When going to bed at night, Ling Ju lay on the bed with her back to Song Qi, not knowing how to face him.
She didn't know what was wrong with her today. Ling Yong's unintentional words made her feel particularly upset.
Suddenly I miss my parents who don’t love me very much, my two lovely dogs, and my friends who eat and drink like crazy with me.
I miss the Internet, mobile phones, computers, and social networking.
Or maybe I have entered a parallel world?
Or did the original self die and turn into ashes, or did a new soul take up residence in this body just like this one?
The more I thought about it, the sadder I became. Tears streamed down my face uncontrollably. What was the point of traveling to this world? And why did this body only have memories after the age of seven? What about before that? Why was there nothing there?
Why do I always feel a strange feeling of emptiness, loss, and anticipation every time I pick up that jade pendant?
Why can the pocket watch repair her body and heal her injuries?
Everything was a surprise to her, but also a huge pressure. She had so many questions, who could tell her the answers?
It’s not that she doesn’t want to think about it for so long, but reality forces her not to think about it.
Then she thought of Song Qi. How could she explain this to him? She could hide it for a while, but not forever. How could she tell him all her troubles? If she told him the truth, would he think she was mentally ill? What if Song Qi didn't want her anymore? Where would she go from here?
The more I think about it, the more upset I feel, but I can't cry out loud.
She didn't know that her twitching shoulders had already been noticed by the people behind her.
Suddenly, the man picked her up from the bed. He put his thin lips filled with the scent of male hormones and kissed away the tears on her face. Then he held her in his arms, wishing he could rub her into his bones and blood.
He didn't say anything, just held her quietly.
She finally couldn't control herself and burst into tears to vent her emotions.
This was all too crazy. She felt so bad. She really didn't want to deceive him. He was so nice.
She could feel that Song Qi must love her, but how deep was this love? She didn't dare to gamble.
She cried for a long time until she was exhausted.
Her voice was hoarse, and she just wanted to say, "Song Qi, I'm sorry."
"Why are you sorry?" He stroked her back gently, feeling so distressed, although he didn't know why she suddenly became so depressed and sad.
"I, I miss my parents so much." I also miss my dog and my friends.
"If we miss them, we can go back and see them, ok?"
Ling Ju shook her head and wanted to say that you couldn’t see my parents, and even I couldn’t see my parents myself.
"No, Song Qi, I, I feel very uncomfortable."
"Wife, no matter how difficult the situation is, I am here, don't be afraid." He always thought Ling Ju was very strong, but later he found out that she was only optimistic and strong on the outside, but actually sensitive and fragile on the inside.
"Well, maybe my period is coming soon, and my mood is a bit fluctuating."
"It's okay, as long as you're fine. Okay?"
His deep voice was like a tranquilizer, calming her restless heart. Leaning in his arms and feeling his body temperature, it seemed that he could always soothe her emotions.
Perhaps, Song Qi is the meaning of her coming to this world, not for any other reason, just for Song Qi.
Slowly raising her head, she searched for his lips in the darkness. Her small hands caressed his angular face and placed a gentle kiss on it. "Song Qi, I feel like I can never leave you."
The man laughed softly, "Silly girl, I'm your husband, you can't leave me."
"Um."
Love is the best medicine.
This sentence suddenly flashed through Ling Ju's mind. She still remembered that in the winter when the epidemic was at its worst, she had a high fever and was watching Love and Magic Medicine in her rental house in Kyoto. In the end, she cried like a fool.
Everyone despises love and thinks that love is just something unrealistic in reality.
But everyone has a secret corner in their heart where there is a little expectation of love.
In the beginning, he was indeed set up, but he never blamed her. At first, he just didn't know how to face her and felt a little helpless.
He still remembered the first time he saw her. She was a timid girl. Although she was a little fat and her skin was not very good, her facial features were as beautiful as Ling Yong's. He found her advantages at first sight.
After she came, he rarely saw her in the yard.
She likes to eat alone, keep to herself, is quiet and introverted, and doesn't even go out with Ling Yong.
Ling Yong said she was very timid, and added that before she got sick as a child, she glowed beautifully like a white porcelain doll.
Later, there were rumors in the courtyard about how terrible she was, but he didn't believe it at all. The first time he saw her, he knew she was definitely not that kind of person.
But the rumors grew more and more intense, and she was so angry that she took advantage of his drunkenness and raped him by giving him some aphrodisiac.
He still remembered the day she'd pushed him hard, crying, mumbling that she'd die, but before she did, she'd make that bad guy suffer. He felt helpless and bewildered, but he didn't completely reject her. If he truly wanted to, he could have just pushed her away.
But after that day, she seemed like a different person. She became braver, played pranks, and learned to fight back, like a little lion.
She became alive, no longer a lifeless person.
She loves to laugh again, is no longer timid, and dares to face things.
Ling Yong said to him, "Song Qi, you know, my sister will joke with me now. She has changed completely after marrying you." He pretended not to see Ling Yong secretly wiped his tears and lit a cigarette for him.
Later, she did her job in her elder brother's factory in an orderly manner, and her elder brother praised her to him privately several times.
If you really want to find a reason, an answer.
Perhaps when he first saw her timid eyes, she aroused his strong desire to protect her.
He could accept all her shortcomings and vulnerabilities.
That time she was robbed, he opened the door and jumped out before Ling Yong's car stopped, stabbing the bald man's leg with a dagger. He was glad he was there. When Ling Yong beat up the two men, he wanted to help, but the last bit of reason made him pull Ling Yong away. Her head was still bleeding.
When he saw the look in her eyes, he knew she was deeply moved.
In the dark night, Song Qi gently patted the girl who was sleeping on him.
Even if what Ling Yong said came true and her soul in this body was swapped, he still would not give up on her.
If you don’t refuse the first time, it will last a lifetime.
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