My name is Lin Siqing.
I have a secret.
A bold secret.
God and I... have a child.
When I first met her, she was ugly and looked fake from head to toe.
I thought I would hate your pretentious and gentle appearance.
But I can't deceive my heart. Seeing her like this, my heart is filled with joy.
But I was too stupid at that time.
I was so confident that I thought she was always under my control, and I never gave up.
Because I enjoy being superior to her too much.
I don't know where she came from, but she didn't know me...she didn't know my shameful background.
Outside, I am the son of a prostitute, despised by everyone.
But in front of her, I am just Mr. Lin who is a little sick.
I thought we had plenty of time to spend with each other.
But she is destined not to stay for me.
I stopped her by using the excuse that I would find her companions.
But he pretends to obey and does not do his best.
Because I know very well that she doesn't love me. If she finds her own companion and has someone to rely on, she will definitely leave me without hesitation.
I thought that if I broke her wings she would stay by my side obediently.
But I softened my heart again.
Compromise...
I actually had the idea of ​​fulfilling all her wishes.
But, no...!
She is so beautiful.
Who would have thought that there was such a beautiful face underneath that ugly face.
Whenever I see others looking at her face in a daze.
I just want to gouge out those people's eyes!!!
I didn't feel very secure to begin with, and her beautiful face made it even more so.
He even thought about destroying her face.
Without her pretty face, I would be the only one who loves her.
But the look in her eyes brought me back to my senses instantly.
Even if there is no choice, even if I am the only man left in the world, she will not choose to love me as much as I love her.
So... in order to prevent her from abandoning me, I gave her the necklace that was actually a form of confinement.
I also used my most despicable means to poison her, which was the foundation of the Lin family.
I think after taking these precautions, I can let her out of my circle without any worries.
After I have taken revenge, I will abandon everything and follow her around the world.
By then, under the effects of my necklace and poison, she won't be able to abandon me.
But... I ignored her stubbornness.
She really doesn't love me.
The look in his eyes when he looked at me was very complicated, with gratitude, resentment and entanglement...but there was no love that I longed for.
She was grateful to me for saving her life and for finding her companions, but she also hated me for imprisoning her and for my disgusting possessiveness of her.
I'm not a philanthropist, I can't pretend to be generous and let go.
So I controlled myself and ignored the murderous intent in her eyes.
I kept convincing myself that it was okay, she would love me.
After everything is calm, I will accompany her to do everything she wants to do.
But that day never came.
She is destined to be the breeze that I cannot catch no matter how hard I try.
Under her threat of death, I mobilized the power of my family and took her to the Black Sea she specified.
When I found nothing, I was happy.
I just thought that if she didn't find anything, she would give up and stay by my side obediently.
No.
She would get her freedom even at the risk of her life.
She would get rid of me, this burden, even at the risk of her life.
That day, I thought she was dead.
When I was completely desperate, I finally saw what was most important to me.
Fortunately, fate was kind to us.
But he slapped me mercilessly.
She is the child of her father's first love.
And my mother was someone my father found... a substitute for his mother.
She has a blood feud with the Lin family.
I have tried countless times to activate the poison in her body to control her to love me.
But I was also afraid of seeing resentment in her eyes after doing so.
And all the stories seemed to accelerate from then on.
The Lin family's misfortune and the resistance of the major families in the sea area to the Demon Realm once again interrupted my plan.
In the face of human survival, love seems to have become insignificant.
And this missed opportunity has lasted for too long.
One thing after another buried my obsessions in my heart.
The Lin family, which was a shackle to me, was destroyed.
She also...lost contact again.
Everyone said she was dead.
But I don't believe it.
At this moment, an imposter replaced her noble identity and tried to enjoy everything that should have belonged to her.
I feel like I have found my next purpose in life.
Before my lover comes back, let me have the bargaining chip to be valued by her again.
Decades later, in endless loneliness, I finally waited for her.
But this time I actually wished she had never been here.
Because there is a huge conspiracy against her in this imperial capital.
But she asked me to check, so I went.
I made all the necessary preparations, and I thought I could use the lives of the family survivors in the sea to pave a way out for her.
But it was of no use at all.
I thought this time I could leave with her severely injured and unable to fight back, while her body recovered to health.
From then on, I used the poison that had penetrated deep into her bones to control her and me so that we could live a happy life.
But she still didn't stand there waiting for me.
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