If she had to lose her child in exchange for her current glory, this is not what Zheng Xinyi wants. She would rather be an ordinary military doctor than use her child as a sacrifice. But everything is a foregone conclusion. Even if her heart aches and she cries a lot, the child is gone after all.
Huang Lei walked out of the ward in a daze, walking through the crowd. In a secluded place, he slapped himself twice. Zhao Yuenan, who had followed him, was completely dumbfounded and hurried forward to stop him: "Huang Lei, what are you doing?"
"I feel so useless. I knew Zheng Xinyi was pregnant, but I still asked her to save people. There are so many military doctors in the hospital, but I put this heavy burden entirely on Xinyi." Huang Lei's voice was a little hoarse, his brows were tightly furrowed, full of self-blame and regret.
Zhao Yuenan also lowered her head helplessly: "Xinyi's child is gone, everyone is very sad, but it's not your fault, don't blame yourself for everything."
Although these words were meant to comfort Huang Lei, Zhao Yuenan also felt guilty and sad in her heart, and felt that she was a failed military doctor.
Zheng Xinyi didn't drink a drop of water for the whole day. The silent pain was really indescribable. At that moment, she felt that all the sentences about sadness and sorrow in the world could not describe her current mood. Zheng Xinyi understood many truths and many words, and she also wanted to cheer up, but some truths could not be done just by understanding them.
Bai Cuiping and Wang Ye visited Zheng Xinyi with her big belly. The army leaders and the dean also came to comfort her in person, but Zheng Xinyi's mood could not be relieved.
Wang Zhi knew that Dr. Zheng lost his own flesh and blood in order to save him, and he also heard about her story. So when his health had just improved, he started to clamor to see Xinyi. When Huang Lei pushed Wang Zhi in a wheelchair into the ward, Zheng Xinyi's facial expression changed slightly.
The wheelchair stopped beside Xinyi's bed. Wang Zhi stood up with difficulty and bowed deeply to Zheng Xinyi. The atmosphere in the ward was deeply infected by this deep bow. No one tried to persuade Wang Zhi because everyone understood his heart.
Two lines of hot tears slid down from Zheng Xinyi's eyes: "Wang Zhi, what are you doing?"
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry. It's my fault that you lost your child." Wang Zhi's eyes were red, full of guilt and self-blame.
"The matter of the child...is in the past. We should stop blaming ourselves and feeling sad." Zheng Xinyi got out of bed and helped Wang Zhi up, saying in a choked voice.
During this period, people kept coming in and out to visit Xinyi and cheer her up. She had been immersed in sadness these days and was struggling desperately with her inner self. Now, looking at Wang Zhi who was saved by her, and thinking of his wife at home and the child who was not even a month old, an indescribable power flowed through her blood throughout her body.
If she continued to be depressed like this, then the people around her would probably have a hard time as well, and would blame themselves and feel guilty. For everyone's sake and for her own sake, she felt that she had to cheer up.
"Xinyi..." Cheng Haoyu called her name softly with profound meaning.
Zheng Xinyi raised her head slightly and looked at the haggard face. Her heart was stabbed by something. How could Cheng Haoyu not be in pain after losing his child? I'm afraid that the pain in his heart these days is no less than hers.
The soft palm stroked his cheek: “Haoyu, you have lost weight.”
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