"Stop talking. It's all Cheng Haoyu's fault. If he hadn't started the fight, my brother wouldn't have died." Lin Xiaoxue began to argue and shouted stubbornly.
"Cheng Haoyu is just a scapegoat for that incident. In fact, you know it better than anyone else. He had no choice under the circumstances at that time, but your brother's death dealt a huge blow to you, so you put all the blame on Cheng Haoyu. Just because he fired the gun, he must be the sinner of the whole incident?" Zheng Xinyi's words revealed the truth that she had never dared to admit.
At this moment, Lin Xiaoxue was already in tears, with a bitter smile on her lips: "My brother is my only relative in this world. Since he left, I've been like a baby abandoned by the whole world. I can't find my direction, I can't find a trace of warmth. I feel that the world is cold everywhere. There have been countless times when I wanted to follow my brother and leave, but I was unwilling to do so. Why did Cheng Haoyu, my brother's best brother, shoot him at the critical moment? Why did Cheng Haoyu not have to bear any responsibility, live so freely, and even become the battalion commander of the army? Why? I feel unwilling for my brother. Every time I hear news about Cheng Haoyu, I think of my brother. Every time I think of him, my heart begins to panic. I hate this world and hate Cheng Haoyu. I swear at my brother's grave that one day, I must kill Cheng Haoyu with my own hands and avenge him. The reason I didn't follow my brother and the reason I lived until now is to kill my enemy with my own hands."
This was the first time that Lin Xiaoxue had spoken so much from her heart to someone else. She poured out all the hatred, grievances and unwillingness in her heart.
"You make your life so tiring. Do you think your dead brother can really rest in peace? If he knew about this in the afterlife and saw his only surviving sister in this world living in such pain, do you think this is really what he wanted?" Zheng Xinyi asked sharply.
Lin Xiaoxue's eyes began to become panicked and her body trembled slightly. Faced with Zheng Xinyi's questioning, she didn't know how to answer.
"If you really love your brother and really hope that he can rest in peace in heaven, you should live well and happily." Zheng Xinyi continued to persuade her when she saw the hatred in her eyes slowly fade away.
"I...I'm sorry to my brother. I'm sorry to him." Lin Xiaoxue was already sobbing and fell to her knees with a plop, tears streaming down her face. "Brother, Xiaoxue is sorry for you."
"If you really want your brother to rest in peace, live a good life from now on. You are still so young and have a long way to go. Hatred should not be the theme of your life." Zheng Xinyi helped her up with heartache, reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said from the bottom of her heart.
"But I have made such a big mistake, can the Cheng family let me go?" Lin Xiaoxue said uncertainly.
"Yes, because Haoyu has never blamed you, and has never thought of convicting you. He has always felt deeply guilty for Lin Xiaolong's death, and you are his only relative in this world. No matter what you do, Haoyu will choose to protect you for Lin Xiaolong. These days, he and Haoyang have been arguing with their father because of you." Zheng Xinyi said seriously.
Lin Xiaoxue lowered her head in shame and remained silent.
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