When the huge failure and guilt spread throughout his body, he realized how outrageous he was.
Fortunately, fortunately, there is still a chance to start over. How many people in this world have the chance to start over?
Zheng Pingping stayed in the hospital for three days, and then Xu Hui and his wife's brother Wang Lei took Zheng Pingping back home.
Pale, withered, miserable, and dull, these are the true portrayals of Zheng Pingping at this moment. She touched her empty belly, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Two of her children were conceived here, but without exception, these two children did not have the father she wanted.
She still clearly remembers the painful moment, as if her body was torn apart, and the pain was accompanied by a huge sense of emptiness.
She has committed a grave sin.
If I hadn't laughed at her at the beginning, would everything today be different?
If I don't get too caught up in the details, maybe I can find a nice family to marry besides Song Qi?
There is no second chance in life. If she could start over, she would definitely choose a different path. Unfortunately, it was too late for her to realize it.
Every day and night at Xu Hui's place was torture, whether it was the physical and mental humiliation inflicted on her by the three Wang brothers, or the nightmares she had in her dreams at midnight.
Can time be reversed? Ever since Zheng Pingping moved into this house, Wang Cui had tortured her for a while before she packed up and returned to her hometown. Only Xu Hui, Wang Feng, Wang Yu, and Wang Lei lived here.
Wang Feng and Wang Yu went back to their hometown before the New Year, leaving only Wang Lei here to look after Zheng Pingping with him. Zheng Pingping was in charge of all the cooking and drinking at home, and he did have some sympathy for her.
Seeing Zhang Pingping doing housework with a big belly, he wondered if she would be bullied by the three brothers of the Wang family. But then he thought, that child was not his, and that he was in such a miserable state now because of her, so he immediately put away his pity.
Add the white foam into the porridge and stir well.
"Eat this."
Zheng Pingping glanced at him and said weakly, "Xu Hui, do you hate me very much? Do you hate me very much?"
Xu Hui turned his eyes away and said coldly, "Zheng Pingping, you must really hate me. There's no need to talk about hatred right now. We're already in this state, so we should live one day at a time."
Zheng Pingping smiled bitterly, staring intently at the bowl of porridge on the table. "If I said I regretted what I did now, would you believe me?"
Xu Hui turned around and looked at her. "It's too late. It's too late for us all."
"Is it too late to save the situation?"
Xu Hui was silent for a moment, then replied, "Yes."
Then he turned around and went into the house, and saw Wang Lei sleeping like a dead pig on the bed. He lay down on his bed and closed his eyes, pretending to doze off.
Half an hour later, Zheng Pingping took the rope that the Wang brothers usually used to tie her up and left quietly.
Ling Ju learned the news of Zheng Pingping's death five days after her second prenatal check-up.
The results of the prenatal checkup showed that everything was fine and normal, but as soon as she arrived at the corridor of the obstetrics and gynecology department, she remembered that Zheng Pingping was like a madman that day. Fortunately, the children were fine, which made her feel a little relieved.
The things Liu Qing gave to Xu Hui were completely useless, and Zheng Pingping didn't even drink the bowl of porridge.
Xu Hui fell asleep in the house. He woke up in the early morning and went to get some water, but found that Zheng Pingping was missing. He woke up Wang Lei and went out to look for her. They found several police cars parked at the gate of the community where they lived. When they got closer, they found that Zheng Pingping had hanged herself on a tree by the river outside the community, with a smile on her face when she died.
She left a note in her chest pocket, "I want to die. Life is too tiring."
Because it was a suicide case, the case was closed quickly and there was no unnecessary investigation. In the end, Song Qi gave Zheng Pingping a decent treatment and chose an auspicious day to cremate her and send her back to the cemetery in her hometown.
Xu Hui was also completely relieved. The day after Zheng Pingping was cremated, he packed up his things, dealt with the bag of "salt", took the hundred yuan given by Liu Qing, and went to the southwest. From then on, there was no longer Xu Hui in this world.
Ling Ju couldn't understand why the woman who wanted to drag her to death with her a few days ago would commit suicide and her last words said that she died voluntarily.
This was indeed beyond her understanding. She even thought that Zheng Pingping would be like the vicious female supporting characters in all novels, appearing to disgust her from time to time.
But now Zheng Pingping is really dead, really dead.
She didn't know how to describe this feeling; it was strange. On the one hand, she felt sorry for a woman who had taken the wrong path and ended her life so hastily, but on the other hand, she felt relieved. People are selfish, and when they encounter something, the first thing they think about is how they can benefit from it.
Zheng Pingping died, and the benefits she gained were peace and security. She would no longer encounter the same thing as the day of the prenatal check-up, and no one would bother her man anymore. Moreover, death seemed to be the best relief for her.
As for Song Qi sending Zheng Pingping back to the cemetery in her hometown, she had consulted with him about this matter. Now that she was dead, she didn't want to dwell on many things. She was a good person, but she was dead anyway.
She also asked the person who delivered the ashes to burn some more paper money for Zheng Pingping, hoping that she would be a good person in the next life. Even if she went to hell, perhaps a little more money would save her from suffering.
Although she is not a superstitious person, she dare not talk nonsense about whether there is hell in this world. After all, she can live her life again, and other people may be able to do the same.
Just think of it as doing good deeds for your children.
She had a strange dream at night.
It was the same little boy on the grass from last time. He held Zheng Pingping's hand and the two of them ran on the grass.
But Zheng Pingping ran smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a baby smaller than the little boy. The little boy looked at the baby and said, "Would you be my sister? Then we can play together."
Ling Ju walked towards the boy, wanting to say something but unable to speak. She looked at the child on the ground, gently picked him up, and the baby giggled.
The little boy looked at Ling Ju and said, "Mom, can you let her be my sister? I want her to have a chance to start over."
Ling Ju shook her head vigorously. How could this be possible? But she still couldn't speak and could only shake her head.
She put the baby down, turned around, held the boy's shoulders, and tried to open her mouth again. This time, she was able to make a sound. "She has already missed her life. Let her be a free and happy person. Don't have anything to do with us anymore. I don't think she would want that."
The little boy looked at Ling Ju with his eyes wide open. There was confusion in his eyes, but he soon became firm. "Okay, Mom, I want to play with her for a while. Just a little while and I'll be satisfied."
Ling Ju nodded, and the little boy pulled the baby and walked slowly, then ran. The baby grew bigger and bigger, and finally turned into the appearance of Zheng Pingping. She looked at Ling Ju from a distance, waved her hand, and then disappeared on the lawn.
The little boy stumbled over and ran over. "Mom, she said sorry to me. Why did she say sorry to me? She didn't hurt me."
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