Chapter 74 Heart to Heart
Chapter 75 Heart to Heart
In fact, she had never thought about this question. After all, she had experienced a miserable life in her previous life. After she was reborn, she only wanted to change her fate. She thought about how to improve the fate of her family, let them live a good life, and realize the dream that she had not realized in her previous life.
But she never dared to hope for love. Years of inferiority complex made her suppress her inner desire. In Fang Qing's view, being able to live well and pursue her dreams was the greatest mercy from God.
But for such a beautiful and passionate love, Fang Qing did not dare to try.
Firstly, she had never been in love before and didn't know how to maintain a sincere relationship; secondly, she didn't know what kind of person she liked, and didn't know what to do when love came.
Wen Ning is her only friend of the opposite sex. He is of course a very good person, but it is precisely because he is too good that Fang Qing feels inferior.
Wen Ning is like the moon in the sky. You can only watch him from afar. Once you get close to him, you will be enveloped by his light. Fang Qing is worried that if she really falls in love with him, she will lose herself forever.
Seeing Fang Qing's conflicted expression, Wen Ning gradually lost confidence.
He sat down next to Fang Qing, grabbed her shoulders and asked her to look at him, "Fang Qing, look into my eyes."
Fang Qing looked at Wen Ning who was so close to her, and felt that her mind, which had just become somewhat clear, was not working properly again. She could only notice the warmth of the palm on her shoulder and the handsome face of the man in front of her, "What, what?"
Fang Qing's well-behaved appearance made Wen Ning's heart soften. He wanted to hug the girl, but was afraid that his abrupt behavior would scare her, so he could only reach out and smooth her long hair on her shoulders.
"I didn't know what love was before, and I still don't understand it now, but I want you to understand that I hope you will always be in my life. I'm not as good as you think, but I am willing to be what you expect. So, please consider what I say, okay?"
Fang Qing nodded like a puppet. His adorable look softened Wen Ning's heart. He coughed, turned his face away and forced himself to remain calm.
Ever since he was sure of his feelings, Wen Ning liked Fang Qing more and more no matter how he looked at her, and he finally understood why those couples on TV were always so stuck together.
Wen Ning changed his posture and sat on the bed, holding his hands on his knees, looking out the window, "Then... now you can tell me how you feel about me."
The afterglow of the setting sun enveloped Wen Ning's beautiful profile, and Fang Qing couldn't help but look at it a few more times. He shook his head to get rid of those random thoughts and looked out the window quietly. "You are actually... very good. You are gentle and patient with people, and you are also... very good-looking."
At this point, Fang Qing bit her lip. Oh my god, what is she talking about? How could she say that in front of me?
Fang Qing expressed his opinion on Wen Ning in a disjointed manner, "That's... that's it. I don't know how to put it."
Wen Ning listened to Fang Qing's words. Although his vocabulary was not as rich as when others praised him in the past, he felt comfortable listening to them, and the tension in his heart dissipated little by little.
"Yes, I understand."
It seems that his little girl doesn't hate him, but she probably doesn't see her feelings clearly. It doesn't matter, they have plenty of time to let Fang Qing figure it out slowly.
But since he has made his feelings clear, he still has to make some things clear, "Don't be nervous. In fact, I only made my feelings clear yesterday. I understand that feelings cannot be forced, so I will give you time to think about it slowly. But no matter what you decide in the end, I hope you will follow your heart and don't deceive me or yourself."
Listening to Wen Ning's gentle voice, Fang Qing's restless heart slowly calmed down. He was always so gentle and calm, which made Fang Qing even more unsure whether he really liked her or if he had mistaken her gratitude for being rescued.
"Wen Ning, I still feel that... it's too fast. Do you want to calm down?"
Wen Ning suppressed the throbbing in his heart and let out a breath, "I need to calm down." After saying that, he opened the door and strode out, washed his face with cold water in the yard, and then returned.
In order to avoid further embarrassment, Wen Ning took the initiative to change the topic.
"By the way, I always forgot to ask you, when did you become such a good swimmer? I heard from my elder sisters that if it weren't for you, they wouldn't have found me so quickly. I remember that year when I took you to the swimming pool, you choked on the water."
Fang Qing smiled and nodded. "It was because of that time that I realized how weak I was. Others could move freely in the water, but I was the only one sitting on the shore like a fool. I don't want to experience that kind of embarrassment again. Although I am not very smart, I will learn it with more practice. Since then, I have taken time to study every weekend, and finally there are some results."
Wen Ning looked at Fang Qing's relaxed face and was unconsciously happy too. "You've worked very hard. Fang Qing, don't underestimate yourself. You are very good. You should believe that you are the best."
This was the first time Fang Qing was praised like this by someone his own age. He felt a little embarrassed. “You don’t have to praise me like this. I know what kind of person I am.”
There was a moment of silence in the air. Wen Ning coughed. Although he had never pursued a girl before, he knew that such an awkward atmosphere would not be conducive to improving their relationship, so he took the initiative to ask about her recent studies.
When it comes to studying, Fang Qing finally found some topics.
Although Fang Qing had good grades, she was not like Wen Ning, who had top grades in every subject. Of all the courses, she was most afraid of physics and chemistry. Even if she followed the teacher to do the exercises in class, her mind would become a mess when she picked up the exercises after class.
Wen Ning saw her embarrassment and patiently summarized the study skills for each subject. Recalling the test paper of the college entrance examination, Wen Ning simply picked up a pen, recalled the questions on the test paper, and wrote down Li Ranfang Qing to try to calculate.
Fang Qing was a little excited and picked up a pen to start analyzing and calculating.
In previous years, the college entrance examination was easier each year and harder each year. Wen Ning's exam was of medium difficulty, but the comprehensive science questions were still difficult. Fang Qing bit his pen and read the questions for a long time but still couldn't understand them. Seeing Wen Ning sitting next to him, he felt a little guilty. He straightened his posture and read it a few more times. Finally, he understood what the question meant and started to calculate.
Wen Ning checked his watch and watched Fang Qing calculating on the paper. Finally, he sighed and said, "Forget it. Stop it."
Then he took the pen from Fang Qing's hand, pulled out a piece of white paper, quickly wrote down a few formulas on it, and wrote out the steps to solve the problem in a simple and clear manner.
Watching Wen Ning write, Fang Qing suddenly realized, "Ah, I know, this is what this sentence means, oh, I should have thought of it..."
After Wen Ning finished writing, Fang Qing also fully realized that there is indeed a difference between grassroots and masters.
(End of this chapter)
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