything, I'm just a bitch, I'm so stupid..."
The woman in front of Zhao Xiaohai was only 28 years old in two days, but she said such words. Zhao Xiaohai saw an empty shell, a body without a soul.
Her eyes were dull and she was talking to herself. Although she was only a few feet away from him, she suddenly seemed very far away from him.
And the distance is getting farther and farther, as if it is about to disappear before my eyes.
Like the passing stars, the falling flowers, the yellow leaves in autumn, and the white snow in spring!
"No!" A huge sound came from Zhao Xiaohai's heart.
It can’t be like this, it can’t be like this!
Zhao Xiaohai kissed her mouth!
Everyone's eyes suddenly turned to me, her eyes widened, as if I had fallen from the sky, and her face turned red! It was so red that words could not describe it.
A woman who seemed to not care about anything blushed in front of Zhao Xiaohai for the first time. Her cold lips became warm, and she began to respond enthusiastically. She slowly closed her eyes, and tears slid down her drooping eyelashes.
Zhao Xiaohai felt extremely heartbroken and felt like his heart was bleeding. Her kiss might not be sweet enough, but it was unconditional.
Zhao Xiaohai opened his eyes and held her in his arms. She cried softly in my arms.
"Thank you……"
"You're welcome, happy birthday!"
I don’t know how long it took, but when she raised her head, Zhao Xiaohai found that she had changed. Her face became soft and quiet, and she gave me a strong feminine feeling.
She looks like a woman who has washed away all the worldly makeup!
She began to laugh, and the tears seemed centuries ago.
Zhao Xiaohai felt as if everything was getting better. The disdainful looks he had given the two of them just now turned into warmth.
At this moment, who melted whose heart?
She dragged Zhao Xiaohai to look at me this and that, and finally just bought me a very cheap scarf. She also bought a teddy bear for Zheng Xiaoxue and an exquisite ashtray for Zhao Xiaohai.
All the money except the scarf was hers, and she insisted on not letting Zhao Xiaohai pay for it. Zhao Xiaohai did not refuse. Today belonged to her, so she could do whatever she wanted.
When the two of them returned, Zheng Xiaoxue was busy all by herself.
"You guys are back from your romantic walk on the snow, but I'm so busy!" Zheng Xiaoxue said angrily.
Jin Lulu happily gave the big Winnie the Pooh to Zheng Xiaoxue.
Zheng Xiaoxue looked at Jin Lulu with a strange expression.
"Isn't it your birthday? Why are you giving me a gift?" Zheng Xiaoxue said with a smile.
"This is a gift to my younger sister. I want to thank her for taking care of me. It's just a small token of my gratitude, hehe."
Zheng Xiaoxue looked at Jin Lulu carefully, as if she had noticed her changes, and then she looked at Zhao Xiaohai.
Zhao Xiaohai just nodded affirmatively without saying anything. She must have felt something, her eyes were so complicated.
Zheng Xiaoxue smiled, accepted the teddy bear, and then said to Jin Lulu, "I originally wanted to give it to you the day after tomorrow, but I didn't expect you to give it to me first. I won't keep you in suspense. You will never guess what I'm going to give you. Come with me."
Zhao Xiaohai didn't follow in. I think that scene would have been so embarrassing for me!
"Ah, sister, you..."
I heard Jin Lulu's voice, and then the sound of someone kissing another person loudly.
"Sister, you are so great. You are not my biological sister, but you are better than my biological sister!"
Then there was the loud sound of kissing on the cheek. Zhao Xiaohai thought, Zheng Xiaoxue must be smiling now, and Jin Lulu must be smiling too. If they could smile happily like this every day, he would be satisfied!
I don’t know how long it took before the two of them came out smiling.
Jin Lulu held Zheng Xiaoxue's hand, and Zheng Xiaoxue was pulled by Jin Lulu.
"Today is simply a dream. I would be willing to die." Jin Lulu's eyes were filled with great satisfaction and happiness, like a little girl full of fantasies.
Perhaps the darkness in her life has become a thing of the past. Zhao Xiaohai was delighted to see her now. Perhaps, she was still as lustful as before, but she had definitely changed.
Zheng Xiaoxue could also feel it.
When I go to bed at night,
After a while, Jin Lulu seemed to have fallen asleep. Zheng Xiaoxue looked at Jin Lulu. Although she had fallen asleep, there was still a smile on her face.
Zheng Xiaoxue looked at Zhao Xiaohai, her eyes full of confusion.
"What kind of magic did you use? She seems to have become a different person."
"Can I answer with the word 'confidential'?" Zhao Xiaohai said with a smile.
"That's strange, boy, did you have sex with her?"
Zhao Xiaohai gave a bitter smile and immediately denied her own words: "No, it's definitely not that simple!"
Zhao Xiaohai said, "Stop guessing and go to sleep."
Zhao Xiaohai caressed her gently, and there was only love in his caress, no desire.
"Xiaoxue, tell me, is this world beautiful or ugly?"
She thought for a moment and said, "Perhaps there is no distinction between beautiful and ugly in the world. The only things that are beautiful and ugly are people."
"Genius, you understand this principle. My dear, you have made progress again."
She didn't say anything, and the two of them lay there quietly.
"Honey, do you think we are happy?" she asked Zhao Xiaohai. Her voice was not loud, but it was so clear in the night.
"I feel very happy." Zhao Xiaohai replied.
"Well, I feel happy too. It would be great if it could always be like this!"
She stopped talking again. The night was so quiet that it made people feel a little uneasy. Zhao Xiaohai thought about Zheng Xiaoxue's words and felt a little sorry.
The satisfaction I felt during the day turned bitter, and I didn’t know if everything I did today was right or not.
The worry in Zheng Xiaoxue's tone struck Zhao Xiaohai's heart.
What will tomorrow be like? Is there anyone who can help me with a dream?
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