"Doctor Zhao, I want to be alone for a while." Huang Lei suggested.
Zhao Yuenan nodded slightly, then stood up and left.
In the past, all his thoughts were on Zheng Xinyi. He silently paid attention to her every move and his emotions changed with her joys and sorrows. He never paid special attention to Zhao Yuenan, who had been silently paying for him. He didn't know if it was because time had passed, he had become accustomed to some things, or for some other reason. When he heard Zhao Yuenan say that she was tired and wanted to give up, he inexplicably felt an indescribable sense of loss in his heart.
For the next few days, Huang Lei, Zheng Xinyi and Zhao Yuenan all looked strange, leaving many people confused.
Huang Lei didn't know how to face Xinyi. Every time he saw her from a distance, he would avoid her like a mouse seeing a cat, trying his best not to meet her.
His behavior made Zheng Xinyi feel very uncomfortable, but she could do nothing about it.
"Doctor Zheng, we haven't done anything to offend Doctor Huang, right? Why has he been deliberately avoiding us recently?" Li Qing asked in a puzzled tone.
Zheng Xinyi glanced at Huang Lei's receding figure and responded softly, "Don't worry about him. Just do your own thing."
"Doctor Zhao, what's wrong with Doctor Huang recently? Did you have a fight?" Doctor Deng couldn't help but ask when he saw that Zhao Yuenan seemed depressed recently.
Zhao Yuenan responded with a smile: "Doctor Deng, I feel so tired now. I don't want to be entangled with Huang Lei anymore. I think our relationship is almost over."
"Why? Haven't you liked Dr. Huang for a long time? And aren't you already engaged?" Dr. Deng frowned slightly and asked in a puzzled tone.
"It's because I've loved someone for too long that I feel tired. If someone's heart isn't with you, what's the point of getting engaged?" Zhao Yuenan spoke from the bottom of her heart. Turning around, she saw Dr. Deng standing there in a daze, and smiled slightly. "I'm sorry, did I say too much?"
"No, no." Doctor Deng responded repeatedly, and then saw Zhao Yuenan silently lowered his head and left.
Finally, it was time to get off work. At the gate of the military hospital, Zhao Yuenan was holding her lunch box and preparing to go to the canteen to eat. Huang Lei, who followed her, held the lunch box tightly in his hand. He originally wanted to go to the military canteen with her.
Unexpectedly, Dr. Deng rushed over at this time: "Zhao Yuenan, do you want to go to the cafeteria to eat? Do you mind joining us?"
"Of course I don't mind. I happen to be alone too." Zhao Yuenan responded with a smile.
Then the two of them left talking and laughing. Huang Lei's face was full of disappointment. When he raised his eyes, he happened to run into Zheng Xinyi. They looked at each other for a second, and no one spoke. Zheng Xinyi directly put her arm around Li Qing's arm, and the two of them passed by him talking and laughing.
An indescribable feeling of loneliness crept over Huang Lei. He didn't know what had happened to him. What had once been a good friendship, had he ruined it like this? Now the two of them were like strangers.
When I was lonely in the past, Zhao Yuenan always stayed with me. Now even she is leaving me, and I don’t even have anyone to talk to.
Huang Lei raised a bitter smile, looked up at the sky, and silently endured his loneliness.
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