The tone of Yan Jintang's voice made Zheng Yao want to laugh.
It is true that no matter how old a person is, there are times when they act childishly.
She didn't leave that night and slept in the guest room.
She never came to this room normally. Even if she occasionally helped Yan Jintang clean, it was only his own room, living room and kitchen.
She was a little shocked when she entered the guest room.
He turned back to look at Yan Jintang, "No, Mr. Yan, did you plan this?"
This is too girly, even more girly than the room the Zhang family prepared for Zhen Zhen.
And there is an entire wall filled with books of all kinds.
Even the bed sheets are milky white with pink flowers, which is very difficult to buy.
Zheng Yao walked straight in and looked at the entire wall, which turned out to be filled with various historical books spanning five thousand years.
She took a quick look and found that almost all dynasties had them.
If you say you're not moved, you'd have to be really pretentious.
She suddenly felt that she had gone a little too far. Yan Jintang had gone to this extent, which really proved what Monkey said: Yan Jintang liked her.
She looked at Yan Jintang at the door and spoke softly, "Mr. Yan, are these all prepared for me?"
"Yeah. I've been preparing for a long time, just waiting for an opportunity."
When Zheng Yao heard this, she couldn't hold back her tears any longer and they streamed down her cheeks.
She never enjoyed the love of her parents since she was a child, and she even had only a small bed made of broken wooden boards at home.
But at this moment, she felt a strong love.
Being older isn't entirely a disadvantage. She can find the missing love of her father and mother in Yan Jintang. For some reason, she suddenly wants to call him "Mom".
She remembered Zhen Zhen once said that it was not uncommon for a man to be a father or have the temperament of a father; but if a man gives people the temperament of a male mother, then you must hold on to this man tightly.
Because few men have this kind of temperament. If he has it, he is the best among men, who can take care of others and is worthy of reliance.
A good man is one who has the radiance of motherhood but also the masculinity of a man.
She didn't know where Zhen Zhen got these twisted ideas from, but at this moment she felt that what her cousin said was so right!
Zheng Yao walked up to Yan Jintang and looked at him with tears in her eyes. Yan Jintang seemed a little at a loss.
"Why are you still crying?"
"Woo woo, Mr. Yan, you've been so good to me, how can I ever repay you!"
Yan Jintang felt a little sad, because he actually didn't do anything.
"Zheng Yao, you don't have to repay me. I'm willing to do these things because I like you. This is my way of expressing my love. I don't want you to feel like you owe anyone or want to pay more to balance it out because of these little things. All of this is because you are good and you deserve it."
What will a girl who has never been affirmed feel like when she finally gets what she wants one day?
Self-doubt, do I really deserve this?
Maybe, they have some purpose towards me?
Or am I really worth this?
Yan Jintang didn't dare to say that he understood Zheng Yao 100%, but he knew that her growing environment meant that she must be lacking this thing.
She is so outstanding. If she was born in a better family, he couldn't imagine how bright Zheng Yao would have been.
But maybe that's how God is, taking away some and compensating some.
Just like him, his physical and mental health was taken away for more than ten years, but he has received a lot of help and has completely regained it.
Then he is also willing to help Zheng Yao and make up for her shortcomings.
She achieved balance in her life.
Yan Jintang was very happy, and he hoped and was certain that he was Zheng Yao's "balance".
He is willing to be the weight on the other side of the tilted scale.
This is destined to be a sleepless night.
Even if two people live in different rooms, they are thinking of each other in their hearts.
Although Zheng Yao still had concerns, she didn't want to reject all the kindness others showed her just to maintain her so-called "self-esteem."
She wants to be loved, she wants to love.
Although she doesn't quite understand how to love or how to be worthy of being loved, Mr. Yan said that as long as she does her best, she will be worthy.
She hardly slept and woke up at five in the morning. She had heard from Monkey that Yan Jintang usually got up at six, so after washing up and seeing that it was almost six, she went to knock on Yan Jintang's door.
When there was no response, she knocked twice.
Then I called twice at the door, but there was still no sound in the room.
Zheng Yao was a little hesitant, so she turned the doorknob and walked in.
Yan Jintang was still lying there. She went over and found that he had his eyes tightly closed.
Zheng Yao walked over and found that his face was very red and there was a lot of sweat on his forehead.
She touched his forehead and found it was hot.
"Oh my god, it's so hot!"
Yan Jintang's clothes were soaked with sweat. She lifted the thin blanket off him, and when her eyes fell on something, she suddenly couldn't look away.
This, this, this?
Yan Jintang's early morning reaction was completely exposed in front of Zheng Yao.
Zheng Yao suddenly didn't know what to do and kept staring at that place.
His face was red, but he didn't look away.
If the person on the bed hadn't moaned, she would have come to her senses.
Quickly take off his clothes, then dilute the solution with strong liquor to cool him down.
After rummaging through the drawers in the bedroom, she remembered that there was a large medicine box in the room. Yan Jintang used to be in poor health and had to rely on medicine. There were all kinds of medicine in the box.
She searched for it and found some fever-reducing medicine inside.
He quickly helped Yan Jintang up, and then supported him and fed him.
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